2007 April:

All the white of God in the skin of a boy

All of hell's temptation in flesh his hair his bone

Your sun shines gold for me tonight

May the clouds part so i can taste your light

Remember that night

I nearly touched your flame

That time was ours

And i fuckin' turned away

How could i be so swayed by earthly guilt, my heaven knows no sin

And the sky was black and dead as a skulls eye

And as cold and lifeless as a corpses touch

The wind whispered... Nothing at all.

I can feel it, loneliness, bitterness

The taste of hollow breathes

And misery

Despair came and crept into me

Becoming me - was sadness and hate

Eating at me - was pessimism

AND THEN IT CHANGED

I met you and all the stars revealed themselves

The sky ripped off her skirt and revealed a sea of lights

You pointed to the moon...

You made the night SING!

Your luminous beauty spread to the sky

For the first time, the night came ALIVE

For the first time, i saw lights in the sky

And the heavens rejoiced and danced for us

Accepted and found - held UP

Special... ALIVE

And no one else could steal or claim the fact that i was like a GOD in your eyez

Man we were ONE!

Connected for that split moment in time, it's like a picture, a mental object i can summon up at will, a feeling i can recall so crystal clear and just as SHARP!

All of God's light in the body of a boy

All of Satan's temptation in his skin his hair his tongue

I burn up in your fire

Your aura's a flaming sun

Blinded by it's light

Drunk off your beauty

I willfully ignite

DISENTEGRATE

Into your skin - into your soul...

Enveloped by the fold.