i try....

i try....nimi

i just started crying before....got depressed...maybe i shouldnt of started the stupid thread...just got me real sad....

...i forgot that today is the comedown of the substances i did this weekend....and i am 10 times more sensitive than usual...and well i started crying cuz i just love her so much...and all i want is to have her beside me, just holding her hand.

anyhoooooo....like paul said...must try not to be sad...count my blessings...sooo lucky to have her in my life,....ohhhhhhh sooo lucky....sooo lucky that i have such unconditional, and pure love...

time to whipe my tears...right nimi....and think of the good times....
ahhhhhhhhhhhh......soooo hard not to be sad!!!!

damnit.......

can help but look at the pics....

couldnt fight the tears...
mj crying now...
ohhhh sooo in love!

yesh...trust me it is paul........

im talkin to him now.....i know.....

paul i know u sad tooo....thats why we gonna be sad together 2morrow.....

ohhhhhh....damnit....i think im gonna cry!!!!!!!

.......ohhhhhhhhhh nimi.......its hard not to be sad.......

i mean i love her sooo much....i know she will come back...and i know i will be holding her in my arms before i know it....yet it is hard...

sooo heart broken....

ohhhh....iiiii wwwwwuuuuuuvvvvvvvvvv her!!!!

well if u didnt sweat at a party it wouldnt be normal.......hihihihi....


how could paul not be in love........did you see my wife?????

shes sooo hotttttttt!!!!!!!!!!

and she is soooooooooooooooo MINE!!!!

SORRY PAUL...beat u to her....and she's mine!!!!

hihihi....

i must show the ravewave crew....MY KIMMY....i must tell you all how much i love her....yes i do!


ohhhhhhh......i cant wait to have her in my arms once again!!!!!!!

this is heart broken mj...like u've never seen before....

shes soooo hot.........

sooo in love with u kim........so in love!!!!!


LLLLLOOOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEEEE UUUUUUUUU!!!!!

mine paul....dont forget mine....
shes taken i tell u....dont forget....MINE!!!!!

paul understand the pain.....sooo much pain...

except shes mine.....hahahaha....

kimmy i love you......dont forget!!!!

ohhhhhhhhhh......sigh.......


soooo heart broken....ohhhhhh:(

everyone...i miss kim...the love of my life...

she is gone and will be back in january...i miss her sooooooooooooo much.

IIIIIII WWWWWWUUUUUUUUVVVVVVVVVVV HHHHHEEERRRR!!!!

she's mine...mine i tell you!!!!!

i misssss u kimmy.....i love u with all my heart......

im sooo heart broken.....

candy at heart.......pwease leave timmy alone............his remarks are his, and his alone! no point to critize or judge, a waste of time....

what is right for one...is not necessarily right for another.

steve ur DA SHIT!!!!!!

the bomb diggity!!!!!!!!!!

btw....

HAPPY FOUR TWENTY EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it was a fun party....

paul that was a very fun set....btw thank u for everything:)

the crowd was great like usual...
i couldnt stop dancing...and now my body hurts

im fuckn high now, i make no sense....

no more typing for now...way too trippy!

tim...i had a blast....but u know its never the same without my little brother....

fuck i just got home....my feet hurt i danced so fuckn much and so fuckn hard. im fuckn high!!!

HAPPY FOUR TWENTY!!!!!!!!

love u tim....i cant wait for u to come home...i miss u....DOBBIE TIME!

mj

that was classic old raver guuuuuuuu.....ewwwwww!!!!!!

fuckn disgusting!!!!! i left at 3:30AM...i worked the next mourning...but i would've closed it if it was worth it. i stayed for Galaksy's set(amazing btw)...but it hurt too much that i had no room on the dancefloor... it hurt that some idiot with glowsticks tied to some long ass fuckn string and takes up the whole fuckn room for like 4to 5 tracks...that was not fuckn kool. no respect for those that simply want to dance. anyway, it hurt too much that i wouldnt be moving and i would be over heating. The ppl made the party though, yet the the location was horrible(no offense)...but it felt like it wasnt really what IDJ is about. its my personal opinion though...anyhoo i had to leave for those reasons, but the music made me happy for the time being and so did the ppl!!! Great to see the IDJ crew, all of you...until next month.

