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» elixireleven replied on Sun Jul 13, 2003 @ 2:52am. Posted in Word Association Game. |
shut up noah |
» elixireleven replied on Sun Jul 13, 2003 @ 2:49am. Posted in Word Association Game. |
how ironic |
» elixireleven replied on Sun Jul 13, 2003 @ 2:49am. Posted in Things that piss you off. |
yeah noah whats my name |
» elixireleven replied on Sun Jul 13, 2003 @ 2:49am. Posted in Random Drunk/High Thougts. |
everything is superficial and surface-level. everything is based on getting-under-the-skin. you say you're happy, i say otherwise. i say, i know you better than you do. and i'm past this. and i am myself. and i am not preoccupied with the same old shit. and that is where there is the divide. this is the divide. this is what places me in the beyond. and this makes me happy. i will never be part of you. i will never fit in. i will never be part of the crowd. this needs to be said. fuck you. fuck the fakers and the haters and the jealous. fuck those with no direction. fuck those who know no evil. fuck everyone who stands in your way. you only have yourself. for now, and forever. be always alone. be alienated. take pride. your loves, your hates your wants mean shit. its all drugs and booze and bonding therein. there is no such thing as time. there are no values and no direction. someday this will all end and i will say my life was happy but not because of my friends, or my enemies but because of my greatest loves. and no one understands that. but thats ok. at three am everythings fine. this is primetime. |
» elixireleven replied on Sun Jul 13, 2003 @ 1:57am. Posted in Random Drunk/High Thougts. |
ive been waiting for this drunken moement for so long... I LOVE EVERYBODYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. |
» elixireleven replied on Sun Jul 13, 2003 @ 1:56am. Posted in Things that piss you off. |
ya and who bailed on the bus? NOT A CHANCE. |
» elixireleven replied on Sun Jul 13, 2003 @ 1:55am. Posted in i love jeff. |
shotgun. |
» elixireleven replied on Sun Jul 13, 2003 @ 1:54am. Posted in I hate Queen B. |
NO IIIIII CAME UP WITH EXPIRED MILK. WHY COD? WHY NOT DEATH IN THE FORM OF A TEDDYBEAR?? |
» elixireleven replied on Sun Jul 13, 2003 @ 1:53am. Posted in I also love jeff.. |
ISA WATCH OUT. |
» elixireleven replied on Sat Jul 12, 2003 @ 11:59pm. Posted in rules to live by. |
if youre gonna drink sangria, get two bottles. |
» elixireleven replied on Sat Jul 12, 2003 @ 11:56pm. Posted in i love jeff. |
take a number. |
» elixireleven replied on Sat Jul 12, 2003 @ 11:55pm. Posted in Things that piss you off. |
whats my name noah? |
» elixireleven replied on Sat Jul 12, 2003 @ 11:46pm. Posted in i love jeff. |
trust me you can have him isa |
» elixireleven replied on Sat Jul 12, 2003 @ 11:40pm. Posted in Things that piss you off. |
people who used the word punked |
» elixireleven replied on Sat Jul 12, 2003 @ 10:04pm. Posted in Things that please you!. |
this: [ f l o a t ] ca. 2001 |
» elixireleven replied on Sat Jul 12, 2003 @ 10:03pm. Posted in Random Sober Thoughts. |
...and it was said too in some circles, she returned in the guise of the serpent. ... kali, the dark one, the black petal of night, adorned in human heads and moonglow pearls... ... oh she was something, was our maeve... she laughed, she could take on thirty men on the battlefield, or in bed, and we knew it to be true... |
» elixireleven replied on Sat Jul 12, 2003 @ 10:00pm. Posted in Word Association Game. |
is forever |
» elixireleven replied on Sat Jul 12, 2003 @ 9:59pm. Posted in What do you want today?. |
this life is all about aquisition and gain and wanting something more or something you dont have. WHY? someone tell me that. is it progress? is it greed? is it selfish self-indulgency in the urgency of this very moment that our vile and crippling society dictates that we have to further the pursuit of capitalist consolididdly incorpamagiggly? i dont know. ... think of this line, think of how absolutely shallows and horrible this is: material things make me happy. i have want of nothing right now. i have it all. |
» elixireleven replied on Sat Jul 12, 2003 @ 9:55pm. Posted in Favorite Song Quote (of the day). |
this is all marty's fault: nofx - "vincent" Starry, starry night, Paint your palette blue and grey Look out on a summer's day With eyes that know the darkness in my soul Shadows on the hills Sketch the trees and the daffodils Catch the breeze and the winter chills In colors on the snowy linen land Now I understand what you tried to say to me How you suffered for your sanity How you tried to set them free They would not listen, they did not know how Perhaps they'll listen now Starry, starry night, Flaming flowers that brightly blaze Swirling clouds in violet haze Reflect in Vincent's eyes of China blue Colors changing hue, morning field of amber grain Weathered faces lined in pain Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand Now I understand what you tried to say to me How you suffered for your sanity How you tried to set them free They would not listen, they did not know how Perhaps they'll listen now For they could not love you But still your love was true And when no hope was left in sight On that starry, starry night You took your life, as lovers often do But I could have told you, Vincent This world was never meant for one As beautiful as you Starry, starry night, Portraits hung in empty halls Frameless head on nameless walls With eyes that watch the world and can't forget Like the strangers that you've met The ragged men in the ragged clothes The silver thorn of bloody rose Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow Now I think I know what you tried to say to me How you suffered for your sanity How you tried to set them free They would not listen, they're not listening still Perhaps they never will |
