parc safari adventures

made: hot date on saturday involving lions and tigers and bears oh my
made: i think i get paid tomorrow?
made: civilized encultured intelligent and demanding convo. im floored.
made: where are my exams? i dont get exams in fine arts? papers? what are those? bopbopbopbop
made: i needed this. badly.

ruined: stupid fucking credit cards. fuckfuckfuck.

coffee, cigarettes, sleepy designers and eco activism. im in fucking heaven. i love my school.

Stand by your friends, wrong or right
Can't call that justice if its just a stupid excuse to fight
Single out and attack the ones who got no defense
You call that a new way of thinking i call it regression to ignorance
Take warning
Theres a new generation coming
And we really gotta stand up to them
No ones got a thing against you
Unless youve got something to prove
We dont need no set of standards,
We dont need a new set of rules
Heard all that shit before
About stomping out any difference
We say stand together!
(not to fight just to exist)
Take warning
Intimidation coming
And we really gotta say no to them
Enough is enough is enough
Why dont you just ease up
I saw another beat down last nite take warning
Who's the next to hit the ground tonite take warning

- operation ivy

a good night's sleep

...

and no snotty emo fluffy bunnies in my classes for the rest of the week.

2000 light years away - green day

i wish i didnt have to deal with this stupid autumn decline with everything dying or slowly falling to slumber and being somber and buttressed by the inevitable, approaching interlude of winter and white death. boo fucking hiss. give me back my bubble.

Hangin' out with Lars down on 6th street
he knew I was in trouble
I was feeling much like the devil
there was something burnin' deep inside of me

ran into three Puerto Ricans
these girls took us to the funhouse
where we played a lonely pinball machine

hangin' on the corner of 52nd. and Broadway
cars passin' by but none of them seem to be goin' my way

New York City well I wish I was on a highway
back to Olympia...

I'm having a hard time understanding
it gets all too demanding
she's all gone and I'm stranded
something burning deep inside of me

all I know it's 4'o'clock and
she ain't never showed up
and I watched a thousand people go home from work

how many times will it take me
before I go crazy
before I lose everything
something burning deep inside of
me ran into three Puerto Ricans
those girls took us to the funhouse
I don't wanna be alone again.


-rancid vs. nofx, olympia wa. (cover)

made: drinking ontario wine and reading
made: school tomorrow
ruined: school tomorrow

what posessed me to take a two semester drawing class?

ignatieva anna

made: watching prisoner of azkaban last night
ruined: gotta work today with -8 inspiration

the last few courtesy of soyfunk and pro pain are bloody bloomin noice (meng).

ruined: steady crackle and hum of dissent. oh no.

ruminating is a good word.

...

i shouldnt have eaten those muffins

being miles away

veritas

made: slytherin tee shirt & hp messenger bag
ruined: getting woken up by the post man
ruined: no sleep last night, well maybe two hours but that doesnt count
ruined: not enough cash to go to laronde tonight
made: seeing ince with his allergies
made: being uber productive running around concordia and getting shit done

Since you were born you watched TV
cartoons with violence and greed
in your world all that was OK
your parents never taught you right
from wrong, brother taught you to fight
it's time to show them what you've got
Time to show them what you've got

An attitude, a fancy car
your buddies got your back
your parents' house compared to yours
looks something like a shack
in your thirty seven guns
the bullets painted red
a simple stare is all it takes
to fill 'em up with lead but

Why, are you acting like you're someone else?
Why, can't you stop thinking about yourself

Last friday night you went driving
a stolen car and golden rings
it was something you just had to do
your little friends the cops caught you
you're sentenced for a long time
now tell me what you're gonna do

in a world where no one cares
labels i don't want to wear
i had a dream that i could once walk
safely in the streets
you had to take it away from me

Why, are you acting like you're someone else?
Why, can't you stop thinking about yourself

reset - "why"

tea party - paint it black

ruined: what the fuck is wrong with the world today? a seige ends, dozens are reported dead because some fanatics are so goddamned convinced that it's ok to hold children fucking hostage for their political and religious motives. im so fucking disgusted with the state of things this worls has to offer its not even remotely funny. FUCK.

being vain taking camshots

mcdonald's chicjken select strips

a money tree.

i should be looking forward to monday but im too bloody intimidated right now.

government money.

fucking noobs. read the instruction manual.

