yea same here..

I want a spider monkey!!!

Is anyone going to this though? I have to go.

haha, what did the groom get? a whistle?

uhm i think its 35$ at the door.

He was a great pope.

we should have a big april birthday bash!

no its your O face!

boh! now its gonna be a orange smiley wearing glasses

I predict mines gonna be a winking eye..

theres broken thusdays at blizzarts

I dont hate myself. I hate the sitty hand I keep getting dealt, but I just keep playing the game. Lifes to much of a wonderful experience to give up on, no matter how low i've found myself, no matter how many " wosrt day's of my life " i've had (only 3 and each worse than the last), or how many times i've felt so low that I thought no one could possibly understand the pain, I realize im sure many people could, and im sure I could feel a LOT worse then I do at this momment, and what do you know..just having hope that it would pass gives me the stength to keep on truckin.

Made: Wonderful afternoon spent with Yasmine, walking from guy to st.lau back to guy to place des arts ending up at peel.
Made: On the way we recruted a caro, a gen and a gordo, a pookie and stupid b.f., and a patrick who suprised us with a mike and then a karine and that shawn guy me and pookie met, he was awsome.
Ruined: It got too cold, my back still hurts, I lost my rings, I faught with my mom and I got my hopes up for nothing.

I thought this was gonna be about the mirror article.

Like most of the people that have replied I did drugs to escape, to momentarily forget all the shit I couldn't care to deal with. The second the high was gone I found myself in an even worse state then before, and dealing was 100x harder. Yet for some time I found that through getting high on certain drugs for long enough I stopped caring about the things that bothered me and with the caring the pain left aswell.
I am extremely fortunate that I never developed much of an addiction to any of the drugs I found myself doing.

One thing I noticed though, was that among the people I did drugs with, most of the time the people who got really addicted were the ones who really had no problems at all. I mean we all have problems, but I mean the kinds of problems that stay with you for life, the kinds you can't avoid. The people I knew with those kinds of problems be it..growing up in a bad enviroment and having low self worth, or having your parents split up at a young age, and be in the middle of it all, the death of a close one, ect.. These people who had emotional scars, who life was harder for and would always be harder for were stronger than say the people who were just at the wrong place at the wrong time, who were always sheltered and would have no idea how to overcome such an obstacle like addiction.

The stronger people knew that if they didn't want to give up on life they had to give up on drugs, whereas the weaker ones were lost in the bubble and found themselves escaping the comedown by getting higher and higher.

Im happy to say that a lot of these people have overcome their addictions and are still a big part of my life, some had to deal with their issues by leaving behind all the things connected to the high, andalthough I miss these people very much, I just think to myself "I'd rather they be alive, than dead, even if I can't have them in my life."

For myself, songs, places and objects linked to those times dont remind me or weaken me in anyway. They are just songs and objects, and I define their value, and linking them to drugs and bad times is just another obstacle among many others I dont need.

Drugs may it be even booze or weed, still come in my life and I slip up, and yes I consider booze a drug. But, I never let them take over my life and if I catch myself slipping I know that I am not doing myself any good and am just making my life harder and getting closer to giving up and giving up is not an option.

but not kafwiener? *pout*

Bitch check your msg, on rw and your phone.

ooooooooou...

Mine's April 12th!

hahahaha "designed to maximize your surfing efficiency by making you more intelligent, and less thirsty."

cerealy.

From our very own weather informent :)

So true. I dont know very many guys that can actually have girls as friends and just friends without there being thoughts of other stuff stiring around in their heads.

Ruined: The pain from the wooden plank that fell on my head and back last night settled in, and and I cant take the pain but I dont know what to tell my parents so they dont over react about how the wooden plank fell and will take me to the pharmacy to get something to soothe the pain.

Closer looks good, I watched parts of it.

SLLIIIIICCCCK :)

Yea I loved it :D

Well.. we are bitchy.. but I think I only know like 5 girls on ravewave that do coke and even at that they arent addicts.

Right and your gods gift to women.

Finding neverland

I was outside!

Sharon you was in my neighborhood?? booo

Guys in fun fur pants is one of the worlds many misteries.

Yea I left it at home :(
If theres ever a porn party part deux, i'll bring it.

what? gravity is awsome, dont diss it.

Its funny how some people feel they should be treated special, but in turn dont return the treatment..

and I think im still drunk..

and its fucking nice out. I wanted to walk home but I broke the strap on one of my shoes last night.

we'd come see you but ever since a 15 year old got shot a faireview, the west island is too dangerous for me.

Yea, thats pretty much it. Guys are the same except guys just dont say anything then the second whoever they feel intimidated by is gone they diss him or them.

Happy birthday!!!!!
Caro and I have discussed several times how to figure out a way to see you and they have all failed.
I hope you have a wonderful day..even if it doesnt include your genuine home girlz. :b
*hugs and kisses*

happy Bithday, I got ice creams all kind, bro.


Now, back to hating jews :b

HA!
HAHAHAHA.

Dont discriminate.
You shouldn't be the only dj allowed to have a carrot stuck up their ass.