my mom likes doctor laura
is ultra-conservative.....but giggles at the thought of playing on slot machines
is a pusher......"need some more vitamins? i can send you some......eat more, you need to eat more" etc.
doesn't drink, has never done drugs and got married when she was 20
is best loved at a distance, she's on one side of the country, i'm on the other
she's absolutely faaaaaabulous, way overbearing, super sweet, totally insecure and a health nut
and she loves me even though i'm so not the daughter she hoped i would grow up to be.

hey amanda, i totally agree with flipside/freaky flow....i got to see them in edmonton (of all places) it was wicked.

i used to hate mc's cuz they'd never shut up, but mc y and loco are great, they add to rather than detract from the music.

i love the flyer
and this is such a nice idea
i'll definitely be there

so then what you're saying is that when society "evolves" to become more accepting of all behaviours, pedophilia will be an acceptable thing?

i'm sorry, i'm usually all for open-mindedness but there comes a point where you have to take a stance, decide what you think is moral and realize that some things are just wrong.

there is no excuse, there is no debate, if you think that this kind of thing can be argued and twisted into a perspective thing.......

i dunno, any sort of defence to this kind of thing is absolutely disgusting.

i like the new look

i never remember my dreams
but last night there were skulls with blood coming out of the eye sockets and bones being crushed

hahahahahhahahahhaa
awesome

snow

i think now would be a good time to get a winter jacket

metro breaks
selected drum and bass from toronto

woo hooo
WEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

i fixed my speakers
they work
fucking finally

what to be for halloween

congratulations!!!

i'm glad both baby and val are ok

woohoo, it's awesome :)

speakers that work

a nice pair of boots on a nice pair of legs

the document 2 -dj andy smith

it's soooooooooo good

oh i changed my mind......

river fenix- all my fault

you guys think that chick is too skinny?!

man i grew up in one warped environment, to me, she looks healthy

midpoint- another day

punks chunks 2

blah blah blah

la de da

meh

watching a special on ballet jorgen on cbc

seeing all the people that you used to dance with still doing what they love.....

FUCK

yeah
losing the one thing you've ever loved sucks
(and i'm not talking about people here, but the one thing that keeps you going)

and what sucks even more is that you can never replace it.

life is grand ain't it?

you can try, do other things, find other interests.........but the intensity, the passion

gone

eep
my eyes
they burn!!!!!!
pink
aieeeeeee

thanks spooky

nice people
great music (what's the track called with the metallica.....i think it's metallica... rift in it?)
yeah, t'was fun

i went
i saw
i liked
seth green is great in it

being talked about
people feeling that they have to "sort things out" with regards to me

people who are presumptuous

hahahahahahhahaa
oh fuck
am i ever in a foul mood

^^^^^^that always sucks

the ringing in my ears

i'm
losing
my
mind

and i don't know what to say
fuck it

mirrors

i got two kitties from the vets once
he hadn't tested them, for anything, hadn't inquired after the health of the mother cat whose litter was dropped off at his office.

so i get these cats, love them like i've never loved anything in my life and one of them died of feline aids, the other of leukemia.

and like you said, it could have been prevented.

if your kittens still seem healthy though there's still a chance that they'll be ok. still a chance for the tests to be negative. i hope so because seeing a kitten become more and more sick, especially when you love them like you seem to is just so wrong.

i understand what you're saying, there's always alot to be learned from the darkness inside you
but this kind of nightmare is too much for me to handle.
hallucinogens in general are just way too intense for me

:)
how's it going mr. soon to be daddy?

oh man
that sucks about the kitties
i feel for ya, it's a horrible thing to go through

^^ that, definitely
and people who don't have the guts to tell you exactly what they're thinking
like i'm to fragile to take it.
pfffft

it almost killed me once
i hate mush
it brings my worst nightmares to life

my friend is going to choreograph something and she wants me to do the music
and that pleases me because she is so incredibly talented and i'm honored that she's willing to trust me with this

i like the video where she's dancing with a chair. it's from a few years ago i think.