| Title: | Positive Encouragment. |
| Posted On: | 2005-04-05 00:00:00 |
I love my friends.
I love how they say the right thing when it needs to be said. Even if it hurts.
Im gonna be 20 in one week, and I'm thankfull for the wonderful people I have around me.
I hope that I am as good a friend to each of them.
Then I think about the people I give too much of myself too, and who dont deserve it. I keep comming up with reasons as too why I should keep these people in my life.. and even when I dont, the fact is that I can't see myself without them.
The sacrafices I've knowingly made just to be around these people.. there have always been consecences in my acts and choices.. and I have made a lot of poor ones. Sometimes I think that I dont deserve all the heartache and shittyness i've dealt with.. but I only have myself to blame for putting up with it.
I want to once and for all be able to rid myself of the negativeness I surround myself with...Even if that means giving up my most rewarding of addictions.
