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i was seeking love and found it there, a look into what life could be if i wasn't told what i should do. i found magic not in drugs or in objects, but in the kindness and the pure intentions of others. i realized that some people do not want to learn, or share, or love. because of this realization, i lost some of my ignorant bliss.
i did meet incredible people though, searching for purpose and answers, wanting more out of their lives, seeking love, just like me.
i will never forget what james had to tell me. if i had listened to what he had to tell me in any other situation or circumstance i wouldn't think twice about him being crazy. but i really believed him for what he had to say, it's like the only reality that existed was the one that he was telling me about, because he believes it. i can't loose by listening to what someone believes.
he looked at my left hand and bgan looking at the lines. he told me that i am a water dragon or something along those lines and that i have the star of venus on my hand, and that because of this i am a daughter of the earth and must share this gift with others.
i got way more out of that experience than i expected to.
i truly feel the magic growing inside me like a warm ball inside my chest. i can't prove it exists, i just feel it.