i know. its all love. unless of course vince is lurking and he has something to say about it *raises eyebrow*

everyone else can talk about my boyfriend's pits EXCEPT YOU.

thats my splashin action. damnit.

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Something has to change.
Un-deniable dilemma.
Boredom's not a burden
Anyone should bear.

Constant over stimu-lation numbs me
but I would not want you in any other way.

It's not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I said I don't want it.
I just need it.
To breath, to feel, to know I'm alive.

Finger deep within the borderline.
Show me that you love me and that we belong together.
Relax, turn around and take my hand.

I can help you change
Tired moments into pleasure.
Say the word and we'll be
Well upon our way.

Blend and balance
Pain and comfort
Deep within you
Till you will not want me any other way.

But it's not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I don't want it.
I just need it.
To breath, to feel, to know I'm alive.

Knuckle deep inside the borderline.
This may hurt a little but it's something you'll get used to.
Relax. Slip away.

Something kinda sad about
the way that things have come to be.
Desensitized to everything.
What became of subtlety?

How can it mean anything to me
If I really don't feel anything at all?

I'll keep digging till
I feel something.

Elbow deep inside the borderline.
Show me that you love me and that we belong together.
Shoulder deep within the borderline.
Relax. Turn around and take my hand.

tool - sober

all made:

last five days: voracious reading habits, struck new gold, rehashed the vocab, persisted in being a shithead by blowing people off for no other reason that theres snake blood in these veins and it suits me to (go green)
two days previous: shitfaced with toronto fam, relieved to see my cousins are growing up
one day previous: multiple old school downloads of tool and the tea party and generally enjoyed some old but good music, kept reading, learned the definition of egregious and promtly forgot it, went to see collateral with vince, snogged, felt well, stayed up late being absorbed in this fucked up new found obsession. voracious. yes. escapist. always.

but mostly: the ripple and the laughter. obscurity.

why do i even post here anymore? i suppose this is better than calling people.

bonne fete

made: almost friday
ruined: i am so tired of this project
made: seeing my boi last night
ruined: so much more work this weekend
ruined: summer's gone

(_._)

poop!

made/ruined: i will NOT shop anymore.
made: harry potter merch
ruined: stupid convenient internet
made: bobo tonight. my bobo.
made: doing the eurofx planning again tonight with the bobo

made: got my first piece of fundamentalist christian "you are eviluh! repentuh! reclaim jesusuh!" email
made: looks like im gonna be getting another solid paycheck although my contract's done for the summer
ruined: the publication from hell, you think you're almost done and it grows another twenty pages

singapore pot bellied pigs

Disinformation's "Book of Lies"
Stephen King's "Wizard and Glass"
Oberon Ravenheart-Zell's "Grimoire for the Apprentice Magician"

shit, i fucking love sharon.

docsavage: msn me. ive got some free time to take on a small contract right now.

well its up for general consensus i think. whoever thinks its wise to remove the reasonable facimile speak up.

so you suggest removing the sketch?

ahem.

made: got to work, got driven home by my boss cuz there was no work to do. DAY OFF DAY OFF DAY OFF
made: goin shoppin
made: beeeeuhr a soir
made: beach this weekend (i hope. stop raining damnit)

you two... both need cold showers.

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who's french? can someone translate this thing please?

its vector. so no problem. done in cmyk tho - im gonna test print grey to see how it comes out, but it should be fine

any text actually. ive got the photo and description.

business card size?

ya ill help jeff. cept someones gotta make some shiat french fer me fak je ne parle pas sti.

i didnt say it was a good movie. i did enjoy myself tho

made: only a week left of work
made: almost three weeks until school, i am getting a vacation weeeeeee
made: montserrat sending me stuff
made: ince last night
made: m night shalamala's the village
made: guns and roses greatest hits. i never realized how much they sounded country

omfg where can i get more?? i have these little hotel-room shampoo containers...

rosemary & mint shampoo

loooooooooooooooove

i was impressed. nice graphics. but im not a gamer so strategically i cant comment. i just thought it was pretty :D

made: one of my oldest, most favoritest pagan artists contracting me for a small job which is more for the honor than anything else
made: the odds are against us but were still hopeful (...tuscan countryside)
made: mah new shooooooooooes
made: the inner sanctum versus the fluffy bunnies

made: feeling vindicated.
made: ravin pagan
ruined: no competition

its a muscle relaxant.

*shrug* depends on your tolerence for pain, amanda. if you get cramps that are debilitating enough then why suffer? my logic says that if i need one day where i take two pills and im fine every month and i can go about my daily life, ill take those two pills and maintain a certain degree of normalcy. it could be the age too, i dunno.

working on the longest, most insane resource publication i have ever seen with the exception of the yellow pages.

aneb website was a success, getting a quarterly project from them because of the good reviews.

brunch

made: payday
made: friday
made: havent bit my nails in a month. i havent had nails since i was a toddler.
made: got some work done last night

ruined: getting sick

ahem. ANAPROX. go see youre doctor and get it prescribed. or start taking the pill. seriously girls.

pot salve. let jeff try it he can make napalm on a stovetop.

...

actually, if you use a little atropine and some nightshade with cannabis you can make a pretty decent hallucinatory body balm.

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useless stores of information.

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im done now.

thc tinture. sounds potent. does it say anywhere use sparingly?

chuis dyslexic. missed an s. sucks meng, but how likely is it that he'll honor that?