Hey chelsea there is a big difference from uploading pictures on ones computer then uploading them on shutterfly (the wedsite i use to host my pictures)

And btw you all are fucking lame.

Pfttt chelsea your face is lame drama.

I really wanna hit up the museum next week, i haven't been since the Riopelle exhibit in like may.

hey amanda maybe if you walked upstairs at saphirs you would see other people!! especially when a certain person came out just to see you!! hmpf.

The minute sarah is finished school i shot gun her!!!!!

i never got a chance to upload them! im sorry...and i have 56k modem...so it take forever...im not at home at the moment, but add me to msn and ill send them over to your direction. sowwie

Apparently my leg isn’t broken, so I have to go now.

Burning hearts are fatal


In the juncture of your broken heart shaped lamentations,
I stand firm upon eroding soil to wipe away your solemn tears.
You crying eyes still capture me like the star lit heavens
Like slow murder to watch fears run the contours of your angelic face
I will be strong, even though I am weak and hold you up in the rising seas of despair.
It’s another quiet night,
Nothing wakes in my mind but wishful thoughts.
I petition your dreams are of clutching me, I am nothing but selfish.
I still am fading away
My cheek against my knees,
Silent screams consuming the stronger foundation, my madness reigns
I am still without you I assume I always will…
The night is unspoken…am I still loneliness?
Like the moon chasing the sun, you have eclipsed my world with hope
Never let me drift in the barren thresholds of my minds suffering
Your honeyed lips upon mine,
Causing horrors to fly like shadows in the sun’s dawning glory
I will struggle to fight the demons away, being everything you need
Impaling sharp memories into my chest, I cry alone without you
Remember me always how I was, and never how I am.
I have fallen into the well of your heart,
And drowned on the tears of your past loves…

an easy way to say goodbye.

im still fucking laughing at myself.

short stories with tragic endings - F.A.T.A

fuckign story of my life.

i was nothing needed...nothing special...im so fucking delusional. i hate hate myself so much right now. They said things would be ok. they lied.

made: jeffy h and lil sarah project to begin :D cant wait
made: talking avec isa ** emo incest!!!
Made: unexpected phone call to say have a good day...merci :) things liek that make you have a good day
made: FUCK YOU!!!! mouahahahaha

saying fuck you! haha nothing! nothing from me.

mudvayne - (k)now (F)orever

when am i gonna hook up wif miss lil sawah!

haha katie shut up.

You arent going cos tipsy was gonna be your suggah daddy, but now he can't go cos he has an exam on monday. so shush.

haha noice.

haha scott now that sounds like a solid plan!

I'm thinking after i've paid of my debts in about a year and half i have a few options. be transfered to Tdot to open the sister company for my father and run administration, go to music school for sound design or do sumthing else artistic.

sorry mike, but there wasnt much i could do. I already had 6 people in my car. Nadine was sprawled across everyones lap in the back seat.

things change too quickly

being stupid

pookie i am down for a breaker high marathon!!!

i wanna move now

ive seriously only seen three good looking female in toronto on all my visits.

You might be able to have a larger paycheque, but rent, food, utilites are about 35-40% more than montreal.

A recent study indicated that Ontario is the unhappiest place to work in Canada, while Quebec in the best place to work.

Their clothing stores are more plentiful and cheaper...yet still no one in toronto can grasp the concept of individuality.

They streets are much cleaner, clean enough to do a bump off the side walk apparently...

Tdot is ok. So is montreal. i'd rather be in europe or asia.

haha there is no real sense to it, just i wanna take my car with people i know and trish doesnt want me taking my car. cos she cant drive 4+ hours. short attention span. haha

Well Al I don't have my life planned out maybe not 3-4 months in advance...because God knows what may happen. You might fall in love with someone, or have an excellent business opportunity or maybe contract ebola...

I know my father has the next 10 years of my life planed out...packaging. God better throw something in my path to get me away from packaging and montreal...

i dunno why everyone is bitching and complaining still. Like a 30$ car ride with friends vs a 100$ bus ride for 6 hours.

anyways aint my car, nor my rules.

i would take my car no problem, but i wont fuck over trish, cos she needs at least 2-3 extra people in her car. and i want 3 people in my car. But i dont feel like driving everywhere when i get back from tdot. Also there is no where to park in tdot.

if we can find 6 passangers to slipt amongst my car and trish's, no problem. i think...?

i loved lost highway...but haven't watched it in about 4 years.

At blockbuster they are selling it for 7.99$. a must buy. Also another must buy at blockbuster is Vidoqc 7.99$ can't go wrong...One of the best movies ive seen, Gen and i rented it on sunday :)

The reasoning of trish not wanting to drive people from dt is because on the way back from toronto which is a 5 hour drive, she doesnt want to drive all the way downtown and then back to the west which is an initial 45-50mins. thats why its so confusing.

meg, no you!!!

i already know whats gonna happen. Another attempt with matt to have a security guard kill a candy kid. haha

pookie if you lose weight ill kick your ass.

Pookie movie night sometime soon? or breaker high marathon?

wizards first rule to faith of the fallen...excellent. The gar war was amazing.

Pillars of creation was lame, cos it had nothing to do with richard or kahlan.

Naked army better be damn good, ive been waiting for this book for over a year...now i have to wait for paper back which will be another 6 months...but anyways...im crossing my fingers.

there is only one key christmas movie and that is Tim Burton's nightmare before christmas.

Lee check out Terry Goodkind he is one of my favorites...he wrote the sword of truth series...so fucking good, you have no idea!

I'm also a big fan of R.A Salvatore.. Drzzit is dah shit!

I am also a huge fan of Herman Hesse...enlightenment within the self... Siddhartha is a must read for anyone.

shower, fatty , and cuddling.

what was decided last night with trish and i is that we would take one car.

In that car at the moment is Trish, myself, sharon, matt and gen.

Though we do have a second car...if need be.

matt, gen and i will be crashing at megan's. Trish in brampton and as sharon said, she'll be at her sisters.

I also believe J.F's car is presently full.

haha im sure when i do this, with my crappy luck neither of my parachutes will open...then i'll think what would jared do?

jared: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!

My favorite part about christmas is the christmas shopping.
what i cannot stand is forcing myself to spend a day with my relatives who i obviously dont really enjoy spending time with, if the last time i saw them was last christmas.

Well the food is good also...well only on my mother's side. Everyone on my father's side are carnivores, so every dish has meat in it. I kid you not.

golden boy and miss kitten - rippin kitten...cos of the video...so sad

hate is more powerful, because it is blind.

*shudders* for the love of god i hope i break a leg so i cant go...haha