-MJ-

just wanted to with u a happy bday...

c ya 2night...

mj

i will call u on saturday...

better be there pookstaaaaa...

i miss chantal!!!!!


mishhhh uuuuu


gotta see ya soon B atch

...should be back on saturday everyone...

c ya soon

mj is on pookies profile...

picture of mj just for u....

had viser at rm11....huged ur carebear like 10 times...

no worries...everyones feeling better...

pookie...i thought we were gonna be sober this weekend??????

dont worry sweety...its life...

a continuous vicious cycle

...besides i needed ur water sometimes...u saved me!!!!!!in the moment that is...:)

ohhhh shitty buzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!

i dunno if u were at RM11...but fuckn virus got around!

pookie...i think we all sick!!!!!

kev has a fever...

kim has a fever...

and mj's throat is starting to get soar!!!

im takin care of kimmy in kingston now...but damn im next with fever....

btw...the closing set...

my opinion is that it sucked ass...

whats up with that...i hate it when i see dj's that cant fuckn close a party properly...

it really does hurt!!!!
the harder the better!!!!

i was real curious to see how the hell they were gonna set up the party. at first the lighting was way too bright...but eventually the problem got a little bit better.
second it was worth to go...i mean i didnt pay a cent...and i dont believe it would have been worth it to pay in order to attend this party. Yet this is my personal opinion...
the amount of posers was scary, so scary...two dollar whores wearing candy...freaks me out. I saw a chick with a fun fur purple skirt...dudes i could see her ass it was so short. all i did was shake my head...look what she did to my fun fur i would say to kim...ahhhh...
then pookie came up to me in distress..."so many posers, the energy is soo bad here, so many posers"...my poor little friend was having a heart attack.

i had fun, dont get me wrong...a dancefloor + good beats is all i need really...as well as my crew...so necessary...and there was quite a bit of ppl with great energy.

---it was hard for u to say goodbye to kim paul?...u just meet her...hehehe...ur funny...fuck dude im still in kingston with her having trouble like all fuck to say goodbye...:(

well i can tell u pookie what mine is...hihihi...

fuck on cocaine...
by keoki

it is sad to know bombs are fallin:(

and how do they justify their actions...turn on the tv... DISGUSTING!

i dread to turn it on...all US does is breed millions of dumb ignorant asses...

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CHANTAL!!!! my chicky...i miss ya...
i didnt party last weekend...i took a break...the dancefloor calls my name with a fury...
lets go to saphire!!!!!

can u get the car?
btw kim came to visit...i would like to bring her and feel the bass pounding hard on the speakers!!!! we work 2morrow though i dont wanna stay too late...
I work 2night...i"ll page around 11PM

fuckkkkkk

uuuuuuu


AMERICANS!!!!!!!!!!

now thats propaganda!!!!!!!!!


hahahahaha...good shit!!!!!!!!!!
:)

chuuuuuuu........chuuuuuuuuuuu.....

heres comes the chelsea chu chu train........

chuuuuu...chuuuu...glowsticks here she comes.....

chuuuuuuuuu.........chuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!

i waz just refering to all the propaganda shit i've been hearin lately.....

annoying!

ahhhhhhhh

149.5 points man that was golden....fuckn 10 karats


sooo goooddd that i woke up my roomates, i waz laughin so hard! they told me shut the fuck up!

as for the 4 points...i didnt know someone else waz in the battle...

entry form must be approved by MJ...timmys guardian!!!!

and heather seems to have dissapeared from the battle ground...shit chelsea you whoopin her ass accross San Fransisco...u good bitch...u good!;)

enough already with all the propaganda...

US is driving me crazy...
its just sad...too sad:(

just so useless.....just soo sad:(

BATTLE OF THE WIVES UPDATE:

5 points + the glue....


yeah i like glue....good one....

the unlimited supply of glowsticks is near chelsea....

one more to squash heather outta the picture and its over...

MRS.GLOWSTICK BOY....

UPDATE OF THE BATTLE OF THE WIVES:

alright chelsea....

the ravepoints waz definatly golden....

really good one...

heather ur in trouble...she's ahead...

chelsey....

if ya score browny points wiv me....i might let timmy get engaged with you...

as for heather...well u know i luv you...but u havent come over in a while...therefore thats negative browny points...

let the battle of wives begin!!!!!!!!

yeshhh...

ohhhh yeshhhh....

FUCK DA POOOLICE....FUCK'EM HARD!!!!!!!!

NOWWWWWWW!!!!!!

good to know....

hahaha...popos...u cant catch me....:)

hummmmm....i dunno....

iza gots lots of choosing....

but tell me what ya gonna do now...wiv all these penises running after u....????

ahhhh visualization...scary...

iza i dont know u...but i offer my help if you need to fight off those horny penises...

salute captain!!!!!

now lets say i got this 15 yr old chick drunk...cuz i simply bought the booz and it was only curtious to share....and something wouldve happened...lets say the popos show up cuz of it...

what would happen to me...????

first of all timmy...aka glowstick boy...u know u can only get a new wife with my approval....

now now..ur big sis cant let u run around and stick ur penis every where u please...and lets not even begin with the glowsticks...
i live with u boy and i see what u do to them...yeshhh i see...

as for pookie im quite dissapointed...i never use the ravewave thinggy...i check it out...and i see u been cheating on me heh???? wheres the love bitch??? so i thought we had this relationship...but then u go and hump all these girlz and guys without me=(

ohh pookie...ur breaking my heart!...u said u loved me...ohhh noooo u liar!!!!!