Could someone tell me what BUKKAKE means?

I meant to type gregarious. typo lack of attention perhaps too.

what a coincidence^^.

gragrious: totally! I mean, the external is part of our make up like the masculine/feminine principle, or positive and negative.

I want to read that article. But it's pretty long. I think I'm going to get someone to read it to me, not that anyone cares neccessarily.

Well, I'm happy atleast that I have remembered my trip on ghb. I'm also lucky I didn't od. I remember trying to wake my friend up who was on it and I finally started shaking him and still no movement.. I was shaking him and talking to him pretty loudly and then finally his toes started rubbing together. It was like alright, sign of life!
what is bukkake?
sex?

IT looks like a book I would really enjoy, Thanks.

Foucault discusses the question of madness and how to define it by studying madness from 1500 to 1800--from the Middle Ages when insanity was considered part of everyday life and fools and madmen walked the streets, to the point when these people began to be considered a threat, asylums were built for the first time, and a wall was erected between the insane and the rest of humanity.   Introduction by Jose Barchilon, M.D.  Translated by Richard Howard.


My uncle defined insanity as doing the same thing over again and again and expecting different results.
This male I leaned so much from said that detachment was akin to insanity.
And speaking of detachment, in that way, genius and insanity both involve a certain level of detahcment but one is healthy, obviously and the other is not.

WHy always the "need" to use something "external" to improve one's life?!!

rhetorical question!

Someone very close to me has bi-polar disorder and has been on lithium for more then ten years. Anyways, I have noticed that when she stops taking her medication and becomes more apparently bi-polar, the people in her midst rarely treat her with much respect. But i can see it is generally because they don't know how to handle her, nor do they understnad what her problem is.

I wish society would come to understnad more about mental illness so we can better help them in their "craziness".
Plus, I often wonder as someone mentioned as well about how it must be for her, when she resumes taking her medication and is confronted or remmebers to a certain degree how she was behaving.
I am appauled that she is not in therapy that thereapy is not more of an option to be offered. I assume and realize that much of her "crazy" behaviour is repressed into her subconscious. BUt it is not gone and that is precisely the point.

I remember being over at my friend's place when I was young, watching t.v. and my friend's mom the one who has bi-polar shut the t.v off and told us there was cocaine going through the cable.

It's interesting to consider though because though there is not literally any cocaine going through the cable, symbolically, there may be.

I think mental illness is very sad and my heart goes out to each and everyone of you who have witnessed it.
I think it is a symptom of a larger problem that we have yet to understnad.

so the rainbow can only fit 100 people? I don't where the hell it is..hint hint wink wink barf barf..

.. things are really out-of -control now. oh no!!! run for the hills...

Oh that wouldn't be good, you would lose your reason for living.

to restrain ppl like you from doing idiotic things. You're right it's not working!

I don't know where you live. but I live in canada where non-thinking for yourself is promoted each and everyday. I call it politics.

It's a good point. I suppose. But who says they NEVER had sex.. what do people who "always" have sex know about abstaining from it. Contraceptives are a temporary solution to a permanent problem.

die religion die! But technology have faith in technology! Whatever!

every now and then when I see ashes or feel like getting high I have taste and smell flashbacks. But there not nearly as intense as they were and much less often. Thank self-control for that.
So I think I know how you feel. I wish it woul go away. In some respect, I wish I had not tried it. But hey, what will dwelling on the past bring.. but stagnation or regression in the immediate future.

I dissagree. I think the cure is self-control ultimately and eternally.

I like your idea because spending time with flowers could make us more acquainted with them and learning about nature is out duty in a progressive sense..

^^^right on! There's a point in the addicted person's process, where it seems that no matter how hard they want to quit, they just can't. But you can and will. Any little effort in the direction of quitting, is an effort that your self can take notice of to help you quit.

You've also apparently/seemingly not remembered what the topic is. And you might try not making assumptions about my character. It could help you out in your judgement.

