the pain is hallucinating???

you deserve a hug *Gives tipsy a BIG kafwin HuG*

holy shit, I don't give a fuck!









geez, I think some people need helmets to go along with their bags of shut up.

She needs a helmet.

yes yes yes.

The real question is tho, can you get your lung to function?

DAMN YOU FRED AND YOUR UNPOSTABLE PICTURES! LOL

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BIG UP QUBIC AND DRACKQ FOR THEIR EXQUISITE DISPLAY OF RAW TALENT ON STAGE LAST NIGHT!

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE ALBUM!


CHECK THESE GUYS OUT THE SECOND YOU GET THE CHANCE TO!!


BRAP!

Hell I dont know who it is most of the time.

And seb, its impossible to run out of shut up. That will only happen when everyone puts their bag to use.

Yo, can I still hand in my aplication for a permit?? *Hands in a bag of shut the fuck up*

No need to. I would of failed it anyways.

OMG!!! YOU STUPID BAG!!! YOU ARE SO MEAN!!! STOP BEING MEAN, WHAT DID WE EVER DO TO YOU??.. THERE IS NO NEED FOR YOU TO BE SO RUDE.

PLEASE STOP!!!

see megan I got insulted and from what I seem to of replied looks like im pretty pissed off at this bag eh? Now doesn't it seem kinda stupid to give a fuck and let this bags comments affect my mood?? Instead I could of insulted it back but even then you all seem to take THAT to seriously.

Yo man, your shit is ILLLLLLLin' ... very nice. Can't wait to see what else you have ben.

WHAT?!?!?

I woke up 10 minutes after my exam started.

Megan you seem to of forgotten last friday.. We were shooting insults back and forth at each other all day. I know its a joke because I know a bag isnt really can't be threatning.

You just have to not let it get to you, if you see it as a joke right from the begining you'll be able to see the humour in it and join in.

Meh....I should be really mad but im not... Im in a state of meh...

THank you ben!!!!!

Man what is up with that bag its been really bitchy lately...

got to watch a woman dance magical this night:)

People can totslly tell when im depressed, I either look like a total wreck or I look like im ontop of the world without a care, and people who know me well enough know that unless something has taken place for me to feel ontop of the world im most likely depressed. I listen to songs that make me sad but used to make me happy. I cry and loose my temper really easily.

WHat addiction leads to.

HAhaHAhAHAHAa.. OMG .. Iza I love you!!!...

"What is this? Try and fuck as many 17 year olds as you can month, or something??"

RICHAAARRRDDDD!!!!

It should already be there..

Where am I?!?!?

LOL..*joins in*.. its great when people think they know who it is and they are totally off. *sighs*.. esspecially cause its more then one person and these people don't even know them so they can't even begin guessing who it is..

You all need to take a chill pill and relax.. their all jokes.. its the fucking internet, don't take it so seriously. Its there for enjoyment so enjoy it.

Eldar the feelings mutual, how about you take my empty bag of SHUT UP and put it over your head that way there wont be any chances of us running into each other.



I looove youuuumooooocrewwww

Yes...would my mommy be uncool.. I dont tink sooo!!

I like gens Avatar.. it looks like a little possin trying to stretch.. its soo cute!!

THANK YOU!!!.. I know their long but they are worth reading..(most of them) and I dont do this very often.. I apreciate that.

Licking balls?.. but Ben, thats uy job :b

Thats originally what I was gonna make the topic.

But I told you I stoped.

YoOOo!! iza, chill.. calm down.. theres no reason for you to be so angry.. WOW!!!.. Its a public forum they can write whatever they like (almost).. theres no reason for you to get so mad.

I wouldn't know. LL COOL J has a song about it... ill look for it.

Y'allz just jealous!!!

*Gets garbage delivered to isabels door*...

.. You like?!.. Special, just for you! :D ..,

SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU STUPID DIRTY SLUT

Phil, I started a new thread.. cause I can.. :)

Have you ever had crushed pink cookies in a plastic bag?





MY SPHOON IS TO BHIG!!

The big H party???... I think thats what its called it like a small thing cause my friends moving out of the country.

Thats right.


Discuss.

Im comming to ottawa but I dont think im going to the same party as you.

Yeaaa.. you are pretty shy.

I don't. Its good to mourn its healthy.. Humans are meant to do it. Im really wierd in sence that I will be depressed but then something just comes over me, I feel like I can finally go on but it will happen in a momment. One momment ill be missing the person and then the next, I wont. In just a momment i'll stop depending on that person and i'll stop revolving my life around theirs.

I mean thats a good thing for me because thats what I need but now, Ive gone and cut this person out of my life completly and I don't realize it for a while. Then when I do it seems like its to late to build a friendship...

I would be scared if I could just get over everything in 2 seconds. I wouldn't care about anything.. some people think I don't care enough as it is... I guess its true tho I ve stopped caring about certain things and, i've basicly come to the conclusion that alot of things I worry over aren't worth my time and effort.. As irrelevant as that is.. when your getting over someone do it the way you want to do it because you'll never heal.. its like if everytime you end it you get a paper cut but she stops you from putting cream on it to make it better each time.. until you are able to say "I need that cream right now, im gonna go get it myself, I dont care what you say" it'll be harder for you to deal.

