Cleaning Out The Closet
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» eLDee replied on Thu Mar 27, 2003 @ 2:45pm |
 Coolness: 121600 | I just wanna say sorry to all the people I hurt, may it be directly or not, I didn't say it on purpose, there was no feelings behind those words. And that's the thing that most of you didn't take into consideration.. words are just words after all, it's up to us to determine what importance we give them... just like everything else in life. I still can't believe that I was able to keep this 'hate' going on for so long, it just made me sad inside to see that people were taking precious minutes of their life just to respond to what I wrote saying that they didn't care, but hey... if you took your time (something that you'll never be able to get back) just to respond to my crap, it means that deep down inside some ppl were hurt.. and that wasn't my goal at all. More important stuff is going on in life to spend time hating. But after all, I kinda developped a love-to-hate relationship towards you. It's not real hate, it's not disliking you (or else I wouldn't even bother talking to you in real) it's just the fact that after all warrnings, people refused to listen, and look what it has done to your lives right now... don't forget that not everybody laughs with you.. but some people laugh AT you. It's hard to get out of drug circles and I'm happy to see that some people are backing off... but only after being hurt emotionally, others continued on with their lives, but whatever the outcome was... there was MAD HATE in the air. I'we seen friendsips crumble, small groups of friends forming and disolving over time, I saw you grow up during the last couple of months and even tho I'm not that much older than you, I must say that my last couple of months were fucked up.. in big part because of ravewave. I still can't believe what I saw, heard and lived lately, coz it's like a scene from a bad teen horror flick, but in the end I AM. Who i am today is definetly not the same guy I was 7-8 months ago. I let ravewave be a bigger priority than some important things in life.. i started useless beefs for fun, simple and pure fun... but it got out of control. It turned into chaos.. altho I wasn't the only one who contibuted to it, I participated in it.. making other people feel bad, angry/mad, sad, but sometimes also laugh and smile. Who I am on ravewave is not who I am in real. Altho nobody here knows what I really went trough. A bad childhood, miserable teen years, attempted suicides, crazy shit happening...
I cannot judge you for what you do, since I've done bad things in life and I'm still doing some fucked-up shit that nobody here knows about, but one day you probably will. But I can give you advices and trust me I know what I'm talking about.. I've been trough almost every possible situation in the world. Those who didn't listen to the advices suffered the outcome i predicted... fortunately it didn't go to the extreme. And if you see me posting random bullshit again just ignore it, no matter how bad it is.. it's the only way to go. The battlefield is a chaos, chaos is life, and those who control chaos control life... ours and others. Peace! |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» bob_ replied on Thu Mar 27, 2003 @ 2:53pm |
 Coolness: 102890 | words of wisdom my friend. :) |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» clown replied on Thu Mar 27, 2003 @ 3:08pm |
 Coolness: 222450 | don't worry eldar.. we suport you all the way bro. |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» screw_you replied on Thu Mar 27, 2003 @ 3:21pm |
 Coolness: 77725 | i wove u eldee |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» eLDee replied on Thu Mar 27, 2003 @ 3:29pm |
| Coolness: 121600 | =) |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» eLDee replied on Thu Mar 27, 2003 @ 3:34pm |
| Coolness: 121600 | =) |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» eLDee replied on Thu Mar 27, 2003 @ 3:47pm |
| Coolness: 121600 | =) |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» ApR1zM replied on Thu Mar 27, 2003 @ 5:23pm |
 Coolness: 165485 | dont worry man ill always be there for yo
backin you up thats fo sho even when ravewaverz go too low ill represent with you mah bro doesnt make sence ? at least we dont listen to trance theres not a single chance for you to get in these pants come here bitch accelerate your goddam pitch playing the music which i been producing and got me rich |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» El_Presidente replied on Thu Mar 27, 2003 @ 9:03pm |
 Coolness: 300010 | this is the second time you write the same speech eldee. |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» daFTWin replied on Thu Mar 27, 2003 @ 9:32pm |
 Coolness: 277120 | The only thing Idontunderstand is why hewould say wespent minutes that we'll never get back argueing his statements and that makes himsad.. wellwouldnt it make him sads that he spent minutes he'll never get back writting those statements???.. Im just curious. |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» da_instagatah replied on Fri Mar 28, 2003 @ 11:39am |
 Coolness: 144915 | he said sorry at the beginning for what he said/did then said, ignore me if i do it again...
