made: a msg left on my computer this morning... someone wants to see me!! ^_^
made:fireworks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! weeeeee!
made: chillin at tipsy's last night talkin to julie

ruined: even when i wanted to make things better and say my true feelings, anger took over and i was mean again :(

^that's the best quote ever... or it could be i'm dreaming

and the phone ringing? yeaaaah spooky got a booty call! yowza!

i influence spooky's thoughts...

i'm thinkin fireworks
and how even with good intentions i always end up being a bitch :(

hey that stretch of the bike path is one of my faves too lee :)

"don't give her k - she's going to REHAB!"

hahahahaha
i love you kafwin

they end it by giving you a bottle of codiene and then the finger when you come back begging for more

then you're left on your own to fiend and find replacements on the street

i luv doctors

they CARE

and i don't think anyone takes morphine (or other derivatives) for any other reason than relieving pain, because that's what it does. you take it for the affect. these aren't exactly fun drugs.

aw YAY!

who seemed hesitant to wash

nah

i don't do coke...
and i walked away from crack
...gave up weed years ago... (but that doesn't count)

uhh...

c'mon heather tell us about him
spill those beans

you people are so crazy

i'm with stupid - static x
people=shit - slipknot
fuck you dj - bogdan raczynski
june 9th - boards of canada
saboteur - amon tobin
drag you down - finger eleven
rabbit in your headlights - radiohead and dj shadow
hey ya - outkast
waitin for the man & heroin - velvet underground

the killing moon

woo woo heather's gettin lucky

i'm so jealous!!!

-called me to see if we can have supper sometime
-is a great thinker, teacher and talker
-has really helped me a lot
-loves his booze and music
-hates both his mom and mine
-was anorexic until the age of 40 until he got away from the aforementioned evils
-has a really great wife now
-is loved a lot

Pharrell Williams

milton clark? NO SHIT!

only good cure for OCD i've found

spooky what did ozzy take?

heroin is a nice way out...
i don't want to live anymore.

death

watching my cat try to walk around after his accident and falling everywhere

he must be in so much pain:(

i'm not worthy

*cries*

it's called elephant?

sounds good

i hate you all

someone gimme a videocam
i wanna go

i've tried to get my tubes tied a few times and the doctors always say the same dumb-ass thing: "we'll do it after you have a baby"
are they STUPID??

send me some songs amanda?

made: how relaxed my house is now my mother's GONE

ruined: the amount of cleaning that has to be done
ruined: eating all the food in the house in one night

me too

^yeah it really sucks...loneliness

but then again you can't trust anyone
they all hate me underneath

i hate lies

i'm awake - IT SUCKS


if only i could treat myself to everlasting slumber...

alas it seems the days of treating myself are over

best story ever!
will we be treated to some more? (love the pics too)

playing chicken on the highway on mdma is really scary, take it from me! kafwin, were you there?!?!?!

cars go fast...
footing is difficult on multiple caps of [ mdma...ru ] wuzzat?

i need to learn proper ninja foot stance....hmmm

i'd be happy to oblige but i don't have the means

didn't know about the freeness in time so i can't afford it...

FUCK

i used to get some good shut-eye there myself
that place is always soooo warm...
you can really forget the world

that was amazing:O

i wanna be you

oh right. subculture.
*hits self*
that's a rilly fukt picture of toby:O
has she seen it??
nobody tell her....

yeah one feels good and makes you feel normal whereas the shit the doctors prescribe gives you twitches, nausea, shakiness and a whole slew of unwanted side-effects

yeah smack'll do that

^can't you hate me?

my life and sitting here all day
being such a fat worthless loser

"He was now dealing as well as using drugs. His lifestyle was redolent of a vampire's, for he lived upside-down, sleeping all day, drugging all night."

^ sounds like my mother's description of me a few years ago^

i remember reading this article in a magazine... what was it called?