jeff pleases me at moment ..very much so

fuking up without doing it on purpose .... feeling really bad about it and not being given teh chance to explain and appolagise

apparently ...assholes

hehe i should manage ...i wanna sacam another 5 tho so i can drink a bit hehe ...fuck i need a job sooo bad!

cause ur going shopping and not me...well im going to village but thats not shopping lol


blah im jelous i want clothes!

how i better be able to scam 10$ from my mom to go to idj

going to village des valeurs later YAY!!! hahahaaaaaaaa blah

cause um ur at work ( i think)

the nightmare i had about pokkie and nter dying right in front of me... i didnt liek that AT ALL

die


im sure u all know what it means

indeed i do :P

cause um he kinda cares and has never met me

cause u like anime

ruined: rain
ruined: nightmare
ruined: 3hrs of sleep
ruined: low budjet
ruined: stomach ache as usual
ruined : this everlasting feeling over getting screwed

made: i dont have to clean teh house cause teh cleaning ladys coming..yay!

i had a dream about camping ...fuck whats wrong with me lol

spitting

matts neighborhood

sweet and shy boys

TRAINWRECK

tipsy's

brain turning off

blah

peach yogurt is good and i still wanna go camping

fabulous disaster- red blister

going to teh doctors today and finding out im 4 pounds away from my perfect weight!

made: shaving jons head and the cliper stoped working when there was one patch of long hair left.. hilarious!!!
made: animatrix
made: video games
ruined: feeling so alone
ruined: feeling mocked and patronised

cause ur drooling

thats the whole point



living in the same house as my mom and not seeing her even once since sunday afternoon

its so weird ...blah ...gen know what i mean lol

ha ive even failed that 3 times ! told ya i was a loser!

cause um ur getting up in 7h

i feel like going camping

thanks steve


im thinking how bored i am and how come on the 30 people online on my msn ...only one is talking to me lol

hehe im 5" .5 lol not even fuking 5"1 !!


cause u said short people rocked!

cause u think thinking about death is unplaisant

we had screwdrivers...hmm pencil can be good too

cause he said something nice to me

its pretty much what i think of all the time...its just more creative in an altered state of mind

when im drunk or high i mostly imagine creative ways of killing myself...its pretty funny what random shit u can come up with heheh

blah ..trust me i will


but thanks i guess for pretending to care

not being able to shut off my brain

obsessing