made: isa and the core ;)
made: its almost the weekend
Made: nadines bday happy bday dah future SG!!
made: im doing good :)

ruined: spark a match?

Mutt & jeff...i havent laughed that hard in a fucking long time!

i have aniexty problems...hehe but they are going away finally :)

it seem everything surrounding me becomes a short story with a tragic ending...

more stwaberry cream cheese...mmmm

ghey.

gaston?

If you guys need a transporter just ask. i have a car. i might be able to snag mah pop's Jimmy, for transporting larger items.

the warmth is coming back to my insides. I think the worst is over.

some new music...i need high speed.

it hurts to say these things to you

am i about to go away?

if you want to get punched in the face, spin trance.

your face is an stdster.

well he is a women

are you that desperate for friends chicka :P

i am so not going. i always get mauled at these things.

im planning a terrorist attack with pipe bombs in a highly populated area...should be fun :)

either im going out with the guys or going to 2k4.

cassius - the sound of violence

Coward, the next time you want to fuck me over stab me in the front
Can I still see my future in your eyes,
or can I picture myself dead in your embrace
And your cruel crimson red smile, kills
Everyone cared about you. Why couldn't you
Instead your greed compelled you to steal other silver linings.
No one could have their moments free from your withering touch.
Fuck off like you're the only person that has ever cried or been broken by love
Spare me your pity party drunk off your own misfortunes
Wallowing in your blissful melancholy
[ .ca ] you taste my blood. You knew that this would kill me. But you carried on and on
with your selfish shit., everyone cared about you. Why couldn't you
instead your greed compelled you to steal other silver linings.
burnt down my world, you killed my hope
spread out the ash and walked away
how could you just close off your eyes.
turn tail and run, you are the greatest coward
damn right I am still pissed..
next time I see you we will see who has the upper hand
kiss me fist. Taste the floor. Tired of your games. fuck off goodbye.

Deanne the arsonist - atreyu

tha bastards ruined my tribal shirt a while back at foufs, there is no way im giving them anymore money.

atreyu...dey fucking kick ass.

im so fucking there.














not.

i cared more than you ever deserved

a shame th night fucking sucked ass, i had such a clear complexion.

ufot, i shall only burn the bridges of those who have wronged me, while they stand upon them. Burn for glory.

Amaretto, Khalua, Southern Comfort

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craziness i tell you. I guess God didn't want us going to Toronto, as if it would be a bad weekend or sumthing.

yo ill sign that :)

i have decided to stop drugs, cos i was doing them to forget the pain inside, to numb myself. But i am tired of being weak, so fucking tired of being weak, so I am going to end my consumption. Because it never helped but only made things worse.

[ bump...ca ] fucking wait. This year is almost over, and all you fucking monsters who cut me down, gone forever you will be soon.

hahaha that k hole was the bestest, it was almost so real, like it feels like i actually went to toronto...so strange!

the strength of anger.

saying goodbye

New beginnings - Finch

"i try
so hard to figure out
why
no explanation keeps me waiting
lets try
because i know you won't forget
i know
even if the story is over"

I’ve seen you looking down on me.
I hate your mission to save me from the dark, from where I am.
I’ve seen the change, deep inside of you.
You’ve become so blind,
you’ve fallen in the same shadows you tried to save me from.


Now can you see you’re just like me.
Now you can never be better than me.
You can never talk down to me.
Do I make you sick?
Does it make you sick to think we are one and the same?
Now can’t you see, the cold isn’t so bad.
But all you will see is empty,
the same dirty little things you see in me.
Now can you see you’re just like me.

- sickness (jeffy h emo experience)

made: set plans for this saturday
Made: sharon haha rip her hair out! bahaha
made: seeing with eyes unclouded.

i have a resilient ability to pick up the pieces and be strong once more. I am stronger than i thought.

they highlight of my night when i told off two fucking candy girls, because they were heading butting each other, like two male billy goats.
I quote; "are you two fucking stupid. Can you be anymore fucking gay, i fucking hate you both." Ya it was that good of a night! yay. not.