always about you eh!

We are scared of the possible amount of viruses you may carry.

Matt I am always down for a polish sausage.

it is easy, because its a myth. Love is just another word for pain.

a meaning to live

Delerium ft. Jael - After All

OMG She has such a beautiful voice...

garden * i have a clean mind*

Love is easy. Hate is amusing.

I am so deep i am capable of gerbling.

ruined: Fuck all of it.

Made: Fuck all of it.

This broken mirror, pieces lying scattered upon the floor, drain me of precious life while viewing distorded images

die

Self destructive pattern.

can't rape the willing matt.

Buy me dinner

i thought you were just a bitch? haha im so funny

good times back in 98

haha trish knows all about randy.

phone number?

those are the scary people. the ones who never unleash their violence. then boom.

Hey seb if youd like i can lend you the book. Im finished with it.

Its pretty interesting, but some of the literature seems farfetched. But still it talks about the evolution of everything. Its like Darwinism vs narbyism...i recommend.

If you wanna read it, just leave me a message ill bring it next time i see you at saphs or maybe ill come to one of your idj's. crazyier things have happened :)

damn straight. Fucking perverts. Kill em all.

Does anyone have any numbers for any decent studios in montreal for Metal production?

Tyrant has herpes.

guess where he got them from.

Hi Jess!

Oh baby...this is gonna rock. i havent been this exicted well sincei fucking wore candy bracelets.

Matt I was there when it occurred. By the ancient law I do believe you are entitled to molest Jess. Though do so at your own risk, she is atrocious.

Kiki im not on msn at work. Only at home.
Thus the complication and my lack of responses.

Never will i forget the thousand needles pushed into me. Never will i remember the thousand needles pushed into me.

Fuck life embrace death. Life is faltering and death in necessary to live. One sweet kiss I give to thee, I close my eyes and bite my lip let this shadow consume me. Never fade again, never hurt again, never be ignored again, never be tainted again, never be remember again. Live fast, die slow.

Barry White. RIP

people talking shit.

i want a fucking bagel. With pepper on it. Isa got me hooked.

I would have loved to see mudvayne...

All my friends went and from what i heard Mudvayne went on at 245 and not 3 like originally planned. They only played for 30 mins also (6 songs). Then deftones who i love, but the new shit is so horrible i want to smack chino and tell him to take a break, and try to get his voice back. But deftones only played for 45 mins. I heard Likkin Park played a fucking wicked set, prolly the best set...Chesters voice was flawless, which is very impressive.

What pissed me off was that Limp and Metallica's set were 2hours and 3 hours...Fuck that. I'd rather listen to R. kelly.

Sick

I've been living for years in question some obsession
was i less to live without answers as a life cried
wolf i'm ashamed to mention my anguish but silence
lies empty if i say it again can i kill it will you lend
me your ears breathe in breathe out exhale acting
sweating a broken smile provides them a view
projection is nothing new just once i would like them
to feel it suffer in my skin for a moment stand in my
shoes filled with swelling blues

(chorus) i keep this
room and this room keeps me chained to my organs i am quarantined to a place that's dark staring at three walls the door is locked to them

'maybe now
that they all know it you'll find solace as you'r
drowning in narcissism or is it self-loathing 'cause
you fought it all in your head boy psychosomatic
they used to humor you now they pity you and
nothing's changed the door is locked
behind me if i say it again can i kill it because they're
sick of my complaining and i am sick of being sick
maybe these will cure you completely chemicals
deeply saviors until you're dependent don't let them
go to your head i'm ashamed to mention my anguish
but silence lies empty silence lies

Projection.

All my paper work is finished for the day. only took 45mins. yay.

My ears not ringing from the show last night.

almost everything today. Its one of those days. Jeff has fucking PMS. *kiki, yes you can smile now* :P

Sometimes escape is the only method. WHen your mind whispers "run"...you must comply...in the belly of this great beast there is no pity for those who fall down. There is no pity for those who need a hand. There is nothing for anyone but to just run. Find happiness in the moment, sooner or later your demons will catch you and ravish your soul.

To understand why...

To stop feeling useless...

To fucking play a goddam show soon. And to get the fucking Freefall cd out asap. caulise.

Made: WEMF trip coming togethah
Made: August 3rd on the rise, return of the Drugtoy.
Made: September 12th on the rise, return of the Poet.
Made: l'x last night. too fucking hot though.

Ruined: My mind is sick.
Ruined: My soul is sick.

No one can see your tears when you are standing in a storm.

i need a hug.

i looked so snazzy in that fur coat.

Best part was when sharon was chasing me in the basement on a bike

"i'm too pretty for jail."