» elixireleven replied on Sat Jul 12, 2003 @ 9:46pm. Posted in things that make you wanna die. |
i haaate this threaaaaad |
» elixireleven replied on Sat Jul 12, 2003 @ 6:20pm. Posted in *NEW* What made/ruined your day *NEW*. |
made: falling asleep next to squishhead made: sleeping in made: finishing 3/4 projects for next week made: that 70s show made: resisting the urge to go shopping ruined: very indecisive saturday night |
» elixireleven replied on Sat Jul 12, 2003 @ 6:18pm. Posted in What do you want today?. |
do i wanna party tonight? or do i wanna mellax. i dont want to do my hair or get dressed. im too lazy right now. to comfy in front of my lucy mollycoddling my pixels. |
» elixireleven replied on Sat Jul 12, 2003 @ 6:16pm. Posted in Things that scare you. |
not to fall back onto religion here, but for what scottype just said: extreme change can be effective. highly effective. but somethings you just cant control, its beyond your temporal little exitence. for me it was something i can describe with religion, but essentially it wasnt faith that put me in this position, it helped me rationalize a little when i was at my very worst. and if you did decide to go that route, i will tell you from expereince the change will be way more of a struggle than anything you're probably facing now - not to objectify or belittle your experience, thats not what im trying to say at all. there is something much more challenging out there, but its for you to find it for yourself and make that decision when its presented you with the choices. human beings are not wise creatures, we're playthings subject to our own emotions. i'm really not trying to talk out of my ass here either, i'm just humbling my own experience. through it all, ive come out stronger. and i am happy because of it. but im still fighting it, because there are still inconsistencies everywhere. ... my writing skills have gone to shit. i understand what i just said but i doubt anyone else will get it. that scares me. |
» elixireleven replied on Fri Jul 11, 2003 @ 10:57pm. Posted in What are you thinking about now?. |
maple syrup? |
» elixireleven replied on Fri Jul 11, 2003 @ 10:56pm. Posted in What do you want today?. |
beeer |
» elixireleven replied on Fri Jul 11, 2003 @ 10:55pm. Posted in Word Association Game. |
tobee man, i dont know you, but i think you need to come back to m-dot |
» elixireleven replied on Fri Jul 11, 2003 @ 10:52pm. Posted in i love jeff. |
but i wish i had his hotmail accound registered on this computer |
» elixireleven replied on Fri Jul 11, 2003 @ 10:51pm. Posted in i love jeff. |
yes i do ya know |
» elixireleven replied on Fri Jul 11, 2003 @ 10:50pm. Posted in Random Sober Thoughts. |
waiting in the west island to go downtown and get drunk. |
» elixireleven replied on Fri Jul 11, 2003 @ 10:50pm. Posted in What are you listening to right now?. |
tricia making fun of snufflygooglbear |
» elixireleven replied on Fri Jul 11, 2003 @ 10:48pm. Posted in Things that scare you. |
psychic ravewave vibes? |
» elixireleven replied on Fri Jul 11, 2003 @ 10:47pm. Posted in Word Association Game. |
boring |
» elixireleven replied on Fri Jul 11, 2003 @ 10:47pm. Posted in Three Word Post. |
in three words or less: SONG IS WRONG. no hablo espagnol. |
» elixireleven replied on Fri Jul 11, 2003 @ 10:45pm. Posted in Three Word Post. |
but the song is WRONG. |
» elixireleven replied on Fri Jul 11, 2003 @ 6:03pm. Posted in Things that make you sad. |
^^ you cant. rely only on yourself. always. step three to enlightenment. ... i know this will be read by someone and to that someone NO I AM NOT STARTING AGAIN. THAT IS NOT WHAT I MEAN. thank you. |
» elixireleven replied on Fri Jul 11, 2003 @ 5:56pm. Posted in Three Word Post. |
donde esta retraite? |
» elixireleven replied on Fri Jul 11, 2003 @ 4:23pm. Posted in Three Word Post. |
yes but the correct spelling is PUTA. as in the spanish song we used to sing in highschool soy una puta |
» elixireleven replied on Fri Jul 11, 2003 @ 4:21pm. Posted in Random Sober Thoughts. |
the british have a really great sense of insults prat wank git |
» elixireleven replied on Fri Jul 11, 2003 @ 4:18pm. Posted in Favorite Song Quote (of the day). |
*hums* give me back my site give me back my site give me back my site YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE do do do do do do do do do dee give me back my site or ill get my boy to crash your ip do do do do do do do do do dee your a fucking deadman and your domain name sucks donkey baaaaaalls thats right donkey baaaaallllllls big hairy donkeyballllllllllls i hope you die. do do do do do do do do do dee its soccer your british git not fucking football give me back my site give me back my files you took away my login and subdomain but buuuuuuut what whaaaaaaaat youre a fucking deadman you big prat give me back my site you big prat (oh hes such a big praaaaaaat) do do do do do ... i wrote it myself. |
» elixireleven replied on Fri Jul 11, 2003 @ 4:13pm. Posted in Three Word Post. |
its actually putA |
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