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Now I'm in a new situation but you're as familliar as a bed. Do you really care about me. Expectations of a loved one past-usury-abides in my temples throbbing. No more- I don't want to be foolish- Drugs took my life and all I can think to do is use drugs. Feeling sorry for myself- Abuse me... What else is new! No more explanations which lead me to scrutinize-- Well you could've done--this or that it soesn't matter -but what is the bottom line- you did not come to see me. Is this going to be repeated to let me know it's over? I won't sweat over tomorrow while I'm ruuning my life today- Let's keep it real baybe There's not enough time to fuck around- -Coming through the door- family and friends- that helped me live in my "crazy" states. I don't know what happened- It makes me feel safe when I masturbate.
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