i'm planning on seeing this movie ASAP. and not because of naomi watts.


okay....not JUST because of naomi watts

junkies are soo cool. if i ever become one, i'll wear short sleeves just to show off my track marks. even in the winter! cuz yeah, they are just soo awesome

people with one leg are funny cuz they have to hop around and shit

that was so inevitable

oh my...the other guy is getting so excited he's touching himself

my eyes are BURNING!

i wanna host a party with a 10,334 BC theme. we can dress up as cavemen and then eat each other

bump! no good re-using diapers..

maybe try to find some ethnic new years eve party. like a bar full of mexicans getting blind drunk. you can then point and laugh at them as they stumble around in intoxicated stupor.

oooops...i said idiosyncrancies and meant synchronicities This is from erowid:

"Two psychological difficulties which seem to come up for those who use ketamine regularly are paranoia and egocentrism. There are many reports of regular users starting to see patterns and coincidences (synchronicities) in the world around them which seem to indicate that they are somehow more important or integral to the world than others. This same sense of the world focusing on the user can also feed into a sense of paranoia."

"Also, be aware that many people who use K see a new perspective on the world which seems to be quite ego-centric and conspiratorial. K can increase one's sense of connection between events, synchronicities, etc. This, when interpreted in certain common ways, can lead one to believe that events are working out in ways which focus on the self ("if that happened that way, and this happened this way, both of these things must be about me") and then, further, that people and events are working in some heretofore unseen concert which may be either sinister or just novel. Pay special attention to these kinds of thought patterns and ask the question: "what is most likely true" instead of "what can be true."



If anyone here is serious about expanding their knoweledge on ketamine, I highly reccomend the following article:
[ www.erowid.org ]

u people need to COOL DOWN. stick your head in a pile of snow and count to 10

idiosyncrancies = beleiving that all events are somehow related in some consipracy-type fashion. which of course either may or may not be true.

very cool location, sick beats. reminded me of some of my favorite IDJ's from last year.

big up

meeeeee

i'm looking forward 2-c you all there!

I actually beleived it for about 10 minutes, right when Heather P posted..I couldn't beleive she would be in on it! But in my opinion it was actually quite funny. Actually, I'd say that this was the most entertaining thread I've seen on ravewave for quite some time.

Research on Ecstasy Is Clouded by Errors (New York Times - December 2, 2003)

In September, the journal Science issued a startling retraction.

A primate study it published in 2002, with heavy publicity, warned that
the amount of the drug Ecstasy that a typical user consumes in a single
night might cause permanent brain damage.

It turned out that the $1.3 million study, led by Dr. George A.
Ricaurte of Johns Hopkins University, had not used Ecstasy at all. His 10
squirrel monkeys and baboons had instead been injected with overdoses of
methamphetamine, and two of them had died. The labels on two vials he
bought in 2000, he said, were somehow switched.

The problem corrupted four other studies in his lab, forcing him to
withdraw four other papers.

It was not the first time Dr. Ricaurte's lab was accused of using
flawed studies to suggest that recreational drugs are highly dangerous. In
previous years he was accused of publicizing doubtful results without
checking them, and was criticized for research that contributed to a
government campaign suggesting that Ecstasy made "holes in the brain."

Dr. Ricaurte, a 50-year-old neurologist at Hopkins since 1988, is
probably the best-known Ecstasy expert in the war on drugs. He has received
$10 million from the National Institute on Drug Abuse, more than any
other investigator of the amphetamine analogs known as designer drugs,
club drugs or diet drugs, including MDMA, better known as Ecstasy, and
its close relative MDA.

He vigorously defends his work, saying much of it has been confirmed by
other researchers, and arguing that he is often unfairly attacked by
scientists who minimize the dangers of designer drugs because they want
to use them in research.

Johns Hopkins stands behind him. "The institution has every confidence
in his ability," said Gary Stevenson, a spokesman. Of the primate
study, he said Dr. Ricaurte "made an honest mistake, then discovered it and
revealed it."

But other scientists, and two human research subjects of Dr. Ricaurte's
who came forward after the retraction, say they see a pattern of shaky
research supporting alarmist press releases.

