| Posted On: | 2006-04-04 00:00:00 |
can you blame me for wanting to be better
dreaming of more, searching for whats in store
trying to be strong, not to be a quitter
all along ive been looking at myself sitting on the shelf
waiting for the moment when i'll become unfettered
but the bonds which hold me are of my own making
my decisions to remain aloof are the proof
that my unhappiness stems from the path im taking
why do i keep holding back from giving my all
im afraid inside to just let each moment slide
to just trust in myself and stand proud and tall
i see that the past repeats my failures and defeats
and i can't seem to look past my prior fall
knowing deep inside i can stand on my own
i can keep my balance, maintain my stance
has never been enough to justify how i've grown
why is it i'm like this
what is it i want to be
what meaning do i want to place on my life
where do i want my life to take me
how can i have lost myself
when am i going to take control
of who i am so i can be free
as such ive come to realize its time for my change
to start chasing my dreams, giving my best
step out into lifes ring, pick new traits, act a bit strange
weed out my negative beliefs, throw out my briefs
start changing pitch in life head for a whole new range
remove my bonds stand up and feel free
step out into the tapestry of loving life and just be
