Whatever, Just Venting...
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» raisinlove replied on Thu Dec 31, 2009 @ 7:18am |
I dont know what it is about venting shit in a public forum but it feels good anyway. I feel like shit. Everything I worked to build was destroyed in one swift stroke and now I dont even know how to be alone anymore. It's agonizing.
I guess I'll start going out again, now that I'm completely free. | |
I'm feeling subverting the world right now.. |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» ApR1zM replied on Thu Dec 31, 2009 @ 8:02am |
Good [+2]Toggle ReplyLink» v.2-1 replied on Thu Dec 31, 2009 @ 8:02am |
Ungh, been down that road many times before.
I know it's fucking shitty and hard but take deep breaths and go get hammered or something. If you can rally up a couple of friends for this, the better. That should be easy on the 31st. It ain't gonna do shit for your situation nor is it going to give revelations as to where you should be heading but it'll aleviate the pain for a short while. THEN you can re-evaluate what you need to do. Presumably, you've spent an inordinate amount of time sharing and focusing on someone else for a long time - as we all have - but now, as hard and selfish as it may be, you gotta spend some time focusing on your star player, my friend : YOU. If there is no turning back, start 2010 by making it about YOU and what makes YOU smile, feel good and keep that head held up high. The rest will eventually fall into place. It invariably almost always does. But unfortunately, you can't rush this sort of shit so for now, take it one day at a time. It works for most of us so it oughta be helpful to you too. At least, I hope. I'll raise a glass to you tonight, dude. :-) | |
I'm feeling [__insert emotion here__] right now.. |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» FUCKERS replied on Thu Dec 31, 2009 @ 8:03am |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» basdini replied on Thu Dec 31, 2009 @ 8:35am |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» raisinlove replied on Thu Dec 31, 2009 @ 9:16am |
Originally Posted By V3R510N2M1NU51
If there is no turning back, start 2010 by making it about YOU and what makes YOU smile, feel good and keep that head held up high. The rest will eventually fall into place. It invariably almost always does. But unfortunately, you can't rush this sort of shit so for now, take it one day at a time. It works for most of us so it oughta be helpful to you too. At least, I hope. I'll raise a glass to you tonight, dude. :-) Whoa, I was hoping to get some encouragement like this. Every bit helps. Thanks man. Seriously, I really dont want to get into a depression. Yeah, free as in single. For the first time since highschool. I feel like a teen with no field experience all over again :( | |
I'm feeling subverting the world right now.. |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» DCRn replied on Thu Dec 31, 2009 @ 9:34am |
Bah, things can only improve, trust me.
Teenage love is nothing compared to what you'll find next! | |
I'm feeling discordian right now.. |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» FUCKERS replied on Thu Dec 31, 2009 @ 9:37am |
Originally Posted By DRNYARLATHOTEP
Bah, things can only improve, trust me. Teenage love is nothing compared to what you'll find next! QFT. go get hammered and run the train on someone! | |
I'm feeling pound and pound right now.. |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» raisinlove replied on Thu Dec 31, 2009 @ 9:40am |
as I've never really been alone, everyone keeps telling me that once I get used to that, I will be that much better when I find someone again. I will probably handle things better as well.
I feel like I was blown to bits by a shotgun, I thought I had it all figured out, that it was all magical and shit. | |
I'm feeling subverting the world right now.. |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» FUCKERS replied on Thu Dec 31, 2009 @ 9:42am |
sex makes the world go round .. always keep that in mind | |
I'm feeling pound and pound right now.. |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» raisinlove replied on Thu Dec 31, 2009 @ 10:06am |
Originally Posted By BATZ
sex makes the world go round .. always keep that in mind lol Yes. Yes it does. | |
I'm feeling subverting the world right now.. |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» DCRn replied on Thu Dec 31, 2009 @ 10:29am |
It's true, btw.
Childhood/teenage love sets you on ONE path, and you think life's going to be that way forever. When that stops, you slowly realize that you were wrong. I don't know one person who has NOT confessed how much more they've lived after their first big breakup, myself included. Life is still full of surprises :) | |
I'm feeling discordian right now.. |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» greatjob replied on Thu Dec 31, 2009 @ 10:31am |
Maybe just finding yourself is what you need right now man. All the best in the new year and your new love life |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» raisinlove replied on Thu Dec 31, 2009 @ 10:35am |
thanks again guys. Having had only two uninterupted realtionships for YEARS since I was a teen is a horrible way of shaping how you see your future with someone else. I will find myself. I'll need help but I'll get there nonetheless. | |
I'm feeling subverting the world right now.. |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» FUCKERS replied on Thu Dec 31, 2009 @ 10:37am |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» greatjob replied on Thu Dec 31, 2009 @ 10:37am |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» raisinlove replied on Thu Dec 31, 2009 @ 10:45am |
well for tonight my brother's throwing a party but surprise surprise I'm not feeling very festive.
Any suggestions for tommorow night though? | |
I'm feeling subverting the world right now.. |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» Sparklz replied on Thu Dec 31, 2009 @ 10:59am |
Originally Posted By RAISINLOVE
I feel like I was blown to bits by a shotgun, I thought I had it all figured out, that it was all magical and shit. I went down that EXACT road about a week ago. It was first love, and I thought it could last. But it didn't. And now you have to pick yourself back up. Having a support system of good friends will definitely help you get through each day. And as much as it sounds like crap, it DOES get a little bit easier every day. (and getting shit-faced drunk always helps too) Now I'm focusing on me. Doing what I want to do, when I want to do it. Cause it's going to make me happy. You should focus on the same <3 | |
I'm feeling kapow! right now.. |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» greatjob replied on Thu Dec 31, 2009 @ 11:03am |
Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» FUCKERS replied on Thu Dec 31, 2009 @ 11:03am |
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