2006 August:

Some days we're close, some days it feels like you're avoiding me
Do you really care because your indifference crushes me?
A friendship slips away when our feelings are in the way
That's why I'll never talk, thats why I'll always stay the same
You're so good, You're so fine but you'll never be mine
A sad heart, a fake smile, my version of life

Sometimes she sleeps in my arms and i would like to have something more
but i respect that person
so i won't make a move
Don'T want to screw the relation
Hey! I'm not a fool The next day she barely talks
Fuck! I thought I did right
and I don't like that feeling
My failure taught me something
What's hurting?
It's not falling, its standing

Fucked situation, I have only two options
In both i fail, I have no solution
I'm going nowhere, the lowest state of mind,
it's something i cant bare, a heart ache I cannot put behind
I had nothing, I have nothing, it's not changing
Impossible love, my lost cause

And I for once chose to stand,
just wanted to make you know that I understand

My heart was red but now it's dead
My feelings for you has brought it to an end
I'm going nowhere, the lowest sate of mind,
it's just something i can't bare, a heart ache i can't put behind
I had nothing, I have nothing, it's not changing
A sad heart, a fake smile, my version of life
Impossible love, my lost cause