fell on black days - soundgarden

I woke the same as any other day
Except a voice was in my head
It said seize the day, pull the trigger
Drop the blade, and watch the rolling heads

The day I tried to live
I stole a thousand beggar's change
And gave it to the rich

The day I tried to win
I dangled from the power lines
And let the martyrs stretch
Singing

One more time around might do it
One more time around might make it
One more time around might do it
One more time around
The day I tried to live

Words you say never seem
To live up to the ones inside your head
The lives we make never seem
To ever get us anywhere but dead

The day I tried to live
I wallowed in the blood and mud with
All the other pigs

I woke the same as any other day you know
I should have stayed in bed

The day I tried to win
I wallowed in the blood and mud with
All the other pigs

And I learned that I was a liar
Just like you

-Soundgarden “The Day I Tried to Live”

ditching class to write. and write. and write.

how it ends... a lifetime of work, the bloody bastard's going to retire and he ends it like he started it. goddamn dark tower. DAMN CAN-KA NO'REI!

"the man in black fled across the desert and the gunsligner followed".

aslksa i luuuuuuuuuuurve it!!

almost done the prologue and being insuffrably happy with the way its turning out

cross-charachter splits via botched potions lesson equals freudian syndrome?

ruined: i - hate - drawing.
made: writing. go away.

Lo! there do I see my fathers.
Lo! there do I see my mothers,
my sisters, and my brothers.
Lo! there do I see the line of my people,
back to the beginning.

They call to me.
They bid me to take my place amongst them,
in the halls of the Vallhalla,
where the Faithful and True may live on.... forever.

...

the veil in thinned these dark nights, lo, it was made by the dead, and the dead keep it!

merry samhain everyone.

live, remember, know those who have come before, drink to them and make merry for our time here is short.

happy halloween.

made: chinese laterns at the botanical garden
made: chinese food corner guy & st caths
made: mmmmuscle realxantsssssss
made: vince's dad making me dinner
made: im fricken shnookered

so fucking hungry. i want mcdonalds french fries

i - found - butterscotch - liquer
katie that smoothie idea sounds fucking good, gotta try that

god like i havent said this fifty times already on this board>>

blaise zabini, slytherin house of hogwarts school of witchcraft and wizardry, death eater in training. (harry potter charachter. like that wasnt obvious)

Take your silly words and listen to yourself, cause I'm living my life tonight
and nothing's gonna hurt me, can't you
understand that I can be myself without everything, without anything,
without any help from you, we're not having fun,
we never really laughed, we have to get things before we end ourself.

What about me? Do you care enough to see that I can't live my life
this way and that you don't understand?
What about me? Am I the one who's going down, cause sometimes
I can't find myself and I'm wondering if this is really
me?

I remember those days when we first met, how simple things were then,
with no heartache and no pain
now things change so fast that we must take the time to talk things
over and listen to our minds.

Millencollin - Buzzer

do i dye my hair full-out black or deep ebony brown

green day's kerplunk album mixed with 1,029 smoothed out slappy hours

cosplay *hangs head* WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME.

dressing up like a fucking nerd and going out in public acting like a nerd and for once, its perfectly excusable.

puddin

finding butterscotch shnapps in montreal

Franz Ferdinand - Take Me Out

So if you're lonely,
You know i'm here waiting for you,
I'm just a crosshair,
I'm just a shot away from you
And if you leave here
You leave me broken shattered alive
I'm just a crosshair
I'm just a shot..then we can die

Ooohahhhhh

I know I wont be leaving here with you

I say don't you know
You say you don't know
I say... take me out
I say you don't show
Don't move time is slow
I say... take me out

I say you don't know
You say you don't go
I say... take me out

I know I wont be leaving here (with you)
I know I wont be leaving here
I know I wont be leaving here (with you)
I know I wont be leaving here with you

I say don't you know
You say you don't know
I say... take me out
If I move this could die
Eyes move this can die
C'mon...take me out

I know I wont be leaving here (with you)
I know I wont be leaving here
I know I wont be leaving here (with you)
I know I wont be leaving here with you

made: 3 year ani with ince today *beams*

ya me too, mind videotaping it? ;)

very large goddess who loves to slap lesbians.

blaise shall be there.

its almost halloweeeeeeeen

21 ghosts are inside of me... (vitalic)

made: ditching work
made: writing all day
made: 'noir' almost finish and 'verde' well on its way
made: i fucking love writing blaise zabini. what a fucking cocky hottie

ruined: i fucked it up. it fucking hurts. make it stop. oh my god i pinched a nerve in my back and its making me twitch

when people send you email that you know is spam but makes you feel horribly guilty for being a shitty person so you send it on anyway.

*snorts*

im so last wednesday.

made: ditching class
made: a really good launch into the industrial revolution (drags out twenty pound art history book) weeeee
made: proposal done on time
made: finished industrial drawing shit on time
ruined: cant sleep. fucking insomniac.

slash fiction

[ www.albinoblacksheep.com ]

hi ravewave!!!!111

no ficken fluff today. not even a poem.

...

“Potter, you imbecile. Didn’t you see me banging on the door just now? Or does the specky git need a new eyeglass prescription?” the drawl was executed less than perfectly, if not slightly slurred. Draco looked up from the stone floor to see the other boy’s charcoal-clad knees a foot and a half away from where he sat, a further glace upwards and Draco was staring at the modest lump of Potter’s crotch directly. “Oh shit,” Draco reeled pushing himself harder against the wall, heels sliding over the cold dungeon floor “I think I’m going to be sick”.

made: evening with vince
made: brain working properly.... finally
made: writing again
made: the verbal discourse of the mind and heart as it swirls around our ankles in ancient tongues left unspoked. tempus fugit.
made: i got a good beta

Love and hate get it wrong
She cut me right back down to size
Sleep the day let it fade
Who was there to take your place
No one knows never will
Mostly me but mostly you
What do you say do you do
When it all comes down

I don't wanna come back down from this cloud
Taken me all this time to find out what I need

There is no blame only shame
When you beg you just complain
More I come more I try
All police are paranoid
So am I - so's the future
So are you - be a creature
What do you say do you do
When it all comes down

made: i think its payday
ruined: so much fucking work to do
ruined: not sleeping well for the last two months

ok. back to the point of this thread...

anyone feel like going to rocky then stopping by idj?

jeff's blood. haha!

made: I AM BLAISE ZABINI!!!
made: got my robe got my robe got my robe
made: im a nerd im a nerd im a nerd
made: got my robe got my robe got my robe
ruined: pms headache