because my short term-memory while high is impaired and then even when I'm not it starts to not work well-- So I feel like an idiot. I start taking people seriously, too seriously. I don't know if someone's joking or not. I can't write and I love to write. This has made me stop smoking pot.

^^agreed.

not to interrupt your fun.. but shortly after I visited her* user profile, she messaged me: "save some boys for me" she said. I decided that I will, after all there is no sense in greed.

Jesus loves me because he has to-- of course he had to -- it was the right thing to do--

I die but life goes on. Whatever I do or anyone else does for that matter will have an impact on someone else. I think when we die our energy (life force) returns to the source and out of that source new people are born and they are imprinted by all or some of the energy of those who have died.

how can you tell that it is a circle from only one degree of that circle?!

tylenol can take away my headache. But it doesn't stop headaches on a whole from happening. Tylenol supresses fever and fever is a way that the body heals itself.

It will never be a cure--only a treatment.

thinking something along the same lines.. that people use drugs is not because of videogames... videogames might encourage em' -- How about the value that media and videogames have in our society. ..

both, if you let it. or if it let's you j/k. I've stopped drugs in the past for many of the same reasons namely I know I don't need it and that I am happier without out. Don't want to be dependant on any artificial sources. Wouldn't want to incurr permanent chemical deficiencies that require either me taking the said abused drug in question or meds from the dock-tor. Realize that my drug taking is a way for me not to realize my full potential.

^^ what a good metaphore atleast seemingly so on the surface.

The party happened friday night the 22nd of April at Utopia . Every friday at Utopia, will be Bounce Action.

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It was so much fun. Relatively large turnout-- good for promoter, dj's and owners etc.

The crowd was fantas-tick. Very warm, friendly. lots of people dancing-- I mean lots. Some kind of friendly dance-competition happened. Had fun with people I had met in the past-- We did a little tag team dancing thing. It was a blast.

When the last dj set ended-- an aquaintance of mine stomped her feet in intervals of three's as I cheered we-want-more - we want more- immediate gratification.

The dj played more -- tip on how to get the dj to play more:)

Anyway, it's getting long -- thanks nathalie and phil for inviting me-- mucho support yo.

I think that if I got into an accident, or just in general I would want my presence and person acknowledged--- classical--- get well! Keep your spirits high- try to keep yourself from getting depressed. :)

la musique est composees de des loix mathematicaux. Les maths sont une representation de l'ordre naturels. J'aime bien la musique parce que c'est une imitation de la nature. Ca nous soulagent collectivement parce que cette ordre naturel est commun et neccessaire a toute--

Je sais c'est quoi ma maladie-- et je ne veut pas encore lachez la musique....

La musique etant une imitation de la nature c'est platon et aristote qui m'ont inspire a cette idee.

happy birthday ian! How old are you?

and you keep dancing and spitting out insightful things.. and you don't want to sleep cause you had such an amzing time.

come join me at bounce action @ Utopia bar!

Local Dj's and electronic music-- 5$ cover. till 3 am,

417 st. Pierre in old montreal-- tonight 10p.m.

Don't have more info for now.

more languages doesn't neccessarily = more problems.

Dont get me wrong, I see the benefits. Like some suggested.. even guns, and kings come with benefits. Lots of things have benefits but that doesn't necessarily make them "good".
We have a tendancy to look at the value of something in terms of what it can do for us and others like us in the here and now. Sometimes, we don't look at how a thing can impact us in a global way.... in the long term. We always want a quick fix, to soulage the pain-- to make us more comfortable. It's not always that which produces the least amount of pain
that is the most good.

"Just before the channel's launch last February, Bush said, "We are telling the people in the Middle East the truth about the values and the policies of the United States, and the truth always serves the cause of freedom." "

I wonder what they are telling them. Because the so-called americans way of freedom appears to lack responsibility and accountability.


""As long as that region is a place of tyranny and despair and anger, it will produce men and movements that threaten the safety of Americans and our friends," he added."

AS long as that region is a place of tyrnany and despair and anger, it will produce members and movements who are for the cause of freedom and responsibility and some may even go to extreme lengths to cut you down to size something like how the americans caught down trees.

cant wait -- outdoors... le d... ;P

dead babies are my friends--the make bathtime never end -- dead babies you're the one for me.

phew, atleast it's not short skirts that is turning you on. the guys talking about is turning me on.. just to complement you. \

yes, and as I read yesterday, in response to the predominantly english quebec the government passed bill 101 to accomodate the french people more. No one ought to be excluded. I'm still not sure about nature of the laws that were passed.

I'd like to hear some zeppelin and doors incorporated.

and the battle between free will and determinism continues...

we have bigger problems here-- rock a bye baby on the tree top.. when the bal breaks the cradle will fall and down will come baby cradle and all.. now go to sleep little one.. wouldn't want to die, would you?!

simulating happiness by stimulating brain centers with electricity is much more financially rewarding I supposed than getting people to change planet earth so that it is a happier place to live--atleast in the short term. planet earth is in constant state of war thus not very happy place to be -- people dying over poor plannning and greed everyday--

lol-- prolly does taste like chiken esp after years of still waging war-- stupid joke but still funny.

I would go to a meeting. I think I will. War will end wether it be through our own extinction or through choice. Hopefully through choice...

yeah, I know how it can be. Good for you!

we can convince ourselves that anything is good, atleast for a while.

I still shudder at the thought of drinking milk from a cow's udder--

did that really happen at free ince cream cone day?

I'm concerned that my back will be in this perm state after too much e and dancing!

on second thought he would have to have greek and egyptian citizenship and then I would marry him for his money.

they may want to consider using him as the new poster by for cell phone companies.. instead of that 80's heavy metal dude.

it was prolly dripping down people's body parts too.

Who needs orgies when you have free ice cream days-- how sensual!

money talks and then bullshit walks

I don't think I want them to share their views with the arabs -- might make things worse.

Bush is a card.. "our agenda ought to stand on it's own two feet"-- But since it can't, I guess you'll just have to keep paying people to make your bullshit walk. Fuckin quack.

lol--- I'm in-- but no forks okay.. let's do it doggy style.

cant blame him for trying.. he should have put the body in the ground outside though, not embaulmed or anything- would have been more appropriate.

he's thinking all I got to do is put one more blue stroke and I should be getting, like usual, more food. They prolly shock him when he colours out of the lines.