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It's all broken in between,
Got split at the seams.
The connection has been cut
Cause you're stuck in a rut.

You can't seem to accept reality
I'm in front of you, but you don't see me
You know what you want but you go the other way
You work better at night but work during the day.

You're a walking contradiction
Living some kind of bad fiction
You always take what you hate
While pushing away something great

It's as if you're allergic to air
But breathe in and don't care
You're always trying
to be defining
Something that isn't there.

If it hit you like a ton of bricks
And broke your bones like stones and sticks
Would you know what it was that caused the pain
Or just cry alone and take all the blame

I take one step forward and you're two steps back
All this walking around has made me lose track
If I decide to run away, you would join the chase
But when i try to run home, you won't let me touch base.

I'm sick of the game we're playing
No ones wins and every time is the same
There's no real technique, because cheaters always win
And if you play fair, they don't even let you in

I know that either way
We all get what we deserve
What we want we can't have
Cause having it gets on our nerves

If it's yours you don't care
If it hurt you want it back
Everything that you can't bare
Is the last thing that you lack

Life is not what we have in between
We only want what we feel to the extreme
Love, hate and despair are your best friends
Moderation it seems is no way to meet ends.

You're looking for a definition, without knowing the word.
And you say you are a rebel, while you follow the heard.
You hate what you love and you love what you hate.
You gamble all your chips when you're life is at stake.