Sarah is dah bestest. I win suckers!

Geronimo hahaha i ammm emo personnified. you're too positive, we need some balance to all the light.

he's fuzzy!!!

aint love grand - atreyu. Because that song is me right now.

big ups to all the stupid fuckers at hulla, here's my love to you, i hope you all die.

A memory in the shape of a rose

I don’t know I am crawling
What you give to me, is all I have to live off of
A broken light bulb is still sitting on the counter
The empty light is still flickering
Where are hollow hearts to be filled?
Why is this pain so abandoning?

You are all I have left to hold onto
Your cuff is ripping and im being dragged back to old routines
Is anything worth tearing myself across broken bottle memories?
I hope you are strong enough to hold me up
My legs have nothing left to give
Please never give up on me

My smiles to you are the last bit of light dwelling within
I sitting on the couch thinking about you
While you stare straight ahead sitting beside me
A smile is all need to make it all ok
Hold my hand and run with me

Giving way to the doubts crawling in my failed eyes
I am screaming but no one can hear my cries
And I pray my thorns never draw blood
All my flaws quick like razor blades
I draw you at a distance because I fear to bleed you dry

everything except the pillow im sitting on, it hasn't done anything to me...yet.

made: yup all just a bad dream.
made: email
made: gen and sharon's phone call. i love you guys too.

everything

to see sawah

It's so hard to see when your eyes are rolling in the back of your head
It's even harder to speak when everything you say just comes out wrong
Gutted like a pig, all you want is the world to bleed,
someone somewhere stole your desire
The pain akin to, being punched in the throat, and stabbed in the chest
You would rather bleed than be without her
Gone are the tender whispers dancing in your ears
Replaced with lackluster memories you cry, your screams play in your empty room
It's so hard to see when your eyes are rolling in the back of your head
It's even harder to speak when everything you say just comes out wrong
Your bed swallows you whole as the days bleed together, torment on the lips
Of a loved one, and if you try hard enough,
you can almost taste her, feel her pass and
Scream, OH GOD WHY ME

dead 12:29:36.

sorry pookie there was no plur, only a lot of hate.

anyone who touches my lil sis i'll break in half. trust me i have a lot of bellowing hate built up.

This weekend in actuality never occured. It was all just a bad k hole. I never left my drive way, i never unbuckled my seat belt, i just woke up 2 hours ago, wearing the same clothing as i was wearing friday.

pfwf im glad it was nothing but a bad dream...

nadine shut up, youre too busy text messaging and being gay

isnt there a show in your moms den??

i got a good fucking worst song ever...everyone fucking hhc song played last night at hulla.

i still fucking hate hhc, but whatever had a decent time. made new friend, didnt see other friends all night. oh well.

would i go again? fuck no.

slots are such a waste of money.

i think he sustained a lot of brain damage.

hey emo sis...shush.

aint love grand or lip gloss and black?

im gonna bring back a candy kid's arm.

at the hospital, they gave us the warped leg.
in a bag.
we brought it home.
plur.
poor pat.
-matt

hey chelsea you are such a bitch. get off my computer and buy me a new lamp shade bitch!!

one love.

hey ian, you have no power against the emo side!

lindsay dont worry your penis is huge.

im gonna break a candy kid in half.

made: walk/subway wif meg

cuddles

during Shakespeare's time the english language consisted of 15,000 words...now its roughly 10,000.

de-evolution.

best k hole evah. real minou minou in my lungs.

OOOOHHH SHIIITTT!!! Stop!

poor pat, now he can't dance to the happy hardcore tonight at hulla...nor can i for there is too much blood.

bahahaha awesome ufot!!!!

Mdot terror squad departing.

Biological war 4:27:19

mine does. but i do have pigeons...

bingo.

I would sacrifice everything, for one single moment true.

new clothing

needing money for school, but parents wont help because they dont agree with my choice of schooling. Yet they give my sister everything, new computer, new clothing, pay for her whole car & insurance, pay for her schooling...ya when your own family tries to deny you your fucking dreams cos they try and force you to stay in the family business...thats fucking depressing.

made: recovery of two zip ups.
made: strange dreams
ruined: didnt sleep at all.

aesthetic
allagory
Glory
cryptology

finding my fuckign white fb zip up...ive been looking for it for the last 2 years! awesome!!