Posted On: | 2005-04-23 00:00:00 |
I've been getting sick a lot these days, but I felt this one comming on since thursday night.
I could be somewhere else than at home right now, but im not, and im damn happy that im not. Home is where the heart is.
I heard bad news yesterday, really ruined my mood, and then I found out it was slightly true but exagerated to the max and everything was fine. It made me feel a bit better, but imagine if it hadnt been that bad :(
uhg, I gotta start taking it easy, I get drunk 4 nights out of 7 and I feel so useless, I walked home in the rain last night and I think im sick :(
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I said no matter what I wouldnt be any less happy, and deep down im not, but im kinda bummed, but kinda happy, I dont think im fully ready yet.