walking past a place that holds a thousand memories of one of the best times of your life....
and knowing that time has past and that everything has changed
four years ago
a lifetime ago
i miss that time so much it tears my heart to pieces

looking at people who have been married for 35 years and realizing that they want nothing more than to avoid each other.
if this is what love is, and i mean the kind of love that makes you want to be with someone forever, i want nothing of it.
i have never seen a happy marriage, anyone have any idea what one looks like?

hey seb lemme know when it's made, i'll wanna buy one off ya

made: hailstorms and tornado warnings
made: records
ruined: i'm still in edmonton

-drive through instabanks
-suburbia
-downtowns that die after 5 pm
-empty streets with big motherfucking houses that you just know have maybe 2 people living in them
-a city with no transit system
-a city where people drive to get to the corner store
-a city where everyone looks like they shop at THE MALL (aka west edmonton mall)and the lead story in the "fashion" section of the newspaper is "the new club wear high class hochie mama look"......i kid you not
-the lead story on the news tonight is how to wear a backpack......
-a city where the best pick up line a guy can come up with is, "yo, you got a fucking light bitch?"

i cannot wait to get back to montreal
now i remember why i moved out when i was 18

ears and necks

whippersnapper

i want to be back in montreal

yeah amanda, i hear you on the picture thing
i do it sometimes, thinking, "yeah, this time i won't get sad.....and i always do. and if i put on portisehead or something else with a ton of memories attached to it......even worse, but it's so bittersweet, even though it hurts you want to remember anyways.

made: i am in a province with ZERO humidity
made: seeing people i haven't seen in 5 years
made: partying with mah sistah
ruined: nutin......but i already miss montreal

because your music is distinctive to you
and it gets me dancin

definitely missing someone who doesn't miss you

being distant and never causing hurt
or being approachable and always hurting people

up

reality as weight or as lightness

to clear the mind of its noise then to lose the mind altogether. this is meditation. of course some would call it insanity.....

christopher s hyatt

so much
what someone thinks of me
and how it's better that way
i have no heart, no soul
i am nothing
i wish to be forgotten

"You know the profound meaning of "Wax on,Wax off"

BAAAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

thanks seb......

i'm taking off for a while, not sure when i'll be back yet

might see you in t.dot though.....i need to get my jungle fix at some point

wasn't the neighbor Blondie? (i can never remember her real name)

it was meh

i don't think i'll be there
i'm sad to miss it

music can tell the most pure type of story because it's not encumbered by the restrictions of words.
if you listen to the score of a ballet it definitely has an evolution to it, even if the story is abstract and completely individual to each individual.
but hey, isn't that what art is supposed to do, evoke something in each person?
i agree with what am i death said.

home videos......the family get together/xmas/birthday party kind you gutterminded people.

i mean, who watches them but old people about to die who no one ever goes to visit anymore?

what old people have to live with makes me sad, i hope that they kill me before they put me in a nursing home

destruction

bassline or melody?

oh man, i forgot about the grinch........
are you talkin the original cartoon or the remake?

that movie is like the acid trip of childhood

why would you want to blow up something you love?


bjork is da bomb

there

inspiration from insanity or normality from happiness?

made: amazing weekend
made: actually looking forward to going back home for a visit
made: having fun being really cheesy and dancing to music that i usually cannot stand
made: best friends

the puppet master is the musician

excellent conversations with someone who understands you and lets you be who you are,

and walking home hammered in the rain

"You're heart is served cold
You're sights are set in perfect stone,
And when you go you go alone,
And when you stand you're on your own"

waterbaby-sneaker pimps

reading something
over and over and over again

yeah, they got it from their mother
and the vet didn't know, or just didn't say anything
i miss having them around, kittens are the best

they both had feline leukemia
one lasted 3 months, the other a little over a year

"the only thing worse than losing your mind is finding it again"

it's on the poster for the movie Spider

is losing your mind really such a bad thing? i mean, if you've lost it, wouldn't it be less hard than trying to hold on to sanity?

yeah
it's hard to watch
both my kittens did it

i really don't understand how the anti gay mentality of the church can still exist.
i don't understand how anyone can still be homophobic
what is the problem?
what does it matter?

cats just stop eating when they get sick
it's like they just want to hurry on the end

choq.fm

i love that movie
best soundtrack, anything by kronos quartet is so distinctive
and the way it's filmed is beautiful
the acting, especially by the mother is superb
and jennifer connely is gorgeous

happy birthday liam