On that note:

I agree. But I am not or atleast no longer ashamed of what I did. So I did something I wouldn't have done if I was not on GHB. That is why I would no longer touch GHB. I don't find that there is anything wrong in mentioning that. I pick and choose what I share. What others may feel uncomfortable sharing may or may not be what I feel uncomfortable sharing.

and your point is?

Even if you ask them their age, there would be no guarantee I suppose. Perhaps, it would make a difference though.
I've only met two males off the internet. I spoke with them, on the net and on the phone, for about a year before we met. I still keep in contact with one of them. He's a real understanding individual.

me too.. for the longest time I just loved aria so much for that very reason...

Of course, you can teach, educate, by example that drugs are not the way to go.

Just try telling me not to use "illegal" *drugs, when selling pharmaceuticals is a major source of our livelihood though. Good luck! Humans learn by example. WE are logical, thinking creatures. We need laws we can respect. Our whole culture is based on soulaging ourselves with products-- drugs of all kinds. I wouldn't expect anything less from every individual.

There's nothing to get.

Just because you're one way, doesn't mean others have recognized that for themselves. We're living in a system here.. it's not excusable though.

Nothing is fair. Nothing ought to be the center of our existence. It is.. But it's not.

it's time for me to lessen jack's burden and *help him... nothing like co-operation that takes your clientel away from ya'.

I think I'd liike to think it was long gone. When was the last time you saw zeus? Please, don't talk about BUSh.

lol

Have you ever seen males fighting each other on nature's SHOES over a female..?
Shoes? Is that really what you wanted to say?

I think there is more potential dj/audience interaction at the chill then at aria... inless they have the sorta-stage like thing like they did at infected mushroom. Then you are face to face with the Dj. What kind of interaction were you looking for Dj in the middle of the room..

it sounds more like you're complaing to me becuase you don't like the chill for whatever reason.

...file not found. where is the anti-spyware when you need it. Oh yeah, there's a number for that... 310 SURF.

I like to smell my feet, when I take muhsrooms;)

I have taken what people have said too literally or out of context on this site... I've reread my posts and others and I was like I wonder why I didn't see it 'this way' before. And then it dawned on me.. pot smoking tends to fuckin' confuse the fuck out of me...
so no more pot smokin atleast for now and hopefully forever.

actually, in some respect I am starved for attention.. bu t I've also learned how to get attention.. a healthy amount.
DOing drugs is nothing to brag about... Drugs tend to make me do things I wouldn't otherwise do.. call me stupid for mentioning it.. but it's true.

why do positive things sound so corny
why is it that amidst this pain I feel horny

bush, I'd wish death on you
but I know you'll get yours too
or maybe I am just afraid
motherfuckin' police raid
ho ho ho the power of fear
rush to the store to buy a beer?!
and then people say I'm queer
which may explain why you see me lear
this fuckin' war brings a tear
to my eye but cheer
that we can learn to communicate
even if we just masturbate
oh, doesn't that sound grate
meet your maker meet your fate
let's progress and clean the slate
let's rebuild the respect and not date
let's have patience and wait.
we can do it --it's not too late!

the promoters don't need a union.. they need to communicate amongst themselves... perhaps through that they can improve the scene.
It;s so fuckin' hard though because we live in a society that does not promote co-operation perse.
I know you know neoform. I may have gone out on a limb though.

bah, that's why they invented contracts.. so if people try to fuck you over.. you can say ha ha no you don't. BUt, personally, I wouldn't want to go settle the issue in court.

If JAck, whoever that is, is experiencing the too heavy burden of people waiting to the last minute to make bookings all on the same day... I can see some ways of reducing the problem. But I can see how tricky it is too. Because...why.. cause just because you feel there needs to be a change, you're not neccessarily gonna get one.

the above^^ is another one of the good arguments I've heard about the "war on drugs"...
the truth is prohibitive tactics only work on people who fear punishment by the quote unquote law that is not easy to respect..

I agree with what you said ... it ought to be our choice that would be progressive... except apparently the government knows what's best for us.
Anyone wanna go have a beer... and not contemplate all the shittiness in the world, please, thank you.