Ever Had A Really Bad Year ?
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Coolness: 201945
| I dunno about you guys, but I would say the last 12 months (from sept of last year to sept of this year) have by and large been some of the worst in my life... The year of me being 19...
-ended up not speaking to several old friends anymore, some of them from really awful situations
-parents split up
-everyone started doing meth, and many still do
-as a result of the above things my mental state deteriorated a lot.
-generally lost my last bit of hope in the world, and any positive feelings I had about anything.
The only good things that happened in the last year were all music related, such as the atomic children project and fm_man project.
It seems though that as soon as I turned 20 everything seemed to get a little better, and I have some hope for the future... But I mean, ever had a really bad, jarring year like I did ? I still feel physically tired from it. |
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Coolness: 139440
| try getting dumped 4 times in a year.
k, that didnt happen to me.
it was only two. |
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Coolness: 340385
| meh. |
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Coolness: 300045
| move out and get a whore |
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Coolness: 201945
| The thing dog which is wise tilts |
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Coolness: 74560
| the year of my 20 was shit. severe manic depression induced by recurrant drug abuse, took it out on my boyfriend, on my friends, isolated myself a lot, then started rebuilding only to find... with the exception of a realy persistent sadness in my life, and from that far fewer mood swings... that shit really hasnt changed that much around me, even though i grew up a fuckload. |
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Coolness: 686310
| my year so far has had it's ups, but mostly downs. I've spent almost a year and a half going through nervous breakdowns 3-4 times a week. Everything I once enjoyed doing now pretty much bores me unless I'm high/srunk off my ass. I can't get a job. I need a gf, I can't stand how alone and empty i feel all the time from not having someone to be there for me or having someone for me to be there for. |
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Coolness: 63880
| I was gangraped by a gang of Congolese soldiers, my family was murdered, and I'm now infected with HIV.
My only surviving friends have been sold off into a life of impoverished prostitution.
A piece of shrapnel hit me in the face and I'm now partially blind. My diet consists of tree bark and cockroaches. I sleep in a hut the size of your closet with fourteen other war victims.
You're all a bunch of priveleged pussies...
... lighten up. |
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Coolness: 194745
| so far 2003 has been pretty good to me |
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Coolness: 201945
| this could go in another thread, but speaking of good years I would say age 16... Thats when I escaped the prison of the 450 and discovered what montreal had to offer, I also revamped my wardrobe, ditched all the old backstabbing friends, and got checks every so often from [ mp3.com ] for doing absolutely nothing. |
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Coolness: 72405
| i bitch alot.
but like.
SHIT HAPPENS.
thats life.
all of ours. |
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Coolness: 277155
| Hey, dont even get me started cause.. i'd be opening up ALOT of doors that certain people wanna keep closed.. but scott, the more you think about it, the more it gets to you and brings you down, deal with it however you feel is best and move on hoping only for the best. |
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Coolness: 277155
| move out and get a whore - tipsy
Is sleeping with a stranger whenever life gets tough ur answer for everything? |
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Coolness: 686310
| I like that answer. |
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Coolness: 277155
| thnx.. and I noticed the date and time u edited ur post is about 3 days before ur actual post.. |
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Coolness: 686310
| look at that date and time again...
*is being a pothead* |
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Coolness: 277155
| wow.. im dumb :b |
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Coolness: 174810
| ITs fustrating cos you wanna blame others for the shittiness in the outcome of our lives, but when you reflect deeper and deeper into the depths of yourself, you realize you have no one to blame but yourself. THese paths you walk are the paths you choose on your own volition. As many things i wish i could take back or relive, i am glad to still to be where i am, even if this isnt my fairy tale life i imagined. I only have my friends, new and old to thank for that. Without them, i guess i would be nothing.
Much love.
*no this isn't mdma talk. |
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Coolness: 340385
| depend on no one, and life will be good. |
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Coolness: 201945
| well I dont think it was my fault my parents split up and my friends turned into druggies |
Ever Had A Really Bad Year ?
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