for sudden happy death today

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyFUCKYOUmofo

heroin takes all my pain away
and it makes eating a fun adventure

fuck

how some people carry the world on their shoulders and refuse to let it go
they just wanna be crushed
and they'll let others help it along

FUCK their choice i guess but it fuckin sucks

to stop eating and do something good for a change

i still get a kick out of it second or third time around

i love making swedish waffles

too true

waah

or i could just leave everything how it is and rents discover exactly how much of a loser i am... hmmm
i won't be there to see it, but copping out is one way of hiding it from them forever, and in that case things must be destroyed!!!!

i watched a cheesy kung fu movie

weeee

i'm working on the suicide thing... there is a LOT of preparation:(

guy hasn't helped me with a cv in a while... he's given up

but i've made one that i'm happy with and occassionally i get a call back, but the not speaking french is a HUGE drawback.

also, looks count. i'm not pretty enough to work anywhere where they can see my face.

i'm a stupid fat ugly bitch
i'm looking for a huge package... a dream boy would be nice too

fuck you too

me too:(

sorry i have no ideas

understand something

stop being a stupid selfish bitch

be BETTER

sooooooooooooooooo frikkin bored

it's never worked for me since the first time

nice thread... hi sam!!

now take up this valuable space to shit upon...
i finally passed out sometime mid-morning... and MISSED the phone call i was waiting for... fark!
can't get in touch with her cuz her cell's not working right too:(
i am in so much pain... my body hates me in every way
i feel so sick... i'm still puking from last night
another terrible lonely day
but i'm doing really well, thanks!:)

how's the sammono?

big brother is watching

oh yeaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!^^^^
makes me smile

all i know is undoing my pants is way too much effort when all i'm getting out of it is a piss... peeing's so frikkin annoying

i'll just piss my pants

besides - the bathroom is for CHILLIN, not excrement, gawwwwwd

i save them.^^

i hate not sleeping when there's nothing happening and not even having a lab to tend to with all this nervous energy.... i'll just wash over and over and over and talk to no one yay

->i HATE being the evil fucking shithead that i am and causing so much bad shit in the world

heroin makes me faaaaaaaaaaat

i thought jeff was on the coke

cute picture sharon:)

i'll make it myself!

was happy i called just to say i'm scared and goodnight

he works out for 2 hours every night

when will i sleep next?

some fuckass ripped my pants while trampling me
there's a lot of hate out there

i'm so happy for you seb

said it before but i just have to repeat for emphasis... heroin. mad horny. oh yeah.

yeah heroin is a lot less corrosive for your veins then meth obviously so it's the safer one to shoot:)
and for some reason ppl are reluctant to help with jugular shootings so you gotta do that one on your own... angle's very tricky... practice on your dog.

i hear ya heather

scotty p --> "i like birds" by the eels

took me out for supper last night
had a long talk with me
...WANTS ME TO BE PART OF HIS FAMILY :o --which is cool but scary

hope i can do it....

^fellow NDG boy luvs to dance and still has no food in him

spooky: hahaha it's true
oh shit i'm so sorry for you toby!

my mom's "ill willed" (words of my father)... and crazy.

so sorry to hear:(

what a beauty what a shame

you did your best

exercise is the best if you still feel like living

pass the razor?

yeah i'm in a shitty mood but i want you all to LIVE.

i want to be the one to go.

yeah so sorry bout all the hating

bogdan rocks my stars:)

was that last night?

why the hell are you in ottawa?

don't let family dick you around... that's incest