hack?

somebody hacked something? uhhhh... i'm confused

*friends who read me Ghandi
*Liam's undying joy, appreciation and enthusiasm:) yayyy!
**feeling wanted

how fat and demotivated i am
how i threw away all my drugs and i can't hook up with any more... i still want them!!!
how hard it is to concentrate and think positive... urrrrrrrrrrg... pass the wine plz

how am i gona get thru the next couple of days??? am i dependant?

^hey me too:(

it really hurts

ow ow ow

only if i do it kinda slow:(

that sucks

if it makes you feel better i keep puking and my body is in so much pain

hope your day gets better

!!HEY!!

that's fukt...hard to do

i puke muchly

not being able to handle a relationship even with the best boy in the whole world and constantly screwing things up with no idea why
not being able to feel love, just disconnected from people
not being able to answer when someone says "you're my friend right? you care?"
can't do this life shit.

a piggyback ride on a bike? hey lee, were you ever in the circus? i'm gonna hold you to that one, cuz i just gotta know how it's done... i'll practice my balance this week:)

looks like i'm in

what nickname?

and you're right toby... it never HAPPENS

^you sed it

:O

ho shit gordo... you be rawkin out protein stylez

lets hear it for breaky
i'm jealous

IGUANA PROJECT

and what am i to do? go straight to supper?

OH-MY-GAWD-IT'S-A-DING-DONG-FISH!!!

i mean hey looks it's tobyyy!

soooooooooooooooooo cUUUUUUUUUUUUte!!!!!

this ones a keeper

is it lunch now?

i left too... i miss out on everything

man you people are so gorgeous

hmm... i'm nothing too

i wonder if i'm capable of love
what the fuck is going on in my head?
...and what'll i eat for breaky?

i like elliott:)

blockbuster has inhouse editing, didntja know?
i don't get why he had to TAPE HER EYES CLOSED
owwie

i sent mine first!!! pick me! pick me!
i'd make an excellent busboy... i'll even wear pants!

loneliness sucks
and never being good enough

the angry angry sky

last weird dream i sorta remember my bf sold me to a smack dealer who was living in an old drafty castle and the fixtures didn't work quite right, but he was moving and he tried to pawn me off to his landlady, but she didn't want me so we went off to fight demons and hunt dragons and find places to squat, but i could never get over the fact that my bf just dumped me there.

i still can't. stupid dreams.

...and how much was i sold for anyway???

hey cool lee!!! sure it's not too far for a weakling like me?

seb she is the cutest woman in the whole damn world!

oh yeah and... *laffs @ liam*:)
:|...may the powers that be spare us from noah's wang!

i do i do i need a joooob

i do not have $3... and if i did i could get there and then i'd be stuck...
i hitch-hiked from st bruno once, but i'm not into pushing my luck

made: inspiration from a 13 yr old stranger... i'm tryin little david mainster!!!!
ruined: scaring the love of my life
made: CVs
made: rain ...the lightning and thunder was really cool too ---KABBOOOOMMM!!!
made and ruined: cheesecake and burning gut
ruined: scars, obsessing over stupidities

cuz you crack me up and give great hugs
*wipes tear*
YOU'RE THE BEST GORDO!!!
my claim to fame is having an artclass beside yours...woo!

stick me

the TRUTH

ding dong fish

it IS your thinking spooky... check last page

i bet you have to pay oodles for the bus:(

plastic

eat bibim rice

thats two words^^

ruined: not doing anything
made: all the beautiful words today
ruined: not getting them into my thick head
made: sushi, cheesecake and a knife
ruined: already being too full to enjoy it
ruined: heat, humidity and no motivation