Oh yea fer sure.. I just find that these guys are extra harsh compaired to what us girls would complain about.. but boys and girls are different at dealing with things.. And sometimes, girl or boy, a few people are able deal and cope and get over faster then others. It depends on alot of things tho, the type of relationship the length the reasons it ended. I totally agree, I guess im just not thinking clearly (tends to happen when ur up all night ;))

I wasnt refering to what had just been said today.. I mean its been a while now and what I wrote above was what I gathered from all of it. phil I dont mean you, really :).Fred, you don't complain all that much either. But some of you do (and you know who you are) because when you do complain or make a comment about it, its really harsh. I understand that hearts get broken and it takes time but I could never think that all guys are assholes who are going to break my heart. Sure there are a couple but they're the ones who loose in the end. They let go of it. I don't like looking tho, thats why when something with possiblity comes along I make sure it'll last, or I hope. Sometimes it does sometimes it doesn't. .....Im sorry about what I wrote before i think im just really pissed off and tired.

I guess you guys can let it go and normally I dont give a fuck but, when someone I don't know, and who doesnt know me is basicly insulting me because of my age. Im not gonna let it go cause its constantly happening, where two numbers stuck together give people like her an idea of who I am.. when in fact they have no fucking clue. I'll put up with it when someone I have met, who has gotten to see who I really am says it, at that point their just joking cause they can't believe thats "how young" I am. They don't see me as being that age. They'll forget also, always keep asking and I like that more then anything, because you know what that means? It means that whatever number im telling them isn't sticking. It is that irrelevant.

I disagree with you.. There isnt going to be a period of time when only girls with be going off and having flings while their boyfriends wait for them and then in a couple of months it'll switch.. or it wont.. You have got to be kidding me .. please. Do you understand what it is your saying..

I understand it completly and im soo sick and tired of it.. all of you of this fucking board think girls are always the ones causing problems and it makes me sick and it frustrates me because your all so thick headed you'll repeat it over and over and over again about how horrible your ex is because she left you ALL OF YOU sept for the ones who break up with their girlfriends and break their hearts.. they don't say a fucking thing.

I disagree. As many boys are going to get their hearts broken by their girls friends as there are as many girls who will get their hearts broken by their boyfriends.

So please, stop with your stupid beliefs that only girls can break hearts cause it BULLSHIT and im sick and tired of hearing all of you always complain about it.

Thats why none of you never move on and find someone new because you don't let yourself get over it. Fuck. Deal with it.

Megan, about the whole like " I was high I didn't know what I was doing" thing.. I used to be the type of person who wouldnt care that you were high you still did something wrong while you were able to make the right choice.

Im still like that cept for the fact that I know what people mean now when they say it cause I found myself in a simular situation. The drugs are just a boost.

The fact is that whatever it is you are doing that you aren't supposed to be doing or shouldn't be doing or will regret, is something that you actually want to do, at some level you desire it. The only difference is that where as you would of been able to of resisted alot easier had you been sober you now find it harder to resist and end up giving into temptation alot easier.

Its funny that way.. pills are almost like a test.
For example, Your at a party, you take maybe 2 speeds (railling, swallowing, whatever), then you take an e and you get pretty fucked off your ass, not like FUCKED.. but fucked enough.. you're sitting with a guy who you always see at parties and outside parties once in a while but you've almost always have just been friends, except for when you first met him you kinda had a thing for him but then found out he had a girlfriend so you moved on. Thats it, as far as you know at this point hes still going out with her.

Anyways typical sinario, sitting close together, talking bonding, and then a silence.. then you don't know how, you don't know who initiated it but your kissing, and as much as your own voice inside of you is telling you you prolly shouldn't be doing this, you should stop, you never found out if he was still with his girlfriend or not, you don't stop.

You know why.. because the attraction was there from the begining, the curiosity of what may be.. The thought prolly came across your head a couple times before anything actually happend and it just remaind a thought you never actually considered it. (well maybe a little but close to nothing) You didn't actually believe it was going to happen.


Now it has happend and you have to deal with it and you realize that you never actually wanted it and that it wasn't worth it, as enjoyable as it may of been you really wish it hadn't happend. Luckely you find out that he didn't have his girlfriend anymore so thats something less to worry about but theres always some degree of regret.


Now my original point was, lets say he does still have a girlfriend or no.. you have a boyfriend and now you have to deal with him either finding out from you or from someone else and its going to happen either way.. and besides the regret you already feel,now you feel the guilt and the hurt and the sadness and the pain of your action.. And if you say it happend because you were fucked up and it never would of happend otherwise then your an idiot and you'll never learn. The fact that in someways you wanted what happend to happen, you never wanted it to happen that way and, you never would of hurt your boyfriend. And thats where the blame from the pills come in but its never a good excuse because you have enough self will (even when your FUCKING HIGH off your ass) to say no, it just gets replaced by the desire and the pleasure the pill is bringing you. Thats how I kinda see it as a test..a cruel one but also in a way it could be a good test to give yourself, and find out how much self will you have.

So yes, it is an excuse but, it is never excusable.