My friend drove off the other day
And now he's gone and all they say
Is you've got to live, cuz life goes on
But now, I see I'm mortal, too
I can't live my life like you
Got to live it up, while life goes on

And I think it's all right
That I do what I like
Cuz that's the way I want to live
And so I give
And I'm still giving

And now I wonder about my friend
If he gave all he could give
Cuz he lived his life like I live mine
If you could see inside my head
Then you'd start to understand
The things I value in my heart

You know that
I know that
You're watching me

Got to make a plan; got to do what's right
Can't run around in circles if you want to build a life
But I don't want to make a plan for a day far away
While I'm young and while I'm able, all I want to do is...[play]

green day - j.a.r.

madame hollywood - felix da housecat

made: spent the day reading
made: did the updates i had to do while half asleep so they got done faster and without much thought so whooopeee!
made: vince last night
made: vay-cay-shun
made: new music

ruined: why the hell doesnt anyone have the party monster soundtrack

stupid credit card

When you were languishing in rooms I built to foul you in
And when the wind set down in funnel form and pulled you in

I don't need to walk around in circles
walk around in circles
walk around in circles
walk around in
don't need to walk around in circles
walk around in circles
walk around in circles
walk around in

When the ghostly dust of violence traces everything
And when the gas runs out just wreck it, you insured the thing

I don't need to walk around in circles
walk around in circles
walk around in circles
walk around in
don't need to walk around in circles
walk around in circles
walk around in circles
walk around in

Doom da doom da doom
Well I know what I'm doin'
Doom da doom da doom
Well I know what I'm doin'
Doom da doom da doom
Well I know what I'm doin'
Doom da doom da doom
Well I know what I'm doin'

But I can't sigh now that you made the move
It has gone and gone to dogs, lay down on the floor
For the right price I can get everything
Slip into the car, go driving to the farthest star

I don't need to walk around in circles
walk around in circles
walk around in circles
walk around in
don't need to walk around in circles
walk around in circles
walk around in circles
walk around in
don't need to walk around in circles
walk around in circles
walk around in circles
walk around in

-soul coughing "circles"

made: vacation
made: foufs last night
made: snippets of random stupidities; jess kicking my ass, losing cash, breaking shit, spilling people's drinks, being loud and obnoxious, scotty p getting told off for being a space-occupancy hazard, nadine's insane friends from the crackslice place, and just what the fuck was i drinking?

im having a really good oldies week. seriously.

flying monkey.

...

what a momo.

I must leave you tonight my love, remain so faithfully
I must go off to war my dear, the kings await me
I will go so far away.
I will always love you, but you knew.

I regret to tell you, your man has died tonight.
He was a brave man, he fought a brave fight.
He was killed by the other side.
He was killed by the other men's knives.

She said save me
Save me

Why must you love this man, he is your brother?
This is easy to understand, my son, there is no other.
I cannot pretend to love this man Like my father.
I cannot pretend, mother, there is no other.

She said save me
Save me

When there is no truth, let's end this lie tonight.
This is easy to understand, without your best fight.
But I see a new sun rising in the east
But I see a new sun rising in the east

She said save me
Save YOU!

oh and made: draco malfoy molesting harry potter in my emoticon.

made: i get offered the job ive always wanted
ruined: had to turn it down cause it conflicts with my schedule
made: understanding boyfriend
made: extended vacation starting tomorrow
made: my nails are now long enough to effectively cause some damage should i decide to claw anyones eyes out
ruined: soooo sleeeeepy