then why say sorry. anyways, dude i get the jist of ur speech and i know you probobly feel bad, and always feel the need to tell everyone you lived a war and attempted suicide, but i know you better than anyone else here, once you get mad at somebody on ravewave again, all the hate is gonna come back. and we're gonna read that speech yet again. please promise us thats the last speech. |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» eLDee replied on Fri Mar 28, 2003 @ 2:45pm |
| Coolness: 121600 | Man I'm off in one week.. you really think I care about ravewave now? It's true you know me better than most.. but even that is all in the past.. people change overnight sometimes, or in short periods of time at least.. and when i say sad i can't specify to what point.. don't think that i was going trough a depression because of it.. it's more being decieved than sad but anyways... you won't see my ass for looooooooong time that's for sure
and if i didn't like somebody for real it's because they crossed the line and brought the beef to real life... i don't need to give out names coz you know what i'm talking about... anyways sceptic or not I said what I had to say.. too bad if you don't believe me.. but i said what i had to say and it's the last part that describes the way i think... and that's exactly how i acted.. i love chaos, i love disorder, but controling it is even more fun.. i could have just told you off calling you whatever names pop up in my head... it would just prove your point but like you see, I chose not to... coz just like i said, it was all fun and games for me peace |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» da_instagatah replied on Fri Mar 28, 2003 @ 4:42pm |
| Coolness: 144915 | yeah...
okay. are you done yet? |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» PookStah replied on Fri Mar 28, 2003 @ 4:44pm |
 Coolness: 106600 | gone in one week??? where r u going??
-------->altering perception alters the claims reality makes on you. |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» da_instagatah replied on Fri Mar 28, 2003 @ 4:58pm |
| Coolness: 144915 | bosnia and germany and stuff |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» PookStah replied on Fri Mar 28, 2003 @ 5:00pm |
| Coolness: 106600 | niice!! i wanna go to germany, take me wiv you eldee!!!!! pweez ^_^
-------->altering perception alters the claims reality makes on you. |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» eLDee replied on Fri Mar 28, 2003 @ 6:17pm |
| Coolness: 121600 | i can speak for myself
thank you |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» da_instagatah replied on Fri Mar 28, 2003 @ 6:27pm |
| Coolness: 144915 | all i have to say is this:
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| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» eLDee replied on Fri Mar 28, 2003 @ 6:33pm |
| Coolness: 121600 | The point of this thread is that I won't make any more of e-drama for everyone to see... I'll deal with certain individuals in private |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» blop replied on Fri Mar 28, 2003 @ 8:01pm |
 Coolness: 201215 | cherry onion kiss says:
you are a flaming faggot NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: thank you =) cherry onion kiss says: i want to kill you over and over again. NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: please do! cherry onion kiss says: doucheag. NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: oh yeah cherry onion kiss says: eag. EAG. NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: hurt me babay NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: take my life awayyyyyyy cherry onion kiss says: shut UP NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: cherry onion kiss says: leave me alone cherry onion kiss says: stop bothering me NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: you're the one who came to talk to ME cherry onion kiss says: NO. NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: short term memory not working right? cherry onion kiss says: YOU dod cherry onion kiss says: stop being such a liar. NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: oh no i'm going to hell! NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: i'm such a big liar NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: sniff cherry onion kiss says: leik omg you fag NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: jesus doesn't like me nomore cherry onion kiss says: stop it NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: my sole purpose in life is ovah cherry onion kiss says: i don't care cherry onion kiss says: shut up NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: then don't talk to me cherry onion kiss says: leave me alone cherry onion kiss says: STOP NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: if you don't care cherry onion kiss says: leave me ALONE NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: aye aye capitain cherry onion kiss says: stop bothering me NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: bye cherry onion kiss says: FINE. bye. cherry onion kiss says: be like that cherry onion kiss says: like i mean nothing to you cherry onion kiss says: how easy you forger NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: absolutely nothing NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: now bye cherry onion kiss says: BYE YOU FUCKING JERK cherry onion kiss says: you are a flaming faggot NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: thank you =) cherry onion kiss says: i want to kill you over and over again. NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: please do! cherry onion kiss says: doucheag. NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: oh yeah cherry onion kiss says: eag. EAG. NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: hurt me babay NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: take my life awayyyyyyy cherry onion kiss says: shut UP NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: cherry onion kiss says: leave me alone cherry onion kiss says: stop bothering me NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: you're the one who came to talk to ME cherry onion kiss says: NO. NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: short term memory not working right? cherry onion kiss says: YOU dod cherry onion kiss says: stop being such a liar. NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: oh no i'm going to hell! NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: i'm such a big liar NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: sniff cherry onion kiss says: leik omg you fag NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: jesus doesn't like me nomore cherry onion kiss says: stop it NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: my sole purpose in life is ovah cherry onion kiss says: i don't care cherry onion kiss says: shut up NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: then don't talk to me cherry onion kiss says: leave me alone cherry onion kiss says: STOP NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: if you don't care cherry onion kiss says: leave me ALONE NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: aye aye capitain cherry onion kiss says: stop bothering me NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: bye cherry onion kiss says: FINE. bye. cherry onion kiss says: be like that cherry onion kiss says: like i mean nothing to you cherry onion kiss says: how easy you forger NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: absolutely nothing NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: now bye cherry onion kiss says: BYE YOU FUCKING JERK The following message could not be delivered to all recipients: BYE YOU FUCKING JERK cherry onion kiss says: let' cherry onion kiss says: s make love NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: and have 100 babies NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: no thanks cherry onion kiss says: why? cherry onion kiss says: why are you such a negative nancy? NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: negative? NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: hahahaha cherry onion kiss says: NANCY cherry onion kiss says: nancy, why are you so angry inside? NoW-uNo - You Suck! - says: that's lame cherry onion kiss says: nancy, stop making fun of me cherry onion kiss says: sometimes, it hurts cherry onion kiss says: a lot NegAtive NaNcy says: too bad cherry onion kiss says: hey you're cool NegAtive NaNcy says: sureeeeeeee it does cherry onion kiss says: i like you know cherry onion kiss says: now NegAtive NaNcy says: un huh NegAtive NaNcy says: sure you do cherry onion kiss says: nancy, let's be friends cherry onion kiss says: please? NegAtive NaNcy says: heard that one before cherry onion kiss says: call me 514.999.9307 NegAtive NaNcy says: next thing you know they leave me on child support cherry onion kiss says: please i love you cherry onion kiss says: shut up cherry onion kiss says: you are so stupid NegAtive NaNcy says: spanx cherry onion kiss says: you say such stupid things NegAtive NaNcy says: anyways i have to call olee cherry onion kiss says: why are you stuch a stupid stacy? cherry onion kiss says: stacy, shut up. NegAtive NaNcy says: coz you suck and swallow cherry onion kiss says: i don't swallow cherry onion kiss says: oh wiat, yes i do! cherry onion kiss says: i have a sore throat now fLEuReKah says: you change your mind again fLEuReKah says: it's not the 1st time you do that fLEuReKah says: anyways fLEuReKah says: i have to call olee cherry onion kiss says: you know me too well, stacy cherry onion kiss says: no you don't fLEuReKah says: he just paged me cherry onion kiss says: you're lying again fLEuReKah says: bye cherry onion kiss says: who is this olee character? cherry onion kiss says: is he a fag too? cherry onion kiss says: is he a faggy fabio? cherry onion kiss says: fabio, why are you so gay? |
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