2007 December:

2007 August:

I welcome you,
Welcome to my world,
This world to which I am stranded,
Welcome to my life,
This life which holds me down and suffocates me.

This is my burden, my pain.
How I love you,
How I look up to you my savior,
My angel...My guardian

Beyond all pain,
Lies my suffering
And beyond all this suffering lies pure emotion,
The soft, vulnerable part of that is eating me away

I burn,
I bleed,
I'd do both for you,
To save you

This is my pain,
That which burns through my skin,
Yet cuts like a knife...
I feel the blade tear from the inside out

Set me free,
Let me go,
Please let this end, let this be the final stand
Set my soul to the skies



Crystalline tears run down my skin,
Like shards of glass, they cut,
Tear the skin,
And burn-oh how they burn

Will you be the one to save me?
Can you set me free, and end this suffering?
To many a person I have spread this pain,
And many more have felt such wrath

No one deserves such despondency,
No one deserves such torment,
So end it I shall,
Take my own to save theirs

Tears fall,
A waterfall of crystals,
each shattering upon impact,
-Danger

I take this blade that burdens me,
Tear through flesh unaware,
Watch the crimson water flow and stain the ground
-It is over