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Title:Hope
Posted On:2008-05-03 17:18:31
Posted By:» Screwhead
I'm so sick and tired of trying to find happieness, only to fail at every turn.

The only thing that ever works out the way I'd like it to is nothing.

I feel so sub-human.
Unwanted.
Unappreciated
Unable to enjoy things that make people happy.
Unable to enjoy things that make me happy.

Every time I try and open myself up, I get a painful reminded of why I shut myself away.

The only people that ever make me happy never seem to want to.

I can't eat the food I love, I can't play out the way I want to, I can't make the music I love, I can't
hold on to anything worth holding on to. I can never make it to anything I reach out for, and
everything I get my hands on gets violently ripped from me when I need it the most.

I hate hope.

Every time I hope, I get let down.
Every time I hope, another part of me dies.