It is hard to find impartial observers in the highly politicized debate
over illegal drugs. But even three scientists whom Dr. Ricaurte cited
in his own defense said that while his high media profile had made him a
"whipping boy" for those favoring Ecstasy research, some of his
best-known work has nonetheless been "sloppy" or "not as methodologically
rigorous as you might want."

Longtime critics are harsher.

"It's hard to trust George," said Dr. Julie Holland, a professor of
psychiatry at New York University who has edited a book on Ecstasy and
wants to test it in psychotherapy. She accused him of "playing games with
his data" to win more federal grants by making the drugs look bad.

Dr. Richard J. Wurtman, a prominent clinician at Harvard and M.I.T. who
has clashed with Dr. Ricaurte, accused him of "running a cottage
industry showing that everything under the sun is neurotoxic."

For 20 years, Dr. Ricaurte has produced studies saying the amphetamine
analogs may cause the tremors of Parkinsonism, depression and memory
and sleep problems. But the consensus among many amphetamine researchers,
Dr. Ricaurte included, is that there is no proof thus far that Ecstasy
causes permanent human brain damage. In animal studies, very high doses
have destroyed serotonin-pathway nerves, which convey pleasure and
affect memory and appetite.

Just last month Dr. Stephen J. Kish of the Center for Addiction and
Mental Health in Toronto published a review of all Ecstasy research,
including Dr. Ricaurte's, and concluded that there was no evidence that
Ecstasy caused the tremors of Parkinsonism or any other brain damage "with
the possible (but as yet unproven) exception of mild memory loss."

Some heavy users have memory problems, but no studies prove the loss is
permanent, or that it is caused by Ecstasy rather than other drugs in
the mix that virtually all heavy users take.

Ecstasy — invented in Germany in 1912 by Merck Pharmaceuticals in its
search for an anti-bleeding drug — has been outlawed in the United
States since 1985, a decision that Dr. Ricaurte has taken partial credit
for. Since about 1970, when it was called Adam, some psychiatrists had
tried giving low doses to trauma victims; in 1985, they stopped,
fearing arrest.

Dr. Holland says it relieves anxiety-provoking memories like a
sedative, but as an amphetamine, it does not induce sleep. Patients "want to
talk things through."

As a potent painkiller, she said, it also may help the terminally ill.

The Food and Drug Administration recently approved a study in
traumatized crime victims who have failed to respond to antidepressants. A study
of rape victims is under way in Spain, and another one in the United
States is proposed for depressed patients with terminal cancer.

When Dr. Ricaurte's 2002 primate study was published, his critics said
he could not possibly have given "typical recreational doses" if 2 of
10 animals died and two others collapsed of heatstroke.

According to an annual federal survey, almost 10 million Americans have
tried Ecstasy. Few have died.
"Those dead animals should have sent up a red flag," said Dr. Charles
R. Schuster, a former director of the national drug institute whom Dr.
Ricaurte has called a mentor. "The better part of valor would have been
to not publish until it was repeated."

Dr. Ricaurte said such arguments "do not hold water," since animal
deaths are common in amphetamine research, and two is too few to compare to
human death rates. Dr. Nora Volkow, the new director of the national
drug institute, declined to pass judgment on his whole body of work, but
called his latest error "crying wolf and losing your credibility."
Because of it, she said, she spent a weekend checking the agency's Web page
on the dangers of Ecstasy "to make sure it was not overstated."

The agency had already removed all current references to another
well-known study from the site, one from 1998 by Dr. Ricaurte and his wife,
Dr. Una McCann. Dr. Volkow described it as using "methodologies that
were not optimal."

Pictures from the study — PET scans of the brains of Ecstasy users
— were used on a famous postcard from the drug agency, "Plain
Brain/Brain After Ecstasy." The postcards were distributed to thousands of
teenagers and implied that Ecstasy users had shrunken brains with holes in
them.

The study had nothing to do with holes, but with serotonin levels,
which Dr. Ricaurte found drastically depleted in 14 subjects who had taken
Ecstasy 70 to 400 times.

Dr. Marc Laruelle, a Columbia University PET scan specialist, called
the work so technically flawed that it was "something to put under the
rug." He cited a recent German study showing that serotonin decreased
only modestly and returned to normal within six weeks. The Hopkins team,
he said, presented its data in logarithmically compressed graphs that
seemed calculated to mask the fact that it had found impossible results:
its 15 "control" subjects had serotonin levels 50 times normal.

