best three wasted years of my life on technodium.

*sigh*

maaaaaan i checked karmaloop yesterday omfg

i might just cav and pick up bugsy after class. fucking kitchen orange. why do they have to be so damned expensive when theres so much stuff i want from their summer collection?

three hours rendering this stupid project

the good old days

made: almost done
made: getting shitfaced friday with the mexican et all at 10 am
made: getting my life back. debauch debauch debauch

^^ that is exactly what im doing saturday.

made: looooooooooooocy II is here. beautiful grad gift
ruined: a week of installations and data transfers ahead of me

hedonism.

you did not just call that person what i think you called that person.

i smellll troubblllle.

when is he coming nadine?

bonne fete a few days later

a big "kick me" sign couldnt have said it better ian

i wanted bondage bear damnit.

bob.

[ www.parkingbar.com ]

duh.

im an only child, drilled with family values and eternally blessed for everything me mam and pop have given me.

but they claim im spoiled and they tell me so on a regular basis to remind me to be polite and push myself to do better so i can surpass them in the future. every generation in my family does better than the previous, so i think theyre making sure i dont fuck up on the road to success.

guilt works wonders in my family.

iriver is probably ipods best competition. about the same price range though. starting around 300 going up to a grand at least.

if i had paid for my 40gig it would have been 1100 with taxes and all at the time i got it.

mipod pink would flatter your skin tone scotty.

...

to soy: iPod. all the way. well worth the investment.

this is what you do, bend over, put your head in between your knees between your computer desk, spank your butt three times and gobble like a turkey.

that should take care of it.

solid cheese, typical hollywood effects and paraphernalia, i expected it, and therefor, i enjoyed it.

made: launch tomorrow
made: goiiiin shoppin
made: long weekend i didnt know about
made: credit card paid off
made: lucy ii coming in in ten days. 3.2ghz of fury in a little black box.

ruined: the never ending cycle of crappy sleep because of stress

lindt.
soft chocolate chip cookies.
chocolate chip cookie dough.
chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream.
turtles.
hagaan daaz bars dipped in milk chocolate.
hot chocolate.
chocolate syrup.

mmm

motherfucker, thats big.

She is the balance of that which is dark and hostile and that which is light and nurturing.

God save you lest you tread wrongly.

I am Kira, who turns the wreckage of frustration into the catalyst for something beautiful.

trying to finish a contract

made: two decent weekends in a row
made: still no sign of depressive hole
made: outsourcing stupid work to ze bebe

ruined: half awake - half asleep sleep.
ruined: stupid exam tomorrow that i am bluntly refusing to study for.

stupid exam tomorrow i so dont care about this crap anymore. just let me graduate in peace without all this trivial nonsense that i dont really need to be tested on.

i got an email a couple of days ago and my paperwork yesterday. gluck sir, i hope i see joo there :)

im going for my ba in design, so from there... who knows... marketing? maybe. uqam's putting together a masters program in design so thats an option also. ive got three years to make up my mind.

made: the blue check in the mail
made: almost done school, so close, yet so far
made: still revelling in university acceptance
made: i get to see ze boi tonight
made: less pain on second treatment

ruined: significantly depleted bank accound
ruined: so much shit to do

ssshhhhhoooopping

i miss my abdominal muscles.

if i can, definately.

smegma?

i looooooooove concordia.
i love em. a lot. especialy the fine arts faculty. they're fabulous.

phd here i come.

made: [ www.elixireleven.com ]
made: i love lowfish
made: i love lingo

ruined: i HATE stupid actionscripting. sonofabitch preloader.

feminism is as much about loving your body and being proud to BE a woman and to HAVE breats and to have a vulva. its as much about being sexually free as politically active.

christina's misunderstood, but i support her bearing all. britney, however, is a fucking hobag.

made: i got in i got in i got in i got in i got in i got in now i have an excuse to charge what im charging for my work ahahahahah weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee UNIVERSITATAS.
made: might double up the workload and take on a specialization at the same time since i got accepted into THAT TOO. aaaahahahahahahaha
made: school's almost over, didnt fail 3dsm this morning by sleeping in

ruined: flash final stressors
ruined: i hate this redesign.

made: contract almost done. 8 hours of crunch later...

made: googly eyed from monitor radiation

made: heir soir
made: fucked up, stumbling around in the dark with all these hoods and getting stuck in a k hole in a bathtub and then realizing that theres water at the bottom of the tub
made: girl talk
made: a good cracked sunday in front of the comp doing what i luv