interesting read......just wondering though, i had always heard that when taking fat soluble vitamins you must be careful to not exceed the recommended dosage because unlike the water soluble vitamins it is stored in your cells and could end up doing your body harm if you take too much (for example taking an iron supplement when you aren't iron deficient)

also, are they finally selling melatonin in canada? it used to be illegal. i looked for it a while ago to help me sleep but wherever i looked they said they didn't sell it.

hey......here's an idea:

you let the thugs in, tell them you've got a special VIP room in the back where they'll get special treatment.

once they're back there you open the trap door and whoosh! they dissappear forever.

hahaahhhha
they've got a great company name.....the Cola-Cola company

"Were you voted most likely to mutilate?"
from devious beings

acerbic

within this small world there lies an infinite world of possibilities

because i'm bored........

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afrokaboozy: i feel like it's a curse sometimes, i can usually see and completely understand all sides to a discussion. and it's not cuz i'm wishy washy ;)

totally, whenever someone says to me "i feel like i really know you" i wonder.....
how could you possibly?
you can only ever know a person as much as they let themselves be known.
and different people can know the same person, but see that person as many different things/personas.

hmmmmmm, i don't know.
in the physical sense i agree that we are not alone, i realize that there are great friendships and intense connections with others, and in that sense we are not alone.
but we are alone inside of ourselves, i think that we need this in order to realize our full individual potentials.

yaddda yadda, i could babble on about this for hours........the funny thing is i agree with you afrokaboozy, i understand what you mean, but i also agree with myself.

bah, what was my point?

disease

hahahaha
and i suppose that the americans belong to the alliance of dumbf*cks?

innocence

exactly

you've tied me up
twinned strings 'round my soul
blinded me
you are a blight on my heart
you are the grim reaper
who harvests all joy and leaves behind
a barren land
hear the wind as it echoes through me
you have left me nothing
but these echoes
the horizon is a haze
that presses in on me
its weight is unbearable
the air i breathe is thick
and the density smothers me
i beg for the lightning to strike me
to fuse my broken pieces
to burn all memories of you
into cinders.

sometimes i think that no matter what happens, no matter who you're with, whether you're happy or sad, when it comes right down to it we are all alone

cuz she writes poems

hahahahaha
cuz she believes in the necessity of elf conservation

cuz he's so nice

awww shucks.....that made me feel better already.

i'm sick......but i want to go
if i'm no longer hacking up a lung i'll be there for sure

i have pointy ears

enchantement

I dreamed that I died, that i felt the cold close to me, and all that was left of my life was contained in your presence. Your mouth was the daylight and dark of my world, your skin the republic I shaped for myself with my kisses.

Straightaway, the books of the world were all ended, all treasures, restlessly cramming the vaults, the diaphanous house that we built for a lifetime together- all ceased to exist, 'til nothing remained but your eyes.

So long as we live, or as long as a lifetimes vexations, love is the breaker through high on the breakers' successions; but when death in its time chooses to pummel the doors-

Ay! there is only your face to fill up the vacancy, only your clarity pressing back on the whole of non-being, only your love when the dark of the world closes in.

-Neruda

white

chocolate is always calorie free

ice cream is calorie free when your sad

vamp

no jumpin off bridges please.......

blood

with sharks

i think one of the hardest things that a person can do is to give something up. especially when you've faught for it, when you've given all of yourself to it.
i gave something up that meant more to me than anything else. it was who i was.
even though deep down i know it was the right decision, i still feel like a failure

short term goals that will bring you closer to the long term ones

eyes or lips

i suppose it depends on what your giving up

empty

dancing or standing

who me?

weave my death shroud
for every word you speak
is the needle and the stitch
that brings me closer to the edge

i wish to embrace
the demons inside me
to fall into the darkness
that surrounds me

so wrap your sweet words
around my head
blanket my freezing flesh
in your kindness
i wish it

for everything you do
helps to kill
the next part of me

spiders

reality or illusions

laughter

straight or crooked

well....to answer the poll itself, no, that is NOT the life i want.
for the people here who do want this at some point in their lives, or who are at a point where they have found someone they love and want to experience life with i am really sincerely happy for you.
i just know that for myself that kind of future would be a death sentence.