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-matt

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-matt

haha valentines is the gayest hallmark holiday.

94 hours of regret for me to realize what i held, unfading beauty...not just a face.
NO I WONT LT GOOOOOOOOO

as i lay dying

hah to us people with jobs, its the afternoon :P hahaha

thanks sarah you! haha :P

Seriously, what's rusty's number?

hahaha sarah ill pencil you in a crayola tattoo next friday ;) haha

Im getting the rest of the tat on my back done and im getting something im designing down my right calf...breep.

There is a huge difference in wants and needs. Does one need a 3 60K car or a 2.5 million dollar house or 12 pairs of shoes or name brand everything? Obviously not. Though trapped in a vicious circle of uselessness, somehow people got it in their heads that more everything means you are a better person, are a happier person, which mind you is laughable. What does high society desire *well most of it* too fill the void with wants to replace the needs. A shame.

Some fashion is art. I personally agree with Sarah here. Art isn't created to make money, but to define a moment, an emotion, etc... A purse is not pervaying anything artistic when dawning it. It only shows i have money and waste it on the needless things society makes me desire, because status is oh so important. Now obviously i'm terribly materialistic, which i hate. BUt i dont think my adidas zip up is a work of art, and just because you attach a 900$ price tag along to an article of clothing, does not define it as art.

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made: Get fucked, cut up your wrists and kill yourself *best flow evah*
made: 3 new poems in the last week, one painting and one track. I must thank sarah for bringing back the art in moi :) merciiii

haha i know. now you all love me. must be the emo. or my car.

hahaha sarah you'd die before the neddle even touched you. :P ill take a marker and do it for you :P

haha i love that pic of isa, gen and chelsea. I used to have a nice war with each of them, i ended up dating one, lived with another and went to tdot with the other on a regular basis. scoolest

mah phone, my new track, me

haha scott i rephrased what i meant for this thread...i corrected my statement about real instruments...and said this is a thread about non electronica...

Refused fucking kicked ass! i loved them the minute i heard of them back in the day...and they were right, it was the new shape of punk to come...before their time...im not too big on the noise conspiracy...but they are decent

omg katie will get a job?

made: foufs tomorrow
made: fata
made: this fawking house song

gen you are such a candy kid

To venerate in absence of direction

To venerate in absence of direction

ya when i say the lead singer of incubus on seventeen as teen heart throb i knew it was all over.

Another instance of dying,
Taken from the back of my disintegrated heart
Crying rivers, crimson droplets disrupting the flow
The path is struggling to reverse itself
The lines running so deep their appearance invisible
Till I ascend to the top from the bottom of this empty hole
Surrounded only by thoughts of her, my weakness
In the waters reflection, a thousand stars crying alongside me
Another moment I’m wishing things were never taken away
Maybe if I lay still, the sun will think I’m dead and no longer feed me light
The last of empty strife will leave us murdered
Ethereal visions of watching crystals break away from her face
My heart still palpitates warmth even without you on my arm
But my eyes haven’t been dry since the day I walked away
We both knew we were being bled dry on each other’s thorns
Why couldn’t we stop from choking on the blood?
One more kiss to prove this is wrong…
One more kiss to prove this is right…

- killing the future so i can live in the past

to be sumwhere warm

how much i miss katie

made: new samsung headset breep.
made: yummi indian food.

Forever

forever your eyes will hold the memory
i saw your heart as it overtook me
we tried so hard to understand and reason
but in that one moment i gave my heart away
that perfect breath where my mind lay beside me
and all i knew was what had overtaken me
with no explanation i am comforted by inability to understand
when i wake from this dream will you still be here
will your smile still open my heart and leave me transparent

- as i lay dying

TOBY HAPPY BBBDDAAAAYYYYY ONE LOVEEEEEE MUAHHH

and i have yur pwesent tooooooooo!

ian i just watched that last night.

There are only two things that come from texas, steers and queers. and you aint no steers, so that kinda narrows it down.

ya jackie is way too proud of her shits. it was always scary...and she would shit like 12 times a day. I think green peace is protesting against her large intestine.

its about hating hhc. cos its fucking lame.

deftones so didnt turn emo. what happened was chino got fat and his vocal chrods got lost in his fat throat. Also wtf he picked upa guitar, ya steph shouldnt have let that hhappen. Chino should stick to sing. Around the fur still the best album by deftones.

And when i say instruments, obvious synths, and drum machines are included.

Ok ill make it more clear, non electronic music. happy?

ouch

big tits are nasty.

well vs. the unofficial record. he'll proly get it.

the man knows his foreign economics. props.

We should be self sufficiant. Fuck importing and exporting.

30%. God boy.

haha a cups

its easy to get over this time of the year. Requires some buds, blasting some beats, and painting or drawing :) well thats what works for me. Just need to work on a hobby.

I think a cottage trip is needed. Getting hammered in a deer infested forest is always a good time

have you ever been punched or kicked by her? i doubt it. It's not the greatest feeling in the world. Amanda i still love you.

ya V-shaped mind - Cul de sac if you like incubus you'll like em.

to the hardcore peeps, Static lullaby ... yummm