lindsay i always notice your pointy nipples. Tell him to look to the nipples. Then he will never forget.

lies! not even a birthday card...for shame.

made: Walk on saturday
Made: Drinking with the boys
Made: Free food and good times
Made: sunday breakfast
Made: Shopping with Caro and Hayley
Made: Rain walk
made: dinner... still alive
made: chauffer to the west ;)

felix is my lover.

noice... but how do i surpass you in the equation?

youre right i dont care. well except when we play blades of steel.

where is the best place?

made: just chilling with hayley
made: movie
Made: amazing talks... does it ever stop
ruined: sadness... why is there trace
ruined: horrid thoughts while i rest...

things being strange... leading to questions

madness... all the blinding madness...the uncertainty... the what ifs... the wrong choices... the lack of hope...

ill be there for about 20 mins. then im off to wander the streets.

drugs are nothing but escapism. If you cannot find yourself within yourself and need stimulants to achieve a higher self, you need a reality check. Drugs made me nothing i wanted to be. I have lost 4 years of my life.

who doesnt like boards of canada?

i love toronto.

trish hook a niggah up.

Showing chemical imbalances in your posts isn't going to get you a ride.

departure... ill soon be gone and you'll have never seen it. Open your eyes while i'm trying to say goodbye.

Dancing across your face, and when the blackness veils your eyes in pain
I know what it's like when memories make you wince
And love letters read like obituaries
And photo albums are the books of the dead

lol out of town fucks what?

That is le hot. BLOOD ON JESS"S FLOOR!

interesting

Tonight will remove all the poisons that remain,
Pumping from a weakened heart, through shriveled icy veins
Your fingerprints on my blood covered lips
Your perfume filling the air, may I never wake from this dream
Walking down empty streets with no names, all I can think of is you
I can still feel your hand wrapped around mine
How lonely in this sea of people when I’m apart from you
Looking across the room, my eyes search, looking for your heart
I hope my aim is true, when I speak these words to you
Hoping you will love me one day too
Searching for the stars that have made me blind
Place your lips on mine drown me till tomorrow
So I can die for love and not tragedy
Hide me from the waking, so I can dream forever
How can I live when in yours arms I die each time?
Bring me back to life, just look in my eyes and whisper the soft light
These steps into uncertainty hold the points of jagged tragedy
I will run straight to them, because I’m running blind in these shadows
How can I live without yours beautiful eyes, please just walk with me for now?
We can talk about anything and nothing, just as long as you stay for a while
I would give up this life for a single moment true
These streets call our names, our footsteps echo off the vague streetlights
Tonight we will hold each other and dance in the rain
Under this pale midnight sky, hand in hand we will outrun them all
We can hide in the veil and embrace all night,
Ill give everything for one moment with you
To live upon the stars in your eyes, burning me with their touch
Falling to ash on your cheek, carried in a tear
If I fall forever, I’m glad it was for you
Let’s walk these streets tonight, just you and I
Though no words are needed, my eyes say it all
I have fallen forever in you, I feel everything… you are so beautiful in this light
Let’s walk these streets tonight, just you and I
Make me happy for a moment, that’s all I ask
No matter how far I fall from you, this heart will forever remain true
We will live forever, you and I, We can never die

bad dreams can devour you... i've had horrid thoughts in my head for a year now... i hate closing my eyes.

Made: doing something with my life that wasnt given to me.
made: training
ruined: joking insults and comments
made: things always work out and turn into words of elation...why...
made/ruined: autumn - on repeat... tragedies make me happy...

sometimes i wish i wasn't who i was

katie ill meet you at dawson 3G.8 with a can of criso and show you how its done

Mickos i love you, i really do.

actually trance is none of the above...

i am trance...

i love how eldar put the westies with all things evil.

shes the newer model. version 2.0.

that lil blond girl from tdot she is 3.0... funny thing is that she is also 3. awesome!

sharon's light meter... sharon i need to borrow it... is it possible?

my muscles in pain from a good workout... i didnt even know i had muscles there.

what shoes am i wear? i dont rememebr owning those?

1. Worn out; wearied: “My father's words had left me jaded and depressed” (William Styron).
2. Dulled by surfeit; sated: “the sickeningly sweet life of the amoral, jaded, bored upper classes” (John Simon).
3. Cynically or pretentiously callous.

lol dino you sugah daddy

dino check up ballard power supplies... they are working on fuel cells... might be a lil expensive now.

9 classes is a no no.

actually Ben bull shitted the cops pretty fucking well for luna. Now we had to deny about 100 peopl at the door cos the party would have been busted otherwise... He did a good job knowing the law and not be pushed around by the police on the matter of fire safety and other bs excuses to shut down parties.

crap i better get a new oufit...

ps. i love amanda.

I feel eyelashes on my cheek
And they lacerate my flesh
A pain so good
Put your hand in mine
Never let go
Never wake up 'cause I'm done with promises
I'm taking blood oaths

this flesh a tomb

Jungle is thine enemy.