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| What would you do if I said that I won't be alive tommorow? Would you feel any pain or feel any sorrow? Memories of the past are racing trough my head like llghtnings trying to break out of the black hole emprisoned in it... but just the thought of taking my last breath; lying dead in some dark corner of the universe, slowly fading away from the memory of those who used to know me, forever to be remeberd as an unfortunate soul who got trapped in a statistic; scares me. Being transformed from a human being to a single number, a point on a chart, is the unfortunate destiny of most. What lies ahead after that moment, I really don't want to know. Life is priceless, don't waste it... don't despair even when life throws at you the sharpest blades, that pierce your soul with pain that hurts and that stays and eats you up alive till you cannot stand it anymore. That is what I am feeling right now. Cold, empty, but still there for those who I can help. Feeling alone, altho always there for my best friend. I am still waiting... for the one event, the one that is gonna give me back my life again. |
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| I wouldnt care much. Not precisely because it is you but because it is the natural cycle of life and we cant do shit about it. You can only be happy if you dont think about that kind of shit. I used to care about everything, to be scared of everything, to be shy with everyone. But then a large amount of stress made me burst and since then I have stopped caring about stuff and now i cant be happier than i am now. |
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| BTW.. when I wrote that, I put myself in the head of somebody living that situation... I'm not THAT depressed yet.. and I had alot of those moments happen to me and guess wut... I'm alive |
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| Same happened to me... at one point you just burst and become a pimp free spirit. It must be the HHC too? |
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| kinda. it was indirect. It's because of Astro that i cracked |
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| Hehe, I remeber astro.. being high on paint fumes made me happyyyyy |
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| Knowing when you're going to die sucks.
Have fun. Do whatever the fuck everyone tells you you shouldn't. Do everything you know you shouldn't. Either way, you're gonna die sooner or later. Might as well enjoy yourself, even if it speeds up the process a little. |
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| i would do all the illegal things i've always wanted to do.
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-run arround downtown in a speedo
-eat 50 bowls of chilli
-throw hamburgers at homeless people
-pouring paint down the sewer
MMmmm i could sure go for that speedo one.. |
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| eldar dont die |
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| wherever you go bro ill follow you! fuckin nice session yesterday btw :) have to do that more often
*BRoZ Handshake*
:) |
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| Oh fo sho'!
I'm working till 11:15pm from tuesday till thrusday tho =(. It sucks major ass!
I'll give you a call tonite from werk tho.. to hook up and go for another seshion |
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| eldar im coming to visit you at work |
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| if i knew i was not going to wake up tomorrow, i would accept it and go to sleep cause there is nothing i can do about it and with the tiny bit of time i have left, i could never accomplish anything that i wanted to do or say anything i wanted to say so i'd accept defeat and cry about how i've wasted my entire life. |
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| i'm the opposite. i'd cry and go insane.
if i COULD fall asleep i would, but i know there's be so many things on my mind that i wouldn't be able to. |
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