Dr. Ricaurte defended the study, saying his recalculation technique was
common when results from two groups varied widely, although he said he
no longer used it.

Of the photos, Dr. Ricaurte said he had no control over what the
national drug institute did with his work, but he had asked an agency
official to fix their "poor quality."

In the 1990's, Dr. Ricaurte was involved in a dispute over the danger
of dexfenfluramine, another amphetamine analog sold in Europe as a
prescription diet drug.

In 1994, a company founded by Dr. Wurtman, director of clinical
research at the Harvard-M.I.T. health science division, sought F.D.A.
permission to market it in the United States.

Dr. Ricaurte released a study saying it caused brain damage; that was
immediately disputed by an Environmental Protection Agency study that
found it did no permanent harm.

In September 1995, Dr. Mark E. Molliver, a Hopkins colleague who
frequently published with Dr. Ricaurte, presented slides to an advisory
committee of the Food and Drug Administration showing Alzheimer's-like brain
tangles.

Dr. Wurtman, who contacted The New York Times after the Science article
retraction, said that Dr. Molliver, with Dr. Ricaurte in the audience,
misled the committee by implying the damage was done by
dexfenfluramine.

In an interview, Dr. Molliver called that "a blatant lie," and asserted
that he had clearly said he was showing damage done by similar drugs.
Dr. Ricaurte agreed.

But transcripts of a follow-up hearing in November 1995 provided by Dr.
Wurtman show that several panelists and the F.D.A.'s expert were
confused and believed that Dr. Molliver had been showing dexfenfluramine
damage. Ultimately the drug was not approved.

For a week in 1996, Greg M. was one of Dr. Ricaurte's lab subjects.

At the time, he said, he was using large amounts of Ecstasy, marijuana,
LSD, cocaine, amphetamines and heroin.

After seeing the retraction of the primate study, he contacted The
Times, and persuaded a friend who had accompanied him to call, too.

The two revealed their names and occupations but declined to be fully
identified for fear their former drug use would hurt their careers. Greg
is a graduate student in chemistry at a leading university. His friend,
who said he used to follow Grateful Dead tours selling up to 10,000
doses of LSD a month, now works at a West Coast law firm and is in line
for a federal job.

Curious to see if they had damaged their brains, and enticed by a
promise of $100 a day and a free East Coast trip, they enlisted.

Although the two used many drugs, the research assistant who
interviewed them by phone told them what not to admit to her if they wanted to be
in the study, Greg said. They were instructed to avoid all drugs for
three weeks to avoid tainting the study; Greg says he had used heroin
five days earlier.

They and other Ecstasy users flown in from the West Coast took memory
tests while still jet-lagged, they said.

Then after lumbar punctures to check serotonin levels, neither was
given the usual night's rest to prevent fierce headaches. They had to carry
their backpacks across campus and be wired up for a sleep study, which
Greg argued could not reflect normal sleep patterns because they were
in pain.

Both had subsequent tests after shots of morphine and a drug, mCPP,
that causes the same eyeball twitching and teeth-grinding as Ecstasy, but
none of the euphoria. Then they had PET scans.

Dr. Ricaurte said his research protocols are approved by university
committees. He acknowledged testing sedated or jet-lagged subjects, but
argued that he had always noted that limitation in his published papers,
and switched to testing in early mornings when jet lag was minimal.
Test subjects who get lumbar punctures are warned about headaches, and
given rest and painkillers, he said.

To weed out subjects who confound results by using other drugs, Dr.
Ricaurte said, his staff quizzed volunteers and did blood and urine tests.
His papers acknowledge that hair tests, which can show many drugs taken
even months back, would have been more accurate. (Dr. Laruelle, who
does PET scans of Ecstasy users, rejects subjects with hair less than an
inch long.)

Told that Greg had used heroin without getting caught, Dr. Ricaurte
said that was "unfortunate." But like all drug researchers, he said it was
impossible to find heavy Ecstasy users who used no other drugs. His
papers, he said, always warn that poor performance by heavy Ecstasy users
may have been caused by other drugs.

His critics say that such fine-print disclaimers are not enough, that
all mental tests on multiple-drug users are pointless and cannot be used
as evidence that one particular drug damages the brain.

