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Weird Paranoid Shit I Wrote One Day
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» nothingnopenope replied on Fri May 30, 2003 @ 4:28pm |
I’m waiting, waiting… Waiting. There are others around me, waiting, quiet. It’s so open here, everyone can see me, but they do not know of where I am going or where I came from or what I want and what I hate. It’s so sunny, the sun blinds my eyes. Too bright. Much too bright. I’m so worried. Why am I worried. I’m just being like everyone else. There is nothing to be worried about. We live in a great day and age. I’m worried. I’ve been waiting for 5 minutes. I hear laughing, someone is laughing, something is funny. Am I funny? Are they laughing at me? Please don’t laugh, I am just trying to be like everyone else. Maybe you aren’t laughing at me.
I get on the bus, pay the fare. I go find a seat in the back. I hope someone doesn’t sit beside me. That would be awkward. I’m glad I am on the bus. It’s much better than outside in the bright sun. It’s nice to be sitting down. I hear someone saying something, it sounded like my name. I see some people talking, I guess someone wasn’t trying to talk to me. I look out the window of the bus… I have seen these streets so many times before, and these houses. But I always look out the window. For a second I look around and I see some other people looking out their windows from their seats, just as I do. |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» Miss_Amanda replied on Fri May 30, 2003 @ 4:38pm |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» mdc replied on Fri May 30, 2003 @ 6:48pm |
while walking up the stairs today
i met a man who wasnt there he wasnt there again today i wish i wish hed go away |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» da_instagatah replied on Fri May 30, 2003 @ 7:37pm |
scott is mentally stable.
the aforementioned paragraph has further assured me of this. |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» ShaiGuy replied on Mon Jun 2, 2003 @ 10:05am |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» mdc replied on Mon Jun 2, 2003 @ 11:52am |
here goes nothing:
she thinks im a loser. shes sitting there, looking at me. all she sees is my thinning hair. she thinks im bald. im not bald, my hair is just thinning. why hasnt she looked away from her menu yet? im ugly. im an ugly ugly man. why would she look away from her menu? to look at me? she woudnt do that. im hideous. why wont i stop sweating? its disgusting her. thats why she wont look at me anymore. ive got to relax. just relax. think of a calm beach... open your eyes idiot! shes gonna think youre bored. just relax. relax and stop sweating. im a loser. she thinks m a loser. why is she even here with me? im such a loser. look away from your menu, no dont. im hideous. i should have word a different shirt. i should have kept the blue one on. red isnt my colour, everyone always told me red wasnt my colour. i should have worn the blue shirt. what time is it? how long has she been staring at that menu? she could at least glance over for a second, take a quick peek. why wont i stop sweating? relax. relax. this shirt makes me look fat. i knew i should have worn the blue one. i should have gone with my first choice. red isnt my colour. im going to go to the bathroom. at least i can wipe the sweat there. the sweat is grossing her out. ive got to stop sweating. i should probably look at the menu; see what im gonna order. but i know what im ordering. i always take the same thing. maybe i should try something new. ive got to stop sweating. maybe i should try something different tonight. maybe i should take the salad. i could stand to lose a few pounds. i think ill go to the bathroom to wipe off the sweat. i think its grossing her out. if i get up shell notice the ugly shirt. i guess ill sit here. she still staring at her menu. i can wipe it now, shes not looking. here goes. no, im getting up. yeah, im getting up. why arent i getting up? im getting up. there. -"Where are you going honey?" -"Oh, I'm just going to the bathroom." -"Don't be long!" -"I won't." |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» G__ replied on Mon Jun 2, 2003 @ 4:01pm |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» ShaiGuy replied on Mon Jun 2, 2003 @ 4:03pm |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» Ama_ replied on Fri Jun 6, 2003 @ 9:57am |
Weird Paranoid Shit I Wrote One Day
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