when your friend takes off with your rolling papers

fuck

walking zero- sneaker pimps

i love this song

Sacrifice my vanity, kick off my heels
A careless weight on your hatred,
Understand it's so simple, a simple please
To keep the faithful on a wounded knee,
To the madness I do confess
I never see myself as blessed
Confused, unaddressed,
Like a saviour I do caress,
The truth is boredom more or less
Unused, obsessed, my time is only given to you,
Too much to choose, it's not mine to contemplate
If I can lose, with this blood on my shoes
Compromise in full extreme, cut off my heels,
Name a price on what's sacred
Guaranteed I've got something,
A royal disease, take a flood to clean these streets
To the madness I do confess, forever see myself as blessed
Immune, obsessed, like a saviour I do caress
The truth is boredom, it's excess
Take more, give less, My time is only given up to you
Too much to choose, it's not mine to contemplate if I can lose
With this blood on my shoes.

falling asleep with your head on someone's chest, listening to their heartbeat.

hahahahah
my fridge is always empty anyways
i feed on music

no but really, i need more, i don't have enough now to do anything interesting with

more more more more
bah, why pay rent.....buy records

i don't wanna be responsible, i want more music :)

more records

madonna

totally the wrong impression thing.
i hate that

yeah...dead birds......i walked by a crow that was dying on the sidewalk today.
the look in it's eyes was eerie

the thought of eating meat

what side is your appendix on?
i was sure it was the left, now i don't know
it's keeping me up at night and i'm to lazy to go look it up.
anybody know?

amon tobin- collaborations

there's experimentation that is informed and where you are actually looking to see the degrees to which reality can be altered. and when you've seen you move on. this also involves knowing yourself and your limits.
and then there's escapism, you're looking to escape yourself because you don't know who yourself is and you binge on anything that you can get your hands on. uppers and downers and hallucinogenics? sure why not, let's just get so fucked up that we have no memory or responsiblity later on of anything we've done.
lame
and then there's sobriety. you don't need substances to have fun.
i think all kinds of people have existed in all times. the drugs may be different but the choices still have to be made.

the brilliance is scintillating

yessirry

made: everything this week since i got back to montreal on tuesday, i love this city
made: friend lending me amp and speakers, very cool
made: MUSIC
made: best friends
made: sleep deprivation

word
hahahaha
me too

cypress hill album number 4, i dunno what it's called.

awesome music. i danced until i was about to collapse.....someone remind me next time to sleep the night before.....the week before actually. i would have stayed longer, but by 6 my pillow was calling to me.
mc's were fantastic.
loved the location, when the windows were open it wasn't too bad heat wise, hot and sweaty is pretty standard for a place where there are a bunch of people dancing like mad.
friendly vibe, it was nice seeing everyone.
i'm really happy that i went.

i like the new name :)

friday

bodies, any piece of skin with a nerve ending

guys jogging in shiny magenta spandex

which store?

fly

very cool

1. portisehead- dummy
2. sneaker pimps- becoming x
3. prodigy- fat of the land
4. when i feel like going back in time any of: our lady peace/ i mother earth/ tea party/ rage against the machine/nin/ fiona apple
5. radiohead- kid a /or mazzy star- so tonight that i might see

made: low prices, no p.s.t, free cross canada shipping, i love axe music store
made: soon home
ruined: long day of travelling through airports tomorrow

erotisism

stumpy

nightmares on wax

why do people think that bitching about someone behind their back is going to make them feel better or solve anything?

forest fires
there are so many right now that when you're driving into banff, you can't even see the mountains

hiking in the mountains

me

finding good record stores in deadmonton

the thought that my flight might be cancelled because of the blackouts

"muffled sound of car hitting gordo.... . . .

Gordo: High Velocity..."



hahahahaha

there's a church billboard out here that read:

"if god is your co-pilot, swap seats!"

i think it's hilarious, i mean, who wants to have control and be responsible for their own lives, let's let god do all the work.....

pft

to be back in montreal
edmonton holds nothing but sad memories now