Hard Drugs At Young Age.
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» moondancer replied on Mon Jun 26, 2006 @ 10:36am |
I started doing hardcore drugs when I was 15, I splurged, became a druggy with empty eyes and no soul, and after beign forced to go wihtout them for 2 weeks I felt better than I ever had in my whole life and I knew right away I could never let myself go back to the same dark and depressing, desperate and disgusting little hell.. and so I never did. Did I stop doing drugs? No. But I have self control now and it's very rare that I do them, at most once a month but more like once every 3 months, and I think I have a great advantage over those who started when they were 20. That's because they haven't learned their lesson like I did and they have more responsibilities than I did and they can fuck themselves up much worse and help for them won't come as easily. So you're not alone in that but I know others who started young too and who were never able to stop relapsing on all kinds of different binges so this really depends on the person. It depends on the drugs too. |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» nothingnopenope replied on Mon Jun 26, 2006 @ 11:52pm |
basdini: who said I was talking about you.. Good job using the word "nigger", that must have felt good for you. You think you have some kind of right to use it? |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» nothingnopenope replied on Tue Jun 27, 2006 @ 12:00am |
People who are too stupid to understand sarcasm or win an argument ussually resort to character assasination. It's a sign of low intelligence (or excessive brain damage from drugs). |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» basdini replied on Tue Jun 27, 2006 @ 2:40am |
we have been having the same agrgument on this board about this subject for the last two years...I don't understand why you feel the need to tell everybody that they should stop doing drugs, and if they don't they are stupid...No body wants to hear your opinion about drug use because you have voluntered it on numerous occasions unsolicited...Your not saying anything new just the 'same old-same old' why can't you just let people live there lives they way that they see fit...Thats the difference between you and me dude you, say 'i know whats right for people more than they do' and i say 'no one know whats right for someone more than themselves'
tell me how is it better to use the word 'wigger' than use the word 'nigger' i think in some senses it is worse...] None of this really matters because i think you are on of the most boring and obtuse people i have ever met in my life... |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» nothingnopenope replied on Tue Jun 27, 2006 @ 3:05am |
None of this really matters because i think you are on of the most boring and obtuse people i have ever met in my life...
I have trouble carrying on conversations with constantly zoned out people... Sorry. I can say whatever I want here. Freedom of speech. It's way better than fascism. You don't have to agree with me. But I won't shut up. |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» nothingnopenope replied on Tue Jun 27, 2006 @ 3:06am |
For the record I think they should legalize all drugs, people should be allowed to fuck their own brains up if they want to. |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» basdini replied on Tue Jun 27, 2006 @ 6:03am |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» cvxn replied on Tue Jun 27, 2006 @ 9:18pm |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» basdini replied on Wed Jun 28, 2006 @ 12:10am |
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Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» GRASP replied on Mon Jul 3, 2006 @ 6:15pm |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» Agaguk replied on Mon Jul 3, 2006 @ 11:42pm |
I will probably scare you, but keep in mind that I used to be the most hopeless and extreme drug addict(luckily I'm clean now)...
I've been completely clean for 7 months. terrible substance abuse history, every possible drug, for about 5 years, on and off. I have a terrible memory now, had mood swings, couldnt focus or concentrate(still difficult) so school was hard. I think the reason why it's not as bad as some of my friends is because I'm vegan, don't drink-smoke and I do juice or water fasts 4 times a year... Due to drug abuse: a friend needs to get a kidney transplant, another killed himself, another overdosed and died, another had a heart attack, a few overdosed but didnt die... Anyway, here's my history to give you an idea: Started doing hard drugs at 16. First few months, about 2 pills a month, then it gradually turned into two pills a week. Only speed for the first year, then mdma as often as possible. THAT'S WHAT FUCKS YOU UP!!! Usually 2 capsules a night at that point, then increased to 3, then 4 a night. Even did it by myself during the week(2 at a time ewww i know) At some point I O.Ded and quit MDMA. After a few months, switched to coke. Again, same lame pattern, every week, then 5 days a week for a few months. Quit blow, discovered K. It was all downhill after that. Loved K so much after a while, cooked some everyday, then cooking became to much of a hassle, started injecting(gross, i know DONT EVER DO THAT IT'S STUPID!). Lost a few friends, got stuck in K land for 3 days after coming off, pure fucking nightmare decided to detox. I'm still recovering, it's a long way. Remember that experimenting is ok but don't abuse!! Also, make sure you keep drinking LOTS of water and eating. Good luck:) |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» Agaguk replied on Mon Jul 3, 2006 @ 11:58pm |
I forgot, according to the doctors I saw, cocaine and mdma/extasy are the most damaging to your brain. |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» basdini replied on Tue Jul 4, 2006 @ 12:47am |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» nothingnopenope replied on Tue Jul 4, 2006 @ 1:18am |
Experimenting is a gamble in itself. There is no way for you know whether you will get addicted or not. Most people don't know that they have an addictive personality until they have already fucked up their life and the lives of others. That's the risk of experimenting. It's better not to start at all, but everyone is free to chose what they want to do. |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» basdini replied on Tue Jul 4, 2006 @ 3:40am |
its hard to be a kid today, i imagine, life is so borring for people...they want to live extreme experiences... |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» Agaguk replied on Tue Jul 4, 2006 @ 8:51am |
Extreme experiences that are not worth the trouble, in my opinion... i get a lot higher on life than I ever did on any drug. And I'm always in a good mood and always have evergy. I don't regret anything as it opened up my mind to the world a lot more, but if I could go back, I'd limit it to one dose of each, just to know what it's like.
We just never realise how fragile life is... until we get to the point of no return. sad sad sad, i've lost so many friends in the battle... |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» GRASP replied on Tue Jul 4, 2006 @ 5:54pm |
i smoked crack when i was 13 and stopped for about 7 years.tried it again and i still dont get any sudden urges to smoke it.i guess thats why i smoke a 3 and a half every day! |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» Agaguk replied on Tue Jul 4, 2006 @ 8:08pm |
3 and a half everyday? you probably have no urges for anything haha. shit, that sounds like a LOT to me... |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» GRASP replied on Tue Jul 4, 2006 @ 10:09pm |
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