stoned

sore or tired

closed

sound or silence

they are the hardest things to accept about yourself

you cannot harm me
you cannot harm
one who has dreamed
a dream like mine.

sometimes i go about
in pity for myself
and all the while
a great wind carries me
accross the sky.

it is not true, it is not true
we come to live here
we come here only to sleep,
we come here only to dream.

-Ojibwa

i always put my right shoe on first......
aside from that i'm exactly the same as everybody else......cuz i wanna be different

i have started to become myself.
killed who i thought i should be
and survived the ensuing chaos

nothing is real but what your mind puts there.

perception of reality, divergent points of view....it's everywhere in everyday life, and it's even more apparent when people are high.

how do we know what reality is?
maybe we're just somebody else's nightmare.

dreamstate
different dimensions
alternate realities
different layers of existence
do you believe?


i'm not really even here.......

hot tears cascade
wrenched from the depths
of the souless
ripped from an icy heart
they run like warm blood
from an open wound
turning the minds' eye inwards
onto old memories
drowning in the dark depths
of a vast ocean of old pain
of bitterness that tastes sweet
throat and lungs raw
shredded by the choked back
wails of anguish
painful pounding of a heart awakened
exposed, waiting in the vain hope that
it will all subside once more
battered, bruised
wanting.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH
that was awesome
i almost choked i was laughing so hard

ice cream headache

me creepy?
nonononono
me sleepy

will you hit me over the head to knock me out?
it would help

not being able to sleep when i'm exhausted

engage

now you must engage your abdominals........

all day, every day.
can no one remember to engage their abdominals?
is it too much to ask?

hahahahahahhahahahha
woo wooo
shampoo mohawk
hahahahhaahhhhahahhahaha

satisfying

i think that meg is way hotter than shannon elizabeth.....that's an amazing picture

distort

thanks seb

unlucky star: good point....i hadn't thought of it that way :)
i suppose i meant that if the world were one where you knew that you were supposed to be feeling something, but you didn't. doesn't really make much sense i suppose.....i was basing it too much on the way i feel most of the time.

a world where you got to see other possible outcomes WOULD be a nightmare.

ahhhh, but to be numb is the worst kind of hell.

because they only stand by their beliefs when everything is going their way.

one without any emotions

step through this portal
look past the light
through the blanket the world
ties 'round your eyes
fall through time and space
and catch hold of the vibrations
coursing through you
the deep rumble of the base
the beat that matches your heart
and the syncopations to hang your limbs from
open your eyes
and lose yourself
feel the music in your soul
and dance with the darkness

cajmonkey is so gonna laugh when he sees this thread :)

clown: if you ever want to buy or trade cards get in touch with cajmonkey.....he has tons of them


i don't know anything about warcraft3 other than the elf i use as my avatar....i think it's the best drawing of an elf that i've ever seen.


i haven't seen any of the cards that came out after apocalypse, played mostly with invasion and the sets before that.

and i sucked, the only reason i ever won a game was because the guys felt sorry for the girl who couldn't keep track of all the rules...

they're still out there, hiding where you'd least expect them to be......
i don't play anymore (i was only fun to play with when i was winning, which wasn't very often)
but i know some people who get together and do a draft every once and a while.

i can't wait.....12 more days, it's gonna fly by:)

cuz i'm lazy and don't feel like looking it up myself.....what time is DNA open until during the week? and any idea how long the reduced passes are gonna be on sale for?
i don't wanna miss this.....

black decks are the most fun to play with ;)

screaming babies

hugs

that sounds like an excellent idea.
thank you for creating a new thread.
hey there amanda.....i've never met you, maybe some day i will. i hope that you've had an excellent day:)

i was just wondering why most of cloaks comments have a winky face attached to them.
are you being sarcastic? cuz i'm not sure what the odds are of having a winky face attached to the majority of your comments in the thread are.

and now since this is none of my business and since i don't see the point in verbally bashing people, especially when i don't know them, i'm gonna shut up.

usually i wouldn't even bother posting in a thread that's morphed into something like this.
but since i met ze'ev briefly at kemal and he seemed like a nice person i am a little taken aback at the hostility being directed at him.

i think everyone just needs to take a step back, take a deep breathe and chill.

i wish you all a good evening........

when i was 6 i refused to go to sleep because i was certain that a vampire was under my bed.

food: none
color: black
animal: cats
recreational activity: ;)

puffs tissues are definitely the best. forget about kleenex, puffs have lotion

they feel kinda slimy but you don't turn into rudolph.

hope that you feel better soon :)

cuz your avatar is a frog.....and i think it's holding a knife, but i don't have my glasses on so i can't be sure

decay

made: saw a really amazing dance show with some friends
made me sad, but did not entirely ruin my day: wishing i was still a dancer