love doesn't exist in my world so i replace it with drugs and when i don't have money, food.

so it goes.

my psychologist wants to give me drugs to fight my terrible "afflictions". go figure. she's not allowed to prescribe though, so HA! ... wish i still had the means to self-medicate. *cries*

just to say, if you get depression, all your doctors will try to put you on drugs. THERE's the only correlation i can see. bleah.

i'm soooo interested. i want in.

glad we're all so into drug prevention!!:)

17-heroin

not a gateway
although it did make me wanna try it again

(i don't include the hash at 11 or the alcohol when i was a kid.)

may i join you poisoned candy?

and i just wanted to say earlier...scotty p knows where humour's at

lately i've entered into a new sleeping pattern... seems i sleep for 4 days then i'm awake for 2, then back to the heavy sleeping again.

it's really annoying.

is something happening on kitkat's roof?

have fun peeps

:(

:(

you can send all the ice to me

thanks.

yeah








*cries*

you said it! go ninja kitty go!

she's at the vet?

ninja's are fighters. believe me, i used to date one...eeeeeeek

YIKES!


...like crazy

i've woken up in showers twice... once on smack and once on crack... watch out for those **acks.

i know i know i know i know! weeee!

i love the video... they're so sexy being geeky...

mmmm geeeeeeeks

i'm a disgusting lazy slob that is destined to be an in-patient

my mom will back me up

...oh yeah and last night i realized no one loves me... i know i've realized this so many times but once again i cried

my kazaa doesn't work!!! grawr!!!!

someone's gonna die... if i could find who's responsible... and that's probably me.

...
the thought alone is killing me right now...

(hey ya)

...it's nothing at all...

nothing is forever

we're not happy here

(hey ya)

i'm just being honest

I'M JUST BEING HONEST

(shake it shake it shake shake it like a poloroid pictah)
(hey ya)

bahahahahahahahaaaa

right on.
that's how i sussed him out

i get half my looks and all my paranoia from my mom

^^i would go with what julian said

hope you're havin fun poo crew
you guys are so HAWT


oh man i remember that place... the good ol days








*cries*

sleeping
being a bitch
hating

finally left me in peace for once and went off to enjoy herself somewhere far far away. but she'll be back on sunday.

she's addicted to solitaire on the computer.

my mom also is anticipating when i become an in-patient at the montreal general rehab clinic. yahoo.
i need to move out.

ruined: startling my cat so much he fell off the porch railing and broke his leg or something. now he can't walk right!
ruined: can't sleep cuz of body pain and sweating
ruined: being alive and fat

^noice.

and to heather p-
oh my gawd you DIDN'T!!!!:O:O:O

oh no:(
good luck!!!!
i hope he gets the best help there is and it gets better...

my elderly cat just broke his leg i think and i don't know what to do:( i have no money!

i always wanted to learn how to pop and lock and stuff... but i'm a montrealer and suck at dancing.

some of my friends breakdance though... see soyfunk's post

i'm so jealous and yeah they don't go to raves much... they're not the show off types

ps. you should make a diff between breakdancing and just regular dancing and tripping for fun

doesn't that mean wet is gonna turn to ice?

that's a lot of ice *cries*

hahaheehee
what's he doin?

oh jesus!

i learned that i sleep a helluva lot and i'll never learn anything.

just ask scotty p

who the fuck cares? i just want drugs

katsushiro, youngest of the seven samurai....

meh

she's a fukken cool lady

living in fear

hugs, kisses
communication
feeling good

made: hugs with best friends!!!
made: talking and walking again
made: kissess
ruined: so sleepy
ruined: no money, no nothing

HEY DROOG!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

i hope things get brighter for you
i send you all my deepest sincere wishes for you

HAVE MUCHO FUN!!!
will see you for dinner:)
it was great to spend time with you today - i'm counting on there being a lot more of these times in the future!!! looking forward to celebrating good times with you... you imaginator!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAT! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
hope you're having tons o fun!!!
many good wishes for YOU
have a good one... and teach me your diet techniques!

hope i get to see you real soon
*big hug* *kiss on forhead*