its mad gay. haha. its a breaks night at lab lounge. its a chill place, its like a hole in the ground with stone walls...i dont rememebr much i was too high to find my way out, i just followed matts voice, " I LOVE TORONTOOOOO" the madness.

trish is just mad im not comign anymore. why? cos its an extra 30$ in gas out of her pocket hahah. cos in tdot no one talks to me but gen. hahaha and some random chicks who try to make out with me or get me to take my clothing off?

tranna does suck.

land of no return.

i want her to kiss my open wounds she left upon me...the broken bones. oh god the broken bones!

but she can suck me too.

Yas, tang you!

despeckle my sorrow, for i want it to be soft like your lips upon my marrow.

haha sharon bought me the best pin. NO EMO!! haha

haha thanks you rock me like a rocking chair.

I fucking love that pin! sharon i go you an awesome dollar store pin! hehe

I must get a few more pins for this purty diesel bag. breep breep.

I will not be in tdot sharon so we can make sweet passion potato salad, all night long.

yaya i was so high on mdma in that picture...i was screaming out, fine make us wait in line for 4 hours!!! but we are going to pee all over your bathroom floor!!! everyone piss on the floor. haha gold.

his father must of been so hard on him. *tear.

Jim Jones...he was misunderstood too, he just wanted to bring love.

it's all about tapped fingers, it makes you that much more hardcore.

the time approaches, for us to rise. To stand in defiance.

eww. trannaaaa

im much better at photography, i did some schooling on it...and i have more of a passion in it. Also meh id rather sing metalcore/death metal than make beats.

carlos want to complete this...

i want too _____ all night long, in _____.

haha jackie i had one last week and the curry veggie roll...mmmmmmm so fucking good.

I want my canon digital rebel. now.

i wanna go to the cottage.

paint balling!

v shaped mind

Made: Dinner @ santrepol with katie kaboom
Made: friends on
Made: finished my Manifesto
MAde: focus is set. Focus is set.
made/ruined: tdot?

friends on. crisis averted.

i dont mind my hairy chest, mehhhh. I do have a friend who spent 4000$ on a full body electrolysis treatment...so funny.

and as for tanning, fuck it. WHITE IS BACK. Tannd people are ugly. When you are tanned either by sun exposure or tanning beds your chance for skin cancer is raised by 800%. I used to do the tanning beds a bit. i realized how stupid it was, and a waste of money. I dunno, i'd rather be alabaster, then cancer.

geronimo got it ;) ya thats exactly what i was looking for...it was rather hard to find last night. youuu dahh man!

yo olee i dont have a problem with you at all, you are a chill guy fo sure.

Ya i was so sad to see story of the year with hoobastank and linkin...i wasnt goign to pay lik 45$ to see SOTY and then haul ass.

I may go to see matchbook romance.

Yo olee funeral for a friend is coming, march 31st, rainbow. its gona be fucking awesome!

i made a trip hop, hip hop, house and garage track. They are all on floppy disks, my problem, i was never good with sequencers, so nothing ever got arranged. Also i sucked with vsts. bleh.

but i am stopping to make music completely. I work on too much in the artistic field, that i never get anything completed. So i decided to focus on one aspect.

So im selling everything for my nw digi cam...

the horde *slave drumah

the white locust sect

the arsonist

Killbot

isting prices: [ www.prepal.com ]

For sale:

Yamaha SU-700 + 68 meg ram upgrade(3 years old) – excellent condition

- $400.00


Yamaha SW1000XG (13 months old) – excellent condition

- $200.00


Korg ER-1 (four months old) – excellent condition

- $215.00


Mackie 1202 VLZ pro (four months old) – excellent condition

- $270.00

kaite i said i want to marry you. Does this mean you are a man?

There is a site that has prices on used equipment...does anyone know it? i totally forget.

And ebay doesnt have what im selling. merde.

little help?

Sorry im too busy pretending to be emo and indulging myself with all my hidden love for the human race.

yas too late, I am the walking dead.

St Vincent eating island food.

reading a mag and faxing

ruined: bullshit
made: supposed promotion soon. Training in the U.S ... yay warm weather.
Ruined: having to gte my passport done.
Made: Manifesto for BHAF web page
Made: Pics put up on BBABH webpage
Made: dinner with BOOM BOOM

awesome. summer highlight already!

close. but you didnt. thanks.

im crushed now. Are you going to do this when we go fishing? i hope not. *tear

hey pat you missed one hella of an adventure.

ya i must concur...enough with the jeff threads.

HI TOBIA MUAHHHH ::HEART::

katie come online. now. i wanna cyber touch you.

it was supposed to stay personal?

You go off saying I'm milking the emo scene like some pathetic follower? thanks much appreciated.

and it's not a matter of sticking with old friends, this was a matter of being rude. What because i've been friends with her longer and i should join her in throwing stones? Im sorry if she couldnt handle my bluntness, but that how i am, if you are being a bitch, i'll tell you.

Fuck ya i was 16 once, and i fucking couldn't stand people when they judge me on age. I still can't stand it.

Oh wait everything i said is bug love. haha im kidding. like duh. wait or am i. Omg. like who paints a sign blue. seriously.

The point is that you are defending your girlfriend's feelings. You are not involved in this situation.

Nadine was rude for no reason; rude to someone she doesn't even know. She meant to say the insult behind my friend's back, but Nadine didn't notice "the sixteen" year old sitting beside me. She was rather insult by Nadine's comment and so was I, because it hasn’t been the first from Nadine.

She claims its bug love. What she doesn't understand is that bug love involves the direct party and not indirect people she doesn't know.

What are you trying to do, defend Nadine's insults towards my friends? Makes no sense.

And its not an attempt to blatantly hurt Nadine, it's the mere fact she was being quite callous for no reason than other to be malicious. Be my guest and defend people who were being abrasive for no reason what so ever.

People who fired bullets should expect return fire.

The stars will cry the blackest tears tonight. And this is the moment that i live for. I can smell the ocean air. Here i am pouring my heart onto thee rooftop. Just a ghost to this world. And thats exactly, exactly what i need. From up here the city lights burn like a thousand miles of fire. Im hear to sing this anthem of our dying day.