Moderate Drug Use?
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» Unknown User replied on Thu Nov 28, 2002 @ 10:04am |
 Coolness: 830 | hmmhm....I've actually eatin datura before, though not very much. The proper dose is 15-25 seeds, ya just eat em. The strand I had prolly wasn't that strong, it was growing in this rich persons garden, this was like a couple of summers ago, when I was landscaping. They don't really have a taste, and the "trip" is weird. It felt like an equal body and mind buzz, giggles too. So all and all, it was a fun time, bit of a stomach ache afterwurds though.
baby-datura |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» mdc replied on Thu Nov 28, 2002 @ 11:34am |
| Coolness: 149540 | how many times must i tell you people.... DRUGS ARE BAD! |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» Miss_Amanda replied on Thu Nov 28, 2002 @ 11:44am |
 Coolness: 161270 | they are.. why else would I of stopped? |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» mdc replied on Thu Nov 28, 2002 @ 12:02pm |
| Coolness: 149540 | you took drugs??
tsk tsk tsk... im very disappointed |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» daFTWin replied on Thu Nov 28, 2002 @ 2:18pm |
 Coolness: 277160 | Megan, about the whole like " I was high I didn't know what I was doing" thing.. I used to be the type of person who wouldnt care that you were high you still did something wrong while you were able to make the right choice.
Im still like that cept for the fact that I know what people mean now when they say it cause I found myself in a simular situation. The drugs are just a boost. The fact is that whatever it is you are doing that you aren't supposed to be doing or shouldn't be doing or will regret, is something that you actually want to do, at some level you desire it. The only difference is that where as you would of been able to of resisted alot easier had you been sober you now find it harder to resist and end up giving into temptation alot easier. Its funny that way.. pills are almost like a test. For example, Your at a party, you take maybe 2 speeds (railling, swallowing, whatever), then you take an e and you get pretty fucked off your ass, not like FUCKED.. but fucked enough.. you're sitting with a guy who you always see at parties and outside parties once in a while but you've almost always have just been friends, except for when you first met him you kinda had a thing for him but then found out he had a girlfriend so you moved on. Thats it, as far as you know at this point hes still going out with her. Anyways typical sinario, sitting close together, talking bonding, and then a silence.. then you don't know how, you don't know who initiated it but your kissing, and as much as your own voice inside of you is telling you you prolly shouldn't be doing this, you should stop, you never found out if he was still with his girlfriend or not, you don't stop. You know why.. because the attraction was there from the begining, the curiosity of what may be.. The thought prolly came across your head a couple times before anything actually happend and it just remaind a thought you never actually considered it. (well maybe a little but close to nothing) You didn't actually believe it was going to happen. Now it has happend and you have to deal with it and you realize that you never actually wanted it and that it wasn't worth it, as enjoyable as it may of been you really wish it hadn't happend. Luckely you find out that he didn't have his girlfriend anymore so thats something less to worry about but theres always some degree of regret. Now my original point was, lets say he does still have a girlfriend or no.. you have a boyfriend and now you have to deal with him either finding out from you or from someone else and its going to happen either way.. and besides the regret you already feel,now you feel the guilt and the hurt and the sadness and the pain of your action.. And if you say it happend because you were fucked up and it never would of happend otherwise then your an idiot and you'll never learn. The fact that in someways you wanted what happend to happen, you never wanted it to happen that way and, you never would of hurt your boyfriend. And thats where the blame from the pills come in but its never a good excuse because you have enough self will (even when your FUCKING HIGH off your ass) to say no, it just gets replaced by the desire and the pleasure the pill is bringing you. Thats how I kinda see it as a test..a cruel one but also in a way it could be a good test to give yourself, and find out how much self will you have. So yes, it is an excuse but, it is never excusable. |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» PookStah replied on Thu Nov 28, 2002 @ 5:09pm |
| Coolness: 106640 | very very good point kafwin!!!! ur opinions rock!!
hihihi **Hugs and kisses** |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» daFTWin replied on Thu Nov 28, 2002 @ 5:23pm |
| Coolness: 277160 | THANK YOU!!!.. I know their long but they are worth reading..(most of them) and I dont do this very often.. I apreciate that. |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» PitaGore replied on Thu Nov 28, 2002 @ 5:33pm |
 Coolness: 472530 | Kafwin' rocks !! |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» Agent_Yogurt replied on Thu Nov 28, 2002 @ 5:57pm |
| Coolness: 134335 | that's what i was saying. being "fucked" is maybe an excuse but it doesn't get you out of trouble cause you still committed the act. |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» caro replied on Thu Nov 28, 2002 @ 9:19pm |
 Coolness: 152665 | so true so true.....you must always take responsibility 4 ur actions no matter wat they were it was still u doing it!
reach 4 the stars xoxoxoxoxoxo |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» PookStah replied on Thu Nov 28, 2002 @ 9:52pm |
| Coolness: 106640 | your welcome kafwin!!! keep up the interesting posts!!
hihihi **Hugs and kisses** |
| Good [+1]Toggle ReplyLink» Optimist_pRhyme replied on Fri Nov 29, 2002 @ 1:13pm |
| Coolness: 53175 | excellent post kafwin. great example. |
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