my paycheck. now.

made: hollowed out and simplified from last night
made: ditched class to geek out. 3/4 layouts done.
made: pleasantly burnt
made: never want to hear bass so thick again. or at least for another couple of weeks.
made: dopamine levels gone nucking futz.

ruined: sore feetsies.

what the fuck is on my ear??

its 2 am. i have to be awake in four hours.

all id like to say is that this evening was totaly mental purgatory.

i am psychologically cleansed.

i am light as a feather.

what a mind fuck.

i wont even start on vibert! that was bliss. this entire night, has left me feeling very very zen.

vince went paintballing all day and he only got three hours sleep last night so although he said he'd "force himself for my benefit" ive declined politely to stew in no-dmc-ville.

ditto that ^^^

this is two boring sober evenings in a row.
productive yes, but sober still.

this is not how i enjoy spending my weekends.

still being right about everything.

i kneeew it would go down like this.

im such a stupidstupid.

i want to go have several beers and stumble around the city.

stupid saturday with nothing to do anymore.

made: pixelpushing
ruined: no dmc fo me :(

made: slept 12 hours straight
made: elixireleven homepageo on the way
made: good beats
made: good lasagna
madE: helpin out a friend last night

el heffe: pffffffffffffffffft. soy una puta.

ghordo: ...que?

first time strong

.

walking away now.

i want you to listen.
to take heed.
to know that from experience when i say what i feel i say it with conviction and honesty and as much integrity as i can muster.

these words are not for you to know and not for you to understand because your scope will always be limited. these words, are here to save you.

but only you can do that for yourself.

i want you to save yourself.

...

pina colada of the human heart.

how right i always am.

kira prophecy 101.

made: everything up until half an hour ago
ruined: tides are changing sooo.... ALL MEN MUST DIE. again. every month. same thing.
ruined: MALE PMS.

boo to jackies new computer

yes it does.

el ghordo: el heffe 'as muy nacho grande problemo vit locking hiss car doors signor.

as proved by that little incident at the level some months ago when he was driving the van. right heffe?

made: liberal arts FINITO. blopblop.

self-inflated-ego-promotion:
[ www.johnabbott.qc.ca ]

ruined: chunky load time. need to compress everyting and too lazy to do it right now.

im in school until 12. warped gates open at 1. and since im renting the cam that weekend it means id be lugging the video with me too.

ca pu.

...

unless class is a lab. but i still have to pick up the cam.

someone think for me please.

i want an ice cream sammich.

its a simple fact your perverse pedophile. where is vince implicated in ball-bruising?

i said i needed a punching bag not a set of nuts.

...

can jeff be my punching bag?

whoawhoawhoa thats gravity. show ends at like... 8-9? damnit.

magic school bus

wow that looks painful. right on the rib cage too... ouuuuch.

how i cant wait for lunchtime crackslice.

did you know its physically possible to bruise a boy's testicle?

nauts. fuck. nuts.

naughts?

homonyms, jeff. homonyms.

made: fuhhruruhriday!

made: verking on some pro bono shtuff for john abbott college.

made: gonna drink tonight

made: goin to da dmc n squarepusher

made: gonna read a good book and get some sun

c cup!

i do flat rates or per hour.

depends on the company/individual tho. last job was $25/hr.

...

big companies are good for big bucks. if you have decent presentation skills telling them a basic site is minimum three grand can and will happen. but if you're a pussy and not persuasive at all... good luck.

ima go.

if sarah goes.

and if i dont have to be squished up front for rancid again.

ill be squished for ltj tho. no problemo.

should i scream fire instead?

ive been doing well so far scott. but yeah, itd help.

neoform: real, quicktime.

noah: NO.

not a joke.

flacid

percodan? percocet? vicodin? xanax? valium? viagra.

why is what like that?

and why cant we bottle and sell our gas?

driven.