ups are fuckers. ive been saying that all week.

i dunno about airmail but they slammed me with a 65 dollar handling/customs/brokerage fees on a 130 dollar purchase.

this is why i love fedex.

made: "At this time I should warn you of one thing...... Being a "Dabbler". What is a Dabbler? You will find many of then out there and it is easy for you to fall into this trap. A Dabbler is a person who reads maybe one book on Magic and does a spell then goes around professing to be Practitioner of the Occult Arts.
I have seen so many out there on the Web.... yes you little Assholes who make a Web site and claim to be a Witch or Sorcerer and post Spells that you have stolen from other sites.... and you do this all for attention, so that people will think you are important!

Magic is a way of life.... not a game. Those of you whom Dabble will only get hurt..... you will attract things around you that you cannot control. Also.... a Dabbler is someone who does not study and does spells every once and a while, with no knowledge of how spells really work. This is why one must study, study, study before doing spells. "

i fucking LOVE quasi-satanist-psychodrama drivel

i need contracts. im floundering.

bonne fete

the first two are nothing like the last few, theres a definate maturation in the writing style. i started with wolves of the calla first and then went bakwards, but yeah, your friend has the right idea - its immersive ;)

made: pantttssssss
made: working the ups guys
ruined: a whole lot
made: book of shadows
dunno: absorbtion into digital takes everything away?

roland of gilead to the dark tower came...

just finished the waste lands, started wizard and glass, song of susannah right after that. yep. its a stephen king summer.

i would like to win that 15 million tomorrow night, please.

made: frisbee
made: beauooootiful weather
made: mom taking me shopping this afternoon
made: working on my bos tonight
ruined: i wanna be sociable.

what summer? i've been working, i haven't gone out in three weeks. what the hell.my "summer" starts a week before class starts.

*rattles piggy bank*

it'll be worth the sacrifie next year though

ian: i remember reading that the first time i bid on something. unfounded possibly, but it stuck.

rule no.1 of ebay shopping: never EVER buy electronics off ebay.

made: chronic shopping
ruined: STUPID ups fuck you where are my fucking pants. fuckers.
made: getting my work shown to peoples moms.
made: ince tomorrow
made: ditching work to geek out
made: mah book is in

made: spending five hours on one piece of illustration and not realizing it. then i sit back in my chair and i not how simple, and flawless and almost real it looks, and yet, it doesn't seem like a waste. god i love adobe.
ruined: i was a shitty friend today.

bonne fete

bonne fete

*grunt*

loudog is missed. i hear he lurks sometimes.

i want to go away NOW. cuba. brasil. poco del poco. anywhere away from this stupid town.

causing myself serious stress related injuries at the gym tomorrow

1)i bust my ass and then i get told i dont have a damned deadline.

2) people send me shit, i tell them exactly what ive been telling them from the bloody start, and yet they still dont listen. do you not KNOW WHAT A DWT FILE IS? fuckers. just send me my paycheck.

3) ditched thrice

4) vince's stupid schedule

5) sitting at home being depressed all weekend

6) spent all my cash i could spend

7) credit cards

8) headaches

9) freelance work at a total standstill

10) there is no punching bag at my gym. there should be a punching bag at my gym.

^^ that too

jar, green day

reflection.

awe. bus o fun.

europe trip next summer. the next year. the struggle, the accomplishments, and some other positive brain expanding crap. but mostly im looking forward to getting into the sistine chapel waaaay before all the other idiot summer vacationers and lying on the floor.

one of my best friends just got engaged

holy shit

the guns and roses greatest hits album

adrenaline brinking on anxiety

ruined: dont tread on my territory.
pre-ruined my day for tomorrow: i swear i'll have your head before you touch the original files for your own fucking profit.

made: gym
made: talking to sra

ya that just about solidifies my arugment.

people in boxes aren't so attractive as they are organized. and that concludes the rant of the day folks.

take a bow azzizuzz, you've outdone yourself.

bon de francaise caulinne! tabanuche

nevermind.

damnit. three in a row.

heh. i think its a bloody funny arguement you've got though.

but maybe your irony is being lost in translation, cause i'm taking that last statement as literal in tone.

am i wrong?

heh. i think its a bloody funny arguement you've got though.

but maybe you're irony is being lost in translation, cause i'm taking that last statement as literal in tone.

am i wrong?

i havent been conditioned to draw differences between people because they don't fit a certain "norm".

tolerence is the issue since youre implying that "freaky" and "geeky" are derorgatory terms for soemthing that doesn't fit your social values.

made: stealing the car
made: chill weekend
made: youre still a liar liar pants on fire
made: slacking at work

when was the last time i had to write a book report?

and what exactly is the matter with being "geeky" or "freaky"?