Greg's friend reiterated that he had been badly treated and said he
felt the research was skewed to prove he was brain-damaged.

"Most of the people I used to do drugs with are pretty screwed up," he
admitted. "But if Ricaurte's studies are true, Greg and I should both
be dead. We ate grams a night of pharma-grade stuff."

Nonetheless, he said: "We're fairly intelligent, rational guys. We had
a stretch of three or four years where we really blew ourselves out.
But we're still smart and ambitious. Some of their assertions about
long-term brain damage are way off."


By DONALD G. McNEIL Jr.
New York Times
December 2, 2003

james is cool. i haven't seen him for awhile tho.

We are now officially too cool for all of you.



Then there’s the bourgeois dropouts who do so many bags of shrooms they become forest discharge.

Vice, you are sooo fucking right it hurts. You are my GOD.

If matt posted on jeff's account, then chances are jeff would have been there. Which makes the following statement by jeff pretty unlikely...

"poor pat, now he can't dance to the happy hardcore tonight at hulla...nor can i for there is too much blood."

all i have to say is I LOVE PAT!! that was fucking genius

actually, my grandmother is an amputee. but that's besides the point. the point is I can't beleive how stupid you could be in putting up pictures of pat and writing your post in a joking manner. do you have no fucking sensitivity? there's a reason everyone thought it was a joke, and thats cuz of how light-hearted your original post was. why don't you actually READ what you wrote and then admit to yourself that your a fucking dumbass.

i really don't know what to say right now besides the fact that i feel terrible for what pat must be going through and wish him courage and hope.

and fuct being high is not nearly enough of an excuse for the incredible supidity, bad judgement and taste in creating this thread

cool! remember people, the weather is only going to get worse for awhile

ravewave = dependable source of information




screw the new york fucking times, screw the encarta fucking encyclopedia, when you need to have reliable information, depend on ravewave!

BAHAHAHAHAHA

Yeah, the circuses and television both serve the purpose of keeping the minds placated, but at least the Romans got to see real galdiator battles and shit. What do we have? Entertainment Tonight and Access Hollywood!? Our society truly is sad. I say burn Barbara Walters at the stake, but make sure to plug ur nose (plastic stinks when burned).

I use drugs (selectively) because I have a strong desire for personal growth and self-realization. I use drugs to heighten emotional/intellectual awareness and help acheive insight. While drug use certainly has inherent dangers, so does any venture into the less-trodden and obscure recesses of the human experience. No great achievement has ever been the result of playing it safe.

i'm planning on trying ketamine in the near future. hopefully through intramuscular injection as well as snorting. its a dissociative anasthetic (NOT a tranquilizer) which means that it blocks the pathways between the mind and the body. freed from the normal attachments to the body, the mind then enters into a more imaginitive and expansive state.

however, for many people ketamine can be very addictive, and can lead to a variety of psychological difficulties. heavy k users tend to see idiosyncrancies everwhere, and think that everything relates to them in some way. so its advisable to use in moderation.

yah do it! i had the chance to do paragliding once in turkey, but it was expensive so i passed.

ohh man..

i remember back in the day of travelling around egypt, i used duct tape to keep my cheap-ass egyptian sandals from falling apart

it worked pretty well..until hiking back down mount sinai, the whole contraption collaped. i had to walk down the mountain barefoot, old testament style.

ahhhhh memories

i don't think it makes any sense to generalize what drugs are good and bad based on routes of administration

example: cocaine (insufflated) vs crack (smoked)

hehe or how about a tokin' treehouse?

mulholland drive actually DOES make sense, and its brilliant.

haven't seen lost highway yet

cuz she promised enough sperm for everyone, but i still haven't got mine yet

So rather then actually study for my exams, I've decided to be really productive instead and come here on ravewave and post about how much I hate them. Who else is stuck in school with impending doom looming ahead?

i'll be there! exams or not, i need mah dose of jungle

haha its robin hood!

thats really fucked up. i don't envy the bouncers' job of having to deal with fucked up people, but on the other hand i think this should be looked into. how much violence should bouncers be allowed to get away with before it constitutes assault?

bump!

This party has been recommended to me several times by psychedelic-type people. If what I hear is correct, this will defintely NOT be like every other party.

oops double post..