| Posted On: | 2005-05-06 00:00:00 |
ever just have those days where u hate everything and everyone around u, especially urself.
no one wants to listen to how u feel or relate, they just say its the drugs or get over it, or make some stupid excuse about why things r the way they r and deal with it.
all i want is to be held and for some one to just listen to what i have to say and let me feel what i feel, without saying something dumb. to just let me be and for someone to hold me and make me feel like i'm special to them and that they love me.
i guess that's hard to find in this world, especially this scene, cuz no one is really ur friend - they're just there to party with and that's it.
i feel like shit and gross right now. all i want to do is disappear from everyone
i find that it hard to find people outside of the scene in ottawa bearable, becaue they r cliche - ish, ok - they r just really really stupid and annoying and i can't stand people like that.
i can't stand anyone right now and wish that everyone would go away and leave me alone. or just hear me out so i can actually vent my anger to someone, not at someone
