kick harder. heh heh

kick

watermelon

suggestions? please, wait until i ask for suggestions.



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urine

oh well. so the bunny said to the rabbit "hey, is there any differences between us?"

i don't like the fact that other people have decided how they would like me to be. fuck off.

sausage

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i express myself whenever i want however i want. that is the best way.

does anyone like poems?

um.... i know, i tell. you don't know so you hear from me. did i intend to use my slight disability as an excuse?

the way you all converse is insane to me.

expressing yourself takes practice

a universal warrior, wait, let me get my book.... *leaves for 3 minutes*





writen by me on drugs:

"the universal guardian

the universal guardian is invincible and unstoppable.
And if you manage to have the universal guardian die
then the entire universe will blink out of existence..."

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first and last of all, do NOT tell be what i should be. your opinions shall not affect me.

i can use it in anyway i choose. don't tell me what to use as a defense.

you love me. get over yourself.

from Dec 13, 2006 @ 10:52pm to Dec 14, 2006 @ 11:15am, yay!

you judge me? that is your problem not mine. who asked you to judge me?

i have alot of creativity due to my slight autism, enough creativity to make myself learn to cope socially better then most

you can't judge me, not until i show myself to you.

thank you very much.

she held the title for over 10 minutes!!

i like this one.

ketamine.

because you gotta love that awesome hat

are you trying to teach me something?

fine, you can win then since you want to so bad... go ahead.... take the win.

i won't take it from you.

no ya don't, but nice try sweetheart.

would you like me to send them to you too?

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i do anything i can to myself. to experience everything... why leave out some of the little things in life?

what is repress?

i take things seriously for fun.

moana, you are right about the self-confidence thing. i have issues with self-confidence.

but i am sure they will solve themselves in time.

my only vast point that i can make is that i have sworn to myself to accept all.



i do not let go of things as of yet, now i am building up as much as i can with as much as i can possibly think about.

why?




listen


when i was a child, when i was young i was different from others but i didn't know how so i was naturally afraid.

(because i knew not what i was)

but at that time i decided to not let that matter at all... by basically selling my soul to the universe.


you see, the universe spoke to me in my imagination..... and in my mind i grew a strong relationship with
what i truely thought was the essense of everything.
i realized that i could live a normal life with normal people

or...


or i can choose to walk the path of the beyond.

you are what you believe you are. you are happy if you truely believe you are.


all i am saying is this: i love all. i am all. we are one.

in metaphor, the average persons understanding is a hill but my level of understanding is a building.

just because i may sound insane doesn't make me a nutcase. openmindedness anyone? *trys to hand some out*

listen okay, they said it in the matrix. reality is only electrical signals received by your brain

hug. loves her alot.

hahahahahaha..... i hide myself from those i don't know. so if i am hiding myself i have to show something.

so i decide to show whatever i feel like showing at each moment i need to have something to show.

i do not fail to communicate like i "should" because i am not able...










it just that i am a VERY sensitive person and i alone decide my actions.


don't like that? that you aren't in control of my reactions? hahaha.... i don't blame you....

but yeah anyways, i have "decided" to become something new in conversation:







so all of you can just learn to cope with me like you all have been doing a good job at.

i love ya all, take care wherever, and remember, i'm not like you.

i